A/N: Hey guys, i'm sorry that its been a while since i've written this but i've had to think of some things for this. I am working on some other ideas right now and i hope to have them cleared and written down so i can write this.

Disclaimer: i do not own any of the wrestlers what so ever, I wish right? well WWE owns the wrestlers and Vince owns the WWE.

She sat on the bed with the tourniquet tied tightly around her arm. He had hurt her for the final time. She picked up the needle and placed the end in her arm. The pain was minor compared to the heartache she suffered from. She injected the drug into her system. It was just enough to kill her and take her away from her heartache. She pulled the syringe from her arm and slumped to the floor. Her world was fading and all she could think about was getting away from it all.

"Scarlet!" He called her name and ran into her room. He grabbed her by the forearm, pulling her up off the floor.

She pushed him away with everything she had. He was the reason she did this to herself. He wrapped his strong arms around her tiny form. Again she pushed him away, but it didn't work. He ripped the band off her arm and threw it to the ground. He put his arms around her body again, this time he was rocking her back and forth like a little child.

"Why?" That was the only thing that he could get out.

"I can't stand the pain." She whispered. She was fading and they both knew it. He pulled out his cell phone and frantically dialed 911.

"Yes, I need an ambulance, Scarlet Warren, 419 Armor Avenue. She's injected herself with heroin. Yes, Thank you."

"Go be with her." Scarlet whispered again.

"You are my life, don't tell me to go."

"You don't love me, you love her." She said slower than before. It was only a matter of time.

"Who are you talking about, babe?" He asked.

"Liz," she replied. She didn't say any more.

She fainted in his arms and he knew that if the paramedics didn't show up soon, she wouldn't be there any more. He wondered how she knew about Liz in the first place. Sure she was before Scarlet but how did she find out that he was secretly seeing her? He was the reason why she was dying in his arms. He now regrets what he had done to her.

The paramedics arrived only moments later. They placed Scarlet flat on her back, tilting her head back slightly. They felt for a pulse and were relieved when they found it. It was there but just barely. They placed and oxygen mask on her before they lifted her onto the stretcher. He watched as they carried her out of the house and into the back of the ambulance. As they shut the door he walked out of the house and to his car.

Once he arrived at the hospital he was told to wait in the waiting room. He was there for an hour before the doctor came out looking for him.

"Are you here for Scarlet Warren?" The doctor asked.

"Yes sir, how is she?"

"Well, who are you exactly? We can't give out information you know."

"Certainly. I'm her boyfriend."

"Alright does she have and relatives nearby?"

"Not exactly, they disowned her."

"I see, well seeing as you are the only one here for her. She injected herself with a lot of heroin. We drained her blood and pumped it back through. But that may not be enough. She is in a coma right now and she may not wake up."

"Oh, God." he said, not being able to stand up any longer, sliding down the wall and to the floor.

"There are some people who would like to speak to you however." The doctor continued as if nothing had happened.

"Like who?" He asked from the floor.

"The police officers that arrived moments ago." he said nodding down the hallway towards the two cops. They walked down the hall and stood beside the doctor.

"We need as much information as possible, sir." The female said nodding towards the doctor who was making his way back to his other patiences.

"What do you want to know?"

"For one, your name." the other cops replied with a pen and note pad ready to for the information he was about to receive.

"John Cena." he repiled.

"What is your relation to Ms. Warren?" The woman asked.

"She was my girlfriend."

"Was? As in she isn't anymore?" The male asked. John just nodded his head.

"Alright, how did you find Ms. Warren this afternoon?" The female asked again.

"I went to her house to talk to her. She wasn't answering her phone since our argument and i just wanted to talk to her and sort things out. I walked into her bedroom and she was on the floor with that thing on her arm. I took it off and called 911. I stayed with her until the paramedics came." He explained.

"So you think she did this because of the argument you two had?" The female asked as the male just wrote down everything.

"I guess," John said shrugging.

"How did Ms. Warren come by the heroin?" she asked.

"I wish i knew." he whispered. He turned his head not wanting to go into any thing further.

"Ok, Well, that's it for now. If we have anymore questions we'll get in contact with you." she said glancing at her partner.

"Thank you Mr. Cena." the other one said before they both left John sitting in the hallway.

He just sat there and thought about everything that had happened. He didn't know why he had cheated on her but he had.

--Flashback--

"How could you? I thought you loved me, not her." Scarlet yelled.

"Baby, what are you even talking about?" John asked.

"You and her, how could you? I don't even know why i'm even talking to you." she yelled even louder than before.

"Babe, what's your problem?" he asked getting very frustrated now.

"MY PROBLEM? MY PROBLEM IS YOU. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW YOU COULD DO IT." She scream at him. she was now only inches away from him. "I don't ever want to see you again." she said before she pushed past him.

"Scarlet!" John scream after her. He jogged out the door only to see her pull away from the house.

