Author's notes: Hi there! I just want to express that I'm super excited about this fanfic! This is the sequel to Zuko's diary: 100 letters that never left the Fire Nation. If you haven't read it or you have no idea what I'm taking about, then please go and read it otherwise this story will be very confusing. I will be referring back to content in the previous fanfic so please read that one before you read this one. This fanfic will adopt a similar style to Zuko's diary: 100 letters that never left the Fire Nation. Enjoy and please follow, like, favorite and review if you like it!
Day 1:
I know nothing lasts forever but I never thought you'd leave so soon. Maybe this is karma's doing, punishing me for leaving you so many goddamn times. Why did I do it? I really don't remember. I can't pretend and say my heart was torn between two men because it wasn't. It was always you, I wanted you. But I guess I was afraid of something I'm not used to. All my life I was educated to be a Water tribesmen's wife one day. I was taught to dress, speak and behave in a way that would please him. I hate that part of my culture. So when Aang came along, he wasn't Water tribe and I liked that. That didn't mean I was happy. Aang is very dear to me but I could never love him like I love you. Even if I wanted to burn the feelings I have for you, I just couldn't. They are too strong, too real. And that's the hardest part. Loving you from afar. But of course you know what that's like. Having waited for me all these years. If only I could go back in time and make the right decision at the right time, then maybe you would still be here. Unfortunately I can't. Karma is a mean bitch and she always collects.