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Do you wanna know England...
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Why I'm so obsessed with being the hero?
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Well... Truth be told... I don't wanna be THE hero...
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Ever since I was little, since the day you came back to me after being beaten up back in Europe...
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From that day... I realised...
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That..
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I wanted to be YOUR hero
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You may not see my logic... But, this is was one of the main reasons I wanted my independence
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I'm not your son... Not your brother... Not your colony...
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I still want to be yours... but in a different way...
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But you had to shut me out didn't you? All I wanted to do was protect you
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It took 200-ish years and a bottle of 18 year old whisky for you to finally let me back in...
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I can still remember what you said in your drunken stupor, each sylibal was a razor sharp shards of glass in my heart.
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"You didn't want to be friends with me, you just wanted to tell me what to do and you don't even know what to do"
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Of course... Me being me... I pretended that I didn't care. But I do, honest.
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Do you remember what happened after I got you back to my house?
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Being the hero that I am... I gave you my bed. Just as I had tucked you inside the fluffy covers – like you used to do for me when I was young – you pulled me down by the collar of my shirt and kissed me full on the lips.
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I spent weeks afterwards trying to work out the meaning behind it
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In every single meeting that you attended, I repeated "I was only a kiss" over and over in my head
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But... I guess I did make some headway – all be it very slowly – trying to get you to let me in
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After all... I was the one you let see you straight after German planes bombed your land
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I was the one that cleaned you up... bandaged the plethora of cut littering your body... Made sure you ate... kept you company when the pain was too excruciating
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Even when you were being bombed... You didn't cry
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I'm the only one who's made you cry, aren't I? Too many times to count
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I wish I could just apologise for everything i've done to hurt you. Your life would be so much better and painless if you hadn't of raised me...
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If I wasn't in your life...
TBC...
okay... yeah I know this is a first... two stories in 1 day! :O
there will be a part 2... but my brain needs fuel (mountain dew and REVEIWS)
pleassse?