--End of Flashback--

"Why didn't i stop her?" he asked himself before he punched the wall. He loves Scarlet more than anything but he just couldn't leave his ex-girlfriend alone. She was his first love and that will never change. He knew that cheating on Scarlet was a bad idea but he was too wrapped up in the moment with Liz to really care about that. Thinking about it now he knew that it was a mistake that he had made more than once.

"Sir?" a nurse called out.

"Yeah?" he answered.

"Can you please refrain from hitting the wall. I know that you are upset and all but this is government property." She said with a sweet smile. "And just so you know, you can go in to see Ms. Warren." She added. "She's in room 418." She said before she walked away.

John went to the elevators and went up to the forth floor. He had to talk to her even if it killed him. Once he was on the fourth floor he followed the hallway until he found the room he was looking for. He pushed the door open to find Scarlet laying in bed under the white sheet. She was hooked up to all kinds of machines and it broke his heart to see her like that.

--4 days later--

John hadn't left Scarlet's side at all. He wasn't worried about food or anything like that. The only thing that he wanted was the young girl that was laying before him. Each day he would hold her hand and talk to her. Mainly he would tell her that he was sorry and that he wanted her to please forgive him, to wake up so he could prove to her that he wouldn't do it again. He wanted his Scarlet back. John had nodded off when Scarlet came to.

She looked around seeing only white. She thought that she was dead before she looked over to her right and saw John. She cursed herself for not doing the job the right way. She didn't want to see him. To her, every time she saw him, she saw Liz. That broke her heart even more. She let a tear fall out of the corner of eye. Why couldn't he just leave her alone? She wanted more than anything for him to just go away and never come back. She was running from her problems and she was ok with that.

"Scarlet?" John asked looking at the now awake 26 year old.

"Yeah?" she said as best she could. She had oxygen going trough her nose and it was difficult to breathe.

"Baby, I'm so sorry for what i did. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. It's all my fault." he said taking her hand into his.

"No," she said taking her hand back. She folded her hands together and glared at him.

"Please," he pleaded, but he knew that it was no use. With Scarlet once her mind was made up she wouldn't change it, no matter what.

"Leave," she said turning her head away from him. She couldn't trust him and with that she couldn't know if he was really sorry or just saying it. But either way she wasn't going to fall for it. John had no other choice but to leave. He sighed and turned to face her but she just turned her head from him.

"I love you Scar." he said before he walked out of the room. This only made Scarlet more angry than she was before. When the door opened again, thinking it was John again, she didn't turn he head to face it.

"Well, i see that my little Hope is now awake." That voice made her head shoot the other way. how? how did he know that she was there?

"What...are...you...doing...here" she said in between breathes.

"Well, Ms. Scarlet Hope, you tried and failed to OD on heroin. I needed to see if the Scarlet that i knew would actually do that. Now that i see that she has it makes me mad. I thought we dealt with this before. Weren't you clean?" he asked taking a seat on the bed.

"I was." She said.

"Well, what i want to know is why did you do it?" He asked again.

"John,"

"Damn it Scarlet, wasn't it enough that you tired that before. You need to get a grip on this, How long was you clean before you started using again?"

"Seven years." she took a breath before continuing. "I haven't," another breathe, "used it," inhale, "since i was 19." she finished. This talking thing was hard to do.

"And that would be since we were together." he mused.

"Yeah,"

"Was he worth it?" he asked.

"Chris," she looked at him in the eyes. "Don't,"

"I want to now Scarlet. Was he worth you trying to commit suicide?"

"No," she replied defeated. She knew he was right. He was always right.

"Can i let you in on a secret that i have?" he asked her quite amused with himself.

"Sure," she said. Might as well, she knew that he would tell her anyways. He leaned down closer to her.

"I still love you, always have." he whispered in her ear before he kissed her on the cheek.

"Chris," she said looking at him. "I can't," she said. She didn't not love him. He was her first love and he was the one that got her off of drugs but he shouldn't of said that. How could he have said that to her, here? now of all places. Chris pulled back and looked at her bright green eyes.

"I know you love me Hope, There's no way of denying it. But i guess that you need some space." she nodded her head and he smiled. "Come on the road with me?" He asked.

"Can't," she replied.

"Yes you can, Cena want hurt you any more, besides i've got to make sure that you stay clean. How else am i going to do that if you are here and i'm not?"

"Good point." she said looking out the window, thinking about it. She could go with him, or she could stay here and possible kill herself in more than drugs. she had Alcohol, pain pills, and nobody here to help, but with Chris she would have him. once she made up her mind she nodded her head. Not intending to, but she did.

"So are you going to come with me, babe?" he asked taking her hand.

"Yeah," she said.

A/N: Well that's it. Tell me what you think. I don't know if i should continue it but what ever. It was in my head and i had to write it down before it left.

FYI: The OC is Scarlet Hope Warren, i will put up a picture some time later of her.

And the wrestlers are: John Cena and Chris Jericho, so far. I know that there are going to be more it just depends on who i like when i write this.

Preview for the next chapter: Scarlet is released from the hospital. she goes on the road with Chris, she rooms with him and sticks by his side for the most part. Will the old love be reunited or will John some how get back into the picture?