I don't know, I was in a little depressing mood... And I was listening this song: Three Days Grace - Last to Know. And decided to write this. You can listen it while reading, if you like.
I do not own Fairy Tail or the characters.

I followed him, the feeling grew stronger, but I pushed it away. I had to deny it… That was my only hold on. He was my only hold on.
He stepped into the bar, I looked trough the window. I saw how he walked to her. Panic overfell me. 'No, this can't be happening. He can't leave me. He is my reason to be alive, the reason that I saw the light, that I could finally feel the warm rays of the sun. He can't do this to me, Gray….'

Then he smiled and bend over to her, she closed her eyes. I looked away, I couldn't watch it. I almost heared my heart brake, it was a terrifying sound.
There I sat, in the snow, under a window. Nobody came to me, I actually didn't wanted anyone to. I wanted to dissapear, just dissapear. I didn't cry, it hurted to much.

I don't know how long I sat here, but when I heared a door open I looked up. It were them… "Juvia?" A voice asked, "What are you doing here?" I didn't speak.
He knelt down next to me, his voice was soft. "Are you okay? You look cold, should I bring you home?" I slowly shook my head. My heart couldn't handle more, the broken pieces started to tear apart.

I stood up, head low, looking to the ground. "Juvia?" He hesitantly said. I strumbled away from them. "Wait! Where are you going?" I heard him scream, pain merged in his mostly cool voice.
I started to run. It burned, my heart. It felt like needles, thousands of needles pinching me. I ran and ran, not knowing where, and fell on my knees.
I looked at the snow in my hands….. Cold, white, lifeless.

I slowly started to sob, and then I burst down in tears. I was broken. I tugged the snow in my face as I cried, it was cold. Resurring, it reminded me of….. I cried louder and lay down in the snow, not even feeling the cold.

As I almost fell in sleep in the snow, not knowing if I would ever wake up again, and not wanting to, I whispered something to the snow, barely hearing my own words.
"I love you, Gray."

With that, darkness fell over me.