forever isn't over yet
prologue
I didn't think that it would be like this. That I would stand here and remeber things I should have never forgotten.
That I would realize how my life turned into a maze. I was standing here in front of the cliff wondering what would happen next.
If I jump... will someone try to rescue me? Will my family even notice? Where could they be now? And if I don't jump... Will they even care?
I know what I am. I know in which situtation I am right now. But I have no idea how it all came to this. To the point where I just couldn't take it anymore.
Carefully I took a step towards the edge of the cliff. From here it looked very far but I knew that the way would be short.
Slowly I inhaled the smell of the forest behind me for the last time. It smelled like wood, the water on the leafes and the animals. But one scent was close.
It was always there and never left me. It was the scent of the only person I would have trusted right now.
The only person who could drag me away from the edge and I wouldn't fight against it. But he wasn't here.
I exhaled again erasing the forest from my mind and let myself fall into the water beneath me.