Author: sunny66sara

Rating: T

Genre: Romance

Pairing: Sara / Catherine

Warning: Femslash. Don't like? - I suppose you stay away then.

Summary: Sequel to "All these things I didn't do". A list of 20 things Sara did during (and after) her relationship with Catherine.

Disclaimer: I own none of the CSI stuff and I earn no money writing this.

Dedication: This story is dedicated to the same person as the first part was, because it's still about her, and I still love her. It's also dedicated to all the lovely reviewers of the first part.

Oh, and *parkergirl*? I will try to do most of my work in English, but I'm actually planning / half-writing a longer story on Cara after these "All these things"-stories and I'm not quite sure if it will be in English or German yet, but if it's in German I will try to translate it sooner or later. :)

All these things I did

First, I gave you everything I could. (It wasn't enough.)

Second, I walked hand in hand with you in the streets. (You were the first to let go.)

Third, I wanted to tell my best friend about us. (You conveyed me I wasn't allowed to.)

Fourth, I wrote you stupid little letters while we were stuck in conferences. (You didn't answer them.)

Fifth, I fought with you about the place you'd sleep because I wanted you to have the best. (You were annoyed at me discussing.)

Sixth, I kept myself from kissing you while someone else was watching, because you wanted it. (You didn't say "thank you", not even once.)

Seventh, I took a walk with you in the dark night, holding your hand tightly, showing you the stars. (You didn't even look at them.)

Eighth, I went on that stupid dance floor and tried to dance even though I knew I can't. (You didn't watch.)

Ninth, I listened to you. (But you didn't talk.)

Tenth, I told you the truth. (Maybe lies would have been better.)

Eleventh, I was on your side. (But you weren't on mine.)

Twelfth, I phoned you every day. (You were busy.)

Thirteenth, I were brave enough to tell you I was in love with you. (You didn't say anything.)

Fourteenth, I lighted a dozen candles in my room. (You left five minutes later.)

Fifteenth, I protected you. (You left me when I was afraid.)

Sixteenth, I got you birthday gifts even after we split up. (You didn't even wish me a happy birthday.)

Seventeenth, I explained you something you didn't understand. (You left without saying goodbye.)

Eighteenth, I loved you. (I'm not sure anymore if you ever really loved me.)

Nineteenth, I left you for your own sake. (Your gratitude is to stop talking to me, stop being my friend and to treat me like shit.)

Twentieth, I'm still your friend.

Thanks for reading! Tell me what you think pleeeaaaase. :)

P.S. I'm thinking about a prequel to explain why their relationship actually worked (for a limited time, though) with so many reasons against it. Please tell me whether you like the idea or not.