Title: A lot of Christmas Love SLASH
Summary: Gibbs finally realizes just what he wants and it happens to be Tony. Lots of love, romance, some angst and sex at Christmas time
Thank you, Thank you, Thank you to Cookie62 for beta reading and for the kind words about the story.
Gibbs was sitting at his desk staring at a folder. He knew he wasn't supposed to be working, this was a party. He hated parties, especially Christmas parties. It was still a week away but NCIS was celebrating early just to make sure everyone could be there. Gibbs however wanted to be anywhere else but here. He came every year for the same reason, his team. Gibbs cared about his team, they were family and they asked him to come, so he was here.
But as usual his team was mingling enjoying the event while he sat at his desk working. It wasn't their fault, Gibbs always tried to be interested and engaged for awhile but then grew tired of it. So Abby and Ziva were talking with a couple other agents, McGee was talking to some IT people and Tony as always was flirting with some blond from accounting.
So here Gibbs sat at his desk reading some report when he would have preferred to be at home working on the boat. The only upside of it all was that at least they were serving alcohol. Gibbs still had a glass in front of him with a small amount of bourbon. He took the last swig and sat the glass back down. He saw another full glass appeared. Looking up, Gibbs saw Ducky smiling down.
"Are you hiding?" Ducky asked.
"Can't hide in plain sight."
"Somehow I think you could."
Gibbs chuckled. "Maybe. You hiding?"
"Checking on a friend who seems." Ducky paused. "Preoccupied."
"Lot of work to be preoccupied with."
"It's not work that has you preoccupied."
Gibbs shook his head. "Profiling me Duck?"
"No." Ducky paused. "Just an observation."
"So what does your observation say I'm preoccupied with?"
Ducky looked at Gibbs as if deciding if he should say what he really wanted to say. He had wanted to say it for weeks, probably months but it never seemed the right time. Jethro was always in too big of a hurry to have a real conversation but tonight Ducky felt like Jethro wouldn't run.
"Jethro, we've been friends for a long time."
Gibbs nodded.
"And I've never seen you doubt your gut until now."
Gibbs looked at him puzzled.
"Is it because of who it is?"
There was a long moment where Gibbs looked at Ducky. And Ducky couldn't tell if he was going to get angry or deny anything that Ducky may be thinking. But something in Gibbs let the conversation continue. Largely because Gibbs thought maybe Ducky was wrong in his assumptions as to the Who they were talking about.
Gibbs shook his head. "It's because of who I am."
"What, a middle aged divorced man who spends most of his time in his basement with a boat."
"Thanks!" Gibbs rolled his eyes.
"Maybe you have been barking up the wrong tree so to speak." Ducky paused. "Maybe this is the tree you are supposed to be barking up."
"And if it isn't and I made a mistake about all this?" Gibbs said truly wanting an answer. It was one of the biggest fears he had about this situation right now. How do you repair a friendship if romance doesn't work?
"A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing." Ducky quoted. "Would you rather just do nothing and possibly miss out on something that could be what you were always looking for?"
"And I'm the one who has to make the move on this, because?"
"You're the one with the doubts." Ducky paused. "He already knows what he wants. There is no doubt, no thought that it could be a mistake. He holds back because he sees your doubt, feels your reservation and knows that nothing can happen between you two unless you can work through that."
It was the first time Ducky had used the pronoun and Gibbs realized Ducky knew exactly who they were talking about. As much as Gibbs hated that Ducky could read him and knew at least some of what was going on in his head, he needed to talk about it.
"So he's just going to wait to see if I ever work it all out?"
Ducky smiled. "He's in love."
Gibbs stared at Ducky his eyes full of worry and hurt.
"Jethro, really. You had to know he's in love with you."
Gibbs ran his hands across his face. "Knowing and hearing someone say it is two very different things."
"Then maybe you needed to hear it." Ducky said trying to make his friend really think about what was going on.
Gibbs nodded.
"Although he'll wait Jethro, he won't wait forever." Ducky paused. "And he's already waited longer than most sane people would."
Gibbs gaze fell on Tony's desk as he thought about the man.
"Don't wait until it's too late." Ducky said in a quiet tone as he saw the other man approach.
"So this is where the party is?" Tony smiled as he walked over to the desk. Then he saw the serious looks on both the men's faces and realized he was interrupting.
"I can just let you two finish-"
"I was just leaving Anthony." Ducky said patting Tony's arm as he glanced at Jethro and walked away.
"Sorry Boss I didn't mean to interrupt." Tony paused. "Looked pretty serious."
"It was done." Gibbs said as he looked at Tony. "What did you need?"
"Just thought maybe you would actually join the party." Tony grinned. "But I know you're not the party type."
"Something like that." Gibbs said his stare fixed on Tony.
Tony felt the nervousness he always did was he was the object of Gibbs stare. It was like being under a microscope and not being sure what Gibbs was really looking for.
"Did you finally get her number?"
"What?" Tony looked puzzled.
"Rachael from Accounting." Gibbs asked. He knew Rachael and knew Tony had been trying to get her number for months. That was why Tony had been talking to her tonight.
"No. I was just. You know-" Tony wished Gibbs would stop staring at him and he wished Gibbs couldn't read him so well. "Yeah."
Gibbs nodded and smirked. Tony was a player. Gibbs just wasn't sure what the game was he played with women. Was it just sex, just something to kill time, did he actually have relationships with them. He had no idea what Tony's sexual orientation was. Maybe chasing all those women was just a cover. Gibbs didn't know if Tony had ever been with a man. And if Tony hadn't why did he want him. So many variables, there was no way to know.
"Hungry?" Gibbs asked closing the file in front of him and standing up.
Tony chuckled. "I'm a DiNozzo, we are always hungry."
Gibbs nodded towards the back elevator and headed that way. It took Tony a moment to realize Gibbs actually wanted them to leave together. When it did hit him he was sliding into the elevator right as the doors were about to close.
As the elevator descended Tony finally asked. "Where are we going?"
Gibbs shrugged. "We'll know when we get there."
Tony nodded trying not to look as if he would gladly follow Gibbs anyway.
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"I didn't even know Ramie's had takeout." Tony said as they walked into Gibbs' house.
"They don't." Gibbs said hanging up his coat.
Tony looked at the bag in his hand then at Gibbs.
Gibbs smirked then walked into the kitchen.
"Let me guess." Tony said following Gibbs as he spoke. "The owner owes you a favor."
"No." Gibbs said grabbing two beers from the fridge and heading back to the living room.
Tony sat the bag on the coffee table and took one of the beers Gibbs offered.
Sitting in the middle of the couch Gibbs started pulling out containers of food.
As Tony sat down next to Gibbs he was still staring at the man trying to figure out who Gibbs knew at the restaurant to get such service.
Gibbs shook his head and finally gave up. "The chef."
Tony grinned. "Really?"
"Yeah. Mystery solved, can we eat?"
Gibbs opened the first container and handed it to Tony. Then opened another and started eating.
After a couple bites Tony looked at Gibbs with wide eyes. "This is amazing! What is it?"
Gibbs shrugged. "Pasta."
Tony grinned. "Really, that's startling, I would have never figured that out." He held up a fork full of pasta.
Gibbs rolled his eyes. "I told him you liked pasta, so give me something with pasta."
"You told a classically trained chef. Just make me something with pasta." Tony had his fist balled up in front of his face.
"What you like it don't you?"
Tony nodded trying not to completely break out in laughter.
"I remembered you like pasta." Gibbs half smiled.
Tony's eyes darted around. "Right. I mean I am Italian, the odds of me liking pasta are pretty high."
"Are you going to keep being a smart ass and running your mouth or are you going to eat."
Tony laughed as he stuck another fork full in his mouth.
Gibbs looked at Tony and shook his head seeing the sauce on the side of his mouth.
"Here" Gibbs reached over. "You've got some sauce." Gibbs' hand touched Tony's face as he wiped the sauce off with his thumb then licked the sauce from his finger. "That is good."
Tony was staring at Gibbs trying to figure out if that had actually happen. Gibbs suddenly realized what he had done and swallowed hard.
"If you wanted to try some you could have just asked." Tony smiled.
Gibbs was staring into his container. "Yeah. Guess I could have."
What the hell! Gibbs thought to himself. Why the hell did you do that. Gibbs grabbed another fork full and shoved it in his mouth. Continuing to stare into the container he saw Tony's fork reach in and take a stab. Gibbs looked over at Tony as he put the fork full into his mouth.
"That's good." Tony smiled. He was trying to lighten the heavy mood Gibbs now seemed in because of the sauce incident.
Gibbs smiled back putting his container down and reaching his fork over to take a bite from Tony's container. However, having seen him coming Tony pulled his container back out of the way with an evil grin.
"Oh that's how it's going to be." Gibbs leaned over pushing Tony back onto the couch as he tried to reach around him.
"Hey no one said I had to share." Tony laughed as Gibbs still tried to reach into the container.
"I had to share." Gibbs said his upper body pinning Tony down against the arm of the couch.
"So!" Tony said grabbing Gibbs' arm trying to keep him from reaching the container of food.
At the contact Gibbs suddenly looked down into Tony's face and realized the position he had put them in. Tony's eyes seemed even greener and filled with a hunger Gibbs had never seen before. Unwillingly, Gibbs hand went to the side of Tony's face and his thumb ran over his cheek.
For a moment Tony thought he was again imaging the exchange, but as he put his hand over the hand on his face he realized the touch was very real.
Gibbs no longer remembered how they had gotten to this point only that he was lost in the depth of Tony's eyes.
"Kiss me or release me. It's the only two options you have." Tony said the desire dripping from his voice.
Gibbs' eyes searched Tony's for a moment believing everything rested on this one decision.
"It's one or the other. So what are you trying to decide?" Tony asked.
"Which option scares me more?"
Tony looked puzzled. He had never imagined Gibbs scared let alone scared over something like this. When you face terrorists and drug lords every day it seemed funny that this would be the thing he was scared of.
"If I kiss you. I'm scared it will never be enough." Gibbs sighed. "And if I let you go I may never get you back."
"I can't make the decision for you." Tony said his body aching with desire at having Gibbs' body so close.
Suddenly Gibbs' lips sank down to Tony's feeding from him with pure raw need.
Gibbs dropped the fork and wrapped his arm around Tony's waist pulling their bodies closer as he continued to taste Tony's lips. His tongue darted out demanding entrance to Tony's mouth and met no resistance. He lost himself in the sensation of having Tony in his arms and kissing him for the first time. It felt so good and so right that for a moment Gibbs let the worry he had fade away.
The container slid from Tony's hand as he wrapped his fingers around the back of Gibbs' head, pushing him down harder against his lips. Tony had forgotten everything except the feel of Gibbs' lips and body against him. He had wanted this for so long that part of Tony thought it was still a dream. But he knew it wasn't, because in his dreams Gibbs' lips were never so warm, never so hungry and his body never so eager. Tony's dreams were always about his own desire, but here in this moment, it was Gibbs need that fueled the fire.
Gibbs loved the warmth radiating from Tony's body it was like nothing he had felt before. And as he accepted it, Gibbs own body warmed, increasing the temperature between them. The reaction shouldn't have been so intense, the need shouldn't have been so great, and the desire shouldn't have been so strong. Yet Gibbs felt it in every fiber of his being.
Breathless, Tony pulled back letting his forehead rest on Gibbs. Their breathing was erratic and Tony was forcing himself to take slow deep breathes.
"Happy with your decision?" Tony asked.
"Yes."
"Still scared?"
"Yes."
Tony looked up into Gibbs eyes. "Why?"
For a moment Gibbs almost answered, almost said what he had always been afraid to admit. Instead his lips found Tony's again both out of desire and to avoid the question.
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"At least it landed upright." Tony grinned as he poured the contents of the container into a bowl. They were in the kitchen reheating the dinner that had been abandoned earlier.
Gibbs pulled his food out of the microwave and sat it on the counter. Tony walked over and put his in. When Tony went to turn back around he was halted by Gibbs' arms wrapping around him from behind. Then Tony felt the kiss on his neck. He almost gave in, almost accepted the touch as if it had always been this way and would be forever, but then Tony pulled out of the embrace.
"Go eat." Tony smiled.
The look from Gibbs was one of confusion mixed with hurt and Tony felt his heart break. Gibbs could speak volumes with just a look and Tony immediately regretted his action.
"I'll be there in-" Tony looked at the microwave. "A minute twenty."
Nodding Gibbs forced himself to walk back into the living room. He seated himself at one end of the couch and waited. Waited to see what Tony would do.
Tony came in and sat at the other end and started eating.
Gibbs took a few bites of his food, then sat it down and stared over at the other man.
It took a few moments, but Tony finally stopped mid bite, realizing Gibbs was staring at him.
"What?" Tony asked looking confused.
"I don't know, you tell me?"
Tony still looked confused.
"I know it's been awhile, but usually after I kiss someone like that they don't suddenly not want me to touch them." Gibbs paused. "There a reason you don't want to be near me now."
Tony was silent.
"Reality didn't live up to fantasy?"
"That's not it!" Tony sighed looking at Gibbs knowing his actions were not coming off right. "Believe me you're amazing."
Gibbs raised an eyebrow and smirked. "Amazing, just from a kiss."
Tony grinned. "Don't go getting a big head Mister."
"Then why are you over there, and why did you act like you couldn't stand to have me touch you in the kitchen."
"Because you still have doubts." Tony's eyes were serious. Gibbs did have doubts, Tony could tell. There was a reason Gibbs hadn't told Tony why he was scared.
"Doubts ?" Gibbs questioned.
Tony nodded. The truth was he wanted nothing more than to be back in Gibbs' arms, to kiss him again, but Tony couldn't take Gibbs having doubts. It had always been the reason that Tony never let anything happen between them. He couldn't risk losing their friendship if a relationship between them didn't work.
Gibbs stood up and sat back down next to Tony. "Any doubt I have isn't about you."
"What is it about?"
"Me." Gibbs smirked. "My track record. Being a bastard."
"I understand doubting yourself. Hell, I even understand doubting this, but we can't get anywhere unless you talk to me about it." Tony paused. "Because I can't be comfortable with this unless I understand."
Gibbs ran his hands down his face.
"Is it because of the obvious?" Tony asked.
"What?" Gibbs asked with furrowed brow.
Tony chuckled. "The obvious fact that we're both men. I mean we've never discussed orientation but-"
"That isn't it." Gibb's rubbed his forehead. "Not to make that sound unimportant, but that's not the reason."
Tony nodded somewhat surprised by the answer and even more confused. That seemed like the logical reason for Gibbs doubt. Re-evaluating your sexuality can have a major effect on someone.
"Then what do we need to do to deal with your doubt?"
"Well." Gibbs took Tony's hand. "You can start by coming over here."
"Okay." Tony grinned as he moved over straddling Gibbs' lap. His hands falling to Gibbs' hips.
Gibbs' arms wrapped around Tony's waist, holding him in place.
"Then I kiss you again." Gibbs said as his lips brushed against Tony's just enough to make Tony lean in begging for more. "And then I explain."
Tony waited.
Gibbs looked into Tony's eyes. "I tell you that I'll do everything I can not to screw this up."
"I know."
"And I'll never intentionally hurt you." Gibbs paused. "Although I do refer you back to the bastard statement."
Tony laughed. "I already know you're a bastard."
"Good." Gibbs nodded. "And finally I tell you again, that the doubts are because I want to do exactly what I just said. I want to not screw this up and not hurt you. But my track record again hasn't been great in that department."
Gibbs paused his eyes suddenly soft, caring and completely honest. "My personal life has always been a train wreck and I don't want to make you a causality of that."
"There's always that risk. I can't promise you that everything will end up in a happy ending. No one in any relationship can promise you that." Tony smiled. "But I can promise you I'll do everything I can to avoid the train wreck."
Gibbs chuckled.
Tony let his hand come up and touch Gibbs' face. "And although I know you're a bastard sometimes. I also know how honest, loyal and caring you are." Tony smiled. "And damn sexy."
"Sexy, huh."
"Damn sexy." Tony smiled.
"That's debatable." Gibbs grinned. "But what isn't debatable is this." Gibbs pulled Tony closer and kissed him again.
Tony's phone began to buzz and he pulled back.
"Let it ring." Gibbs said as he moved from Tony's lips to his throat.
"Um what happened to rule #3?" Tony asked as he reached to his hip to grab his phone.
Gibbs sighed.
Tony saw the caller ID and looked surprised. "Director Vance. Did your phone ring?"
"No." Gibbs shook his head. "Just answer it."
"Agent DiNozzo." Tony said in his best agent voice. "Yes. I do."
Gibbs went back to kissing Tony's throat.
"I wasn't feeling well and he drove me home. Think it was some of those cold cuts at the party." Tony was trying to concentrate on the conversation and not on the feel of Gibbs' lips on his skin. "I know."
Gibbs let his hands slide to Tony's hips and pulled him down against him.
"Stop!" Tony said giving Gibbs the evil eye.
"No Director, not you. Yes. I know very un-Gibbs of him to offer. I think he just wanted an excuse to leave the party." Tony listened as Gibbs was still kissing his throat.
"No it wasn't-" Tony was cut off. "Yes. No Sir. I'll tell him. Yes." He closed the phone.
"You enjoy pissing the Director off, don't you?" Tony said continuing to enjoy the feeling of Gibbs kissing him.
"Why?" Gibbs said between a kiss.
"Because he said you were suppose to see him about something before you left and to remind you of that."
"Um hum." Gibbs mumbled.
"And he says you'll do anything to get out of a party."
"So he called you." Gibbs said finally looking up.
Tony shivered from the loss of contact.
"He said he figured you wouldn't answer his call." Tony grinned. "And since I was gone too and my car was still in the garage that I was probably with you."
Gibbs shrugged. "He's right. I wouldn't have answered."
"And does it bother you that he actually checked the garage and saw my car there." Tony said a little taken aback.
"He was an agent, he knows how to investigate."
Tony looked at Gibbs. "And if he knew what was really going on with us right now?"
"I don't see that it's any of his business." Gibbs paused. "Are you worried about that?"
Tony shook his head. "No."
"Good." Gibbs nodded.
"But what about my car?" Tony asked.
"It will be fine there."
"I know that but that's not the point. I do need my car." Tony smiled.
"Planning on going somewhere?" Gibbs asked raising an eyebrow.
"Well I assumed I was going home at some point."
"And what gave you that impression?" Gibbs asked.
Tony grinned. "Are you holding me captive?"
Gibbs let his lips find Tony's again the kiss demanding and passionate caused Tony to again pull Gibbs harder against him. It was Tony this time that let his tongue snake out and taste Gibbs' mouth. When Gibbs finally pulled back Tony's eyes were closed.
"Captive implies you are being held against your will." Gibbs paused. "Doesn't seem that I'm doing anything against your will."
Tony opened his eyes and looked into Gibbs steel blue stare. "So is this Gibbs-speak for you want me to stay the night?"
"Yeah."
"Pretty sure of yourself." Tony smiled that famous DiNozzo smile.
Gibbs loved that smile. It was genuine and beautiful.
"I will be a complete gentleman." Gibbs smiled.
"That doesn't mean that I have to be."
Gibbs chuckled. "Yes it does."
Tony gave him a puzzled look. "Why is that?"
Gibbs brought his finger up and traced across Tony's lower lip.
"Because when I said I didn't want to screw this up. I meant it." Gibbs paused. "We need to take this one step at a time as we both find our footing. And all I want to do with you tonight is sleep with you in my arms."
Tony nodded. As much as he understood the need to take this slow, the larger part of him cried out for more. Slow was not Tony's strong suit and his desire was already on boil. His lips took in Gibbs' finger sucking it into his mouth. His tongue licking over it as his mouth continued to suck greedily. Tony saw Gibbs' eyes dilate and felt his body tense. Gibbs was now staring at Tony's mouth, the action having the desired effect. Gibbs was shifting uncomfortable under Tony.
"Tony." The name came out shaky and full of a hunger Gibbs had not meant to express.
Letting Gibbs' finger slide slowly from his lips Tony spoke. "Something wrong?"
"Besides the fact that you're trying to make this impossible. No." The hunger was still present in his voice.
Tony leaned down and dropped a kiss on Gibbs' neck then spoke in his ear. "Just thinking what I would rather have in my mouth."
Gibbs made a noise between a moan and growl as he wrapped his fingers in the hair on the back of Tony's head and pulled his head back.
As Tony's eyes met Gibbs again he wasn't sure if the other man wanted to fuck him or smack him.
"You need to behave." Gibbs growled his eyes pleading with Tony.
But again Tony wasn't sure if he was pleading for Tony to stop or to push him further.
"I can't help that, I want your cock in my mouth."
Gibbs involuntarily thrust up towards Tony.
Tony wasn't surprised when he felt Gibbs hard cock against him. The only surprise was the moan that involuntarily escaped Tony's lips.
Wrapping his arm tightly around Tony, Gibbs crushed their upper bodies together as his lips dipped to Tony's ear. "Tony, please."
God Tony loved the sound of his name on Gibbs' lips. However, the inflection in Gibbs voice had made Tony realize that Gibbs did really want to wait. And Tony knew that he needed to respect that, at least for the moment.
Tony relaxed against Gibbs, letting their bodies touch and tried to find some calm together. Gibbs' hands started slowly running over Tony's back. Tony listened to Gibbs' heart beating erratically against his own chest and waited for the beating to steady.
Gibbs placed a chased kiss under Tony's ear. "Thank you."
The words surprised Tony and he pulled back to look at Gibbs. "Never had someone thank me for stopping."
Gibbs chuckled.
"Everything OK?"
Gibbs nodded. "Just not a lot of control when it comes to you." There was a pause. "And if you hadn't stopped...I wouldn't have been able to."
"You should have never admitted that."
"Yeah, I realize that now." Gibbs smirked.
"That's a lot of power to have." Tony paused. "Especially over you."
Gibbs' eyes were searching Tony's. "Must be terrible to know how desperately I want you."
"And it must be terrible for you to know you can have me any time you want." Tony said his words telling Gibbs that the power was not only with Tony.
"Believe me the time will come." Gibbs smiled.
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"Where did Tony and Gibbs go?" Ziva asked Abby. "I haven't seen them in hours."
Abby shrugged. "I don't know. Gibbs probably went home. He hates this kind of thing."
"Tony probably hooked up with someone." McGee grinned.
Ziva looked around. "Rachael is still here. She was the one he was after."
"Maybe someone else came along." McGee said.
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"You actually expect me to be able to sleep in this position?" Tony laughed.
"Didn't we cover this?" Gibbs said wrapping his arm around Tony's waist from behind. "Behave and go to sleep.
"With your dick against my ass." Tony was still laughing. "How am I supposed to not think about that?"
"TONY!" Gibbs barked.
"Then stop moving." Tony barked back.
"I'm not the one moving."
"Oh." Tony grinned as he shifted again.
"STOP!"
"Right." Tony said trying to settle, but not really succeeding.
"Do I need to put you in the spare room?" Gibbs said trying not to focus on Tony's movement against him.
"No." Tony answered, the threat of being removed from Gibbs' arms finally stopping his movements.
There was silence for a moment and Gibbs thought Tony was finally going to go to sleep.
"You know."
Gibbs sighed.
"For someone who claims to not have control around me, you're doing a pretty good job of keeping it together."
"Tony, go to sleep." Gibbs said annoyed.
"I'm just saying. I'm in your bed, half naked, wrapped in your arms." Tony paused. "Not really a great mix for helping you keep it together."
Gibbs had already notice all that. It was at the very front of his mind and he didn't need Tony reminding him. The t-shirt and boxers Tony wore gave Gibbs little protection against the growing heat from the other man's body. And Gibbs body had already noticed and responded almost immediately. Add Tony's constant shifting and moving Gibbs was already uncomfortable.
"Are you trying to push me again?" Gibbs asked his voice again starting to sound like a growl.
"No I mean I'm just surprised." Tony shrugged. "You seem pretty calm and relaxed. Maybe you have more control than you think."
Gibbs thrust against Tony his lips pressed to Tony's ear. "Does that feel like I have any sense of control here?"
Tony let out a moan and licked his lips as he felt Gibbs' hard cock press against his ass.
"God, Jethro." The words dripped from Tony's lips as he reached up and grabbed the back of Gibbs' neck.
Tony using his first name caused a new sensation of desire in Gibbs and he again thrust his cock against Tony.
"Tony, don't do this." Gibbs growled again thrusting against Tony. He was trying to hold on to the small piece of his rational mind that was still functioning but was failing. Gibbs' lips dropped to Tony's neck, devouring the soft flesh as he continued to lose himself in the moment.
Tony pushed back against Gibbs thrust.
"You don't have to fuck me for both of us to enjoy..." Tony's thought trailed off as Gibbs' hand suddenly slid down and inside his boxers. Tony felt his breath catch as he the hand wrap around his own hard cock.
"Jethro." The name was a cry. Gibbs' hand was so warm and felt so good. Add the feel of Gibbs fucking him fully clothed and it was exhilarating.
Gibbs' lips were again at Tony's ear. "I told you I wouldn't be able to stop."
"Then don't." Tony said his breathing growing labored as Gibbs' hand stroked up and down the length of his cock.
"You feel so good." Gibbs groaned as he continued to shove his cock against Tony's ass. Each thrust of his hips against Tony pushed Tony's cock through his hand.
"God Jethro, I'm not going to last." Tony already felt like he wanted to explode like the world was closing in. "It's too much. Wanted this for so long. Wanted you for so long."
The words tore at Gibbs, ripping at his chest and his heart. Gibbs knew that Tony wanted him, probably had for longer than Gibbs knew about. And Gibbs had wanted Tony for longer than he had ever admitted. They needed this, needed this release and Gibbs wanted nothing more than too gave it and take it. Gibbs' hand wrapped tighter around Tony's cock and pumped faster as he continued to thrust hard against Tony.
"So close Tony." Gibbs growled. "Want to so much."
Tony's body tensed and Gibbs felt Tony's cock twitch as he reached his release.
"Jethro!" Tony screamed as his body convulsed.
Gibbs continued his thrusting against Tony and as he heard Tony scream his name he let the storm crash over him. He pushed hard one last time and felt his body give in, the intensity of the release causing Gibbs' body to simply collapse against Tony's.
Tony listened to the sound of Gibbs breathing hearing it move from fast erratic shallow breathes to slower calmer full ones. He didn't want to speak, he wanted to just let Gibbs breathing lull him to sleep, but he knew he had to accept the repercussions of his actions. He had pushed Gibbs and he wasn't sure what kind of reaction he was going to get from that. Gibbs had wanted to take this slow and what had just happened was not taking it slow. Tony had never been good at slow, and with Gibbs. He had spoken the truth earlier. He had wanted the man for so long that waiting already had Tony's stomach in knots.
The touch of Gibbs' lips on his neck caused Tony to shiver and he leaned into the touch.
"This only makes me want you more."
Tony smiled at the voice filled with desire, but no anger.
"I just needed something, anything." Tony said with complete honesty.
"I know." Gibbs dropped another kiss on Tony's neck.
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Tony stirred in his sleep feeling a body against him. It felt warm and he settled closer feeling the arm wrap tighter around his waist. His mind drifted trying to put the pieces together of where he was, who he was with. He wasn't in his bed he knew that, he was in. It hit him and his eyes shot open and his body tensed.
Gibbs felt the tension in Tony's body.
"Hey, it's OK." Gibbs said softly in Tony's ear.
Tony's body relaxed as the image of last night flashed through his thoughts. The image of what had happened in bed, then how they had spent what seemed like an hour in the shower locked in each other's arms. Tony let out a contented sigh.
Gibbs placed a kiss on Tony's shoulder.
"God, nothing should feel this good." Tony said with a smile.
Gibbs chuckled. "Comfy are we?"
"Um hum." Tony half mumbled as he placed his arm over the one around his waist and locked his fingers into Gibbs.
"Do you know what time it is?"
"I don't care." Tony sighed. "It's Saturday so it doesn't matter."
"So we're just going to stay in bed all day." Gibbs grinned.
"If I have my way. Yes." Tony pulled Gibbs closer trying to help convince him.
"How about you stay in bed and I'll make coffee and get some breakfast for us?"
"No." Tony snapped back.
"But I'm up."
Tony pushed his hips back feeling Gibbs hard cock. "I can tell that."
"That's not what I meant." Gibbs said shaking his head and pulling away from Tony's back side.
Leading Gibbs' hand down Tony placed it on his own hard cock. "I'm up too."
"Tony." Gibbs barked, but couldn't pull his hand away.
Tony sighed. "Fine."
Tony let go of Gibbs' hand and smiled to himself when it took a few moments before Gibbs pulled away.
"Sleep. I'll wake you up when I get back with breakfast."
"Okay." Tony said curling around his pillow.
Gibbs slide out of bed placing a kiss on Tony's cheek as he stood up. Tony was already asleep as Gibbs made his way down stairs.
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Gibbs opened the door and walked into the living room.
"Hey." Tony smile from the couch.
"I didn't expect you to be up." Gibbs said making his way over with the bag of food.
Tony was sitting with his back against the arm of the couch and his legs out. Gibbs tapped his leg and Tony lifted them up letting Gibbs slide under.
"Burrito's I hope."
"Yeah." Gibbs said pulling one out and handing it to Tony, then taking one for himself.
As Tony started unwrapping it, he grinned. "Am I going to actually get to eat my food today?"
"Depends on you." Gibbs said as he took a bite.
"I'll try and behave at least until I finish."
Gibbs glanced over at him. "Can you let us both finish?"
"I'll try." Tony smirked.
Gibbs ate with one hand his other running up and down Tony's leg.
Tony was looking at Gibbs who was focused on eating his burrito.
When Tony finished his bite he spoke. "Are you testing my control now?"
"What?" Gibbs said trying to look innocent.
"Don't make me come over there!" Tony scowled.
Gibbs' hand slide further up Tony's thigh.
"I'm not kidding!"
Again Gibbs hand glided farther
"Okay that's it." Tony put his burrito on the table and pushed Gibbs back down on the couch.
"What did I do?" Gibbs grinned.
Tony grabbed Gibbs burrito and threw it on the table.
With both hands free Gibbs pulled Tony down on top of him.
"I'm trying to be good and eat my meal and you start it!" Tony laughed
"I got you right where I wanted you." Gibbs said as he kissed Tony.
Tony pulled back. "None of that. I'm not letting you win."
Tony tried to keep his head out of Gibbs reach.
They were both laughing as Tony finally gave in and placed a small chased kiss on Gibbs' lips.
Tony smiled down. "When did you suddenly become Mister Playful?"
Gibbs demeanor and mood surprised Tony. It was a side of the man Tony had never seen.
"Since I have you to play with." Gibbs smirked and seeing Tony relaxed caught him in a kiss.
Tony let the kiss continued for a moment then pulled back. "I'm not letting you get away with this."
"I thought I already did." Gibbs grinned. "You're on top of me."
"You want me on top?" Tony said an evil glint in his eye.
"I'm sure I'd like you any way I had you."
"I'm sure you would." Tony grinned as Gibbs pulled him deeper into his embrace.
"How about fishing."
"Fishing?" Tony looked confused.
"Today. Fishing. You. Me."
"And I say again. Fishing?"
Gibbs chuckled. "Yes." He brushed a stray hair from Tony's forehead then traced a path down his cheek. "I need something to focus on other than you."
"Ah so this is a distraction." Tony grinned.
"It's called spending time together."
"Right." Tony paused. "And I bet you have a boat somewhere other than the one in the basement."
"I do." Gibbs nodded.
Tony sighed. "Then I guess I should get dressed."
"If you don't want to go we can do something else."
"No." Tony smiled. "But you have to remember I haven't gone fishing since I was, like ten."
"Like riding a bike." Gibbs smiled.
"Remember that when you're pulling a hook out of my eye."
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"Seriously did you give me some fish repellent lure or something." Tony said annoyed.
"No." Gibbs shook his head. "You're reeling too slow, you're dragging on the bottom."
"Why couldn't we just use worms?"
Gibbs put his pole down and came up behind Tony. "Here. Reel it back in."
Tony did as told then cast back out.
Gibbs stood behind Tony and put his hand over Tony's on the reel. "Like this."
Using his hand to guide Tony's he set a speed on the reel. "Feel it. Not too fