I Chose Alone
Our love would last forever;
That's what I would tell myself.
We would be happy always;
That's what I dreamed of.
But that day,
Forever ceased and always ended.
You left, I followed shortly after.
Here you are once more.
But we were meant
Never to meet again.
Forever and always can be once more.
Will I grasp that chance?
No, no I won't.
Because of what was.
You hurt me, remember?
So it was not you who betrayed me,
But my heart will always seethe in that lie.
You hurt me, don't you know that?
Not physically, but emotionally.
I loved you, and you returned it.
That how you hurt me.
I am torn at heart.
I love you,
But on the same token,
I hate you.
Because you loved me,
You trusted me...
Just not enough.
That's why, that's how you hurt me.
For if you had,
Forever would still be,
And always would have lasted.
But it was not fated.
So I will let my chance
Slip from my fingers.
Alone I travel,
I wander hauntingly.
My death was unjust,
Even though it was not you,
I could have been saved.
You could've saved me, if only...
There are so many 'if onlys'.
Sadly, we search for he who did us wrong.
Though we are apart,
We share the same mission.
Our hearts are one no longer.
Because I chose alone.
And alone I will forever be,
Even in death it seems.