Summary: Although he's been dating Ron for about a year now, Harry realizes that he wants to be with someone else, but it was hard enough to tell people that he was gay with someone in the same house, but would people understand him when he tells that he's falling for someone in a complete different house, especially for the house everyone's against, and let alone the one person he's supposed to completely hate.

Pairing: RW/HP and DM/HP

Author's Note: Although I don't really like Harry or Draco being paired up with anyone else besides each other, I thought it would be a neat idea that he was with someone else and then fall for Draco, um, and I really think it's a good idea that people aren't used to dating people in different houses. That way it would be even more difficult for him to come out. So hope the story goes good, and remember to please review.

Thanks much♥

Chapter1

Facing Reality

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It was late at night and Harry was all alone, there was no one around and he was really beginning to wonder when something interesting was going to happen.

He then decided that he was wasting his time, and he turned the door knob to leave. Right when he opened the door, he saw him just standing there.

"There you are," he said as he stepped into the doorway, and closed the door behind him.

"I didn't think you were going to show up there for a second." Harry said looking up at the tall blonde haired boy standing in front of him.

"Don't be stupid," he said, as he stepped forward placing both hands around each side of Harry's waist. And then at the same time both boys leaned in for a long romantic kiss, and then Harry couldn't take it anymore, he wanted the boy he held in front of him, so he deepened the kiss, and they both spent what felt like years exploring each others mouths with there tongues.

"I've been waiting for this all day," Harry said, finally pulling away, so he could look into the beautiful grey eyes, that he just absolutely loved. "I just wish this could be a reality," he said looking down, knowing that it couldn't.

"It is." Draco said, placing his hand beneath Harry's chin to lift it up and then, leaning over once more to place a kiss of reassurance. Harry believed him, he knew that this was reality, it's what he had been waiting for his whole life. To be with Draco Malfoy.

"Draco," Harry murmured in happiness, as he smiled.

"Harry," he heard a voice say, "Harry, are you okay?"

Then he felt himself being shaken slightly. As he slowly opened his eyes reality started to settle in. He had to leave behind the great feeling that he had just felt, he had to leave the one person that he really loved and wanted to be with behind.

He turned around to face Ron, "yeah, I'm fine," he said.

"Did you have a bad dream." Ron asked.

"No, actually it was a good dream." Harry said, sighing in remembrance of the dream.

"Really, what was it about," Ron asked.

But Harry knew he couldn't tell him what it was really about, he would be pissed.

"Nothing important," he said. Then without another word he turned back to facing the wall.

This always happened, he would always have dreams of Draco Malfoy, he didn't mean to, and he really wished they would end, because they were just giving hope to the foolish.

He always hated the endings as well, because every time, he would start to believe that whatever they were doing in the dream was real, like it was actually happening, he usually starts out knowing there not real, but then right when he actually believes that it is real, he would get slapped in the face with reality.

He hated reality, it was a place where he was stuck with someone, yeah, he cared about a lot, but he didn't really love, well at least not in that way. It was a place where hooking up with someone outside of your house placing was considered impossible to do. It was the place where Harry couldn't be with the one he truly loved. It was the place of where the one he truly loved, didn't even care about him. That sucks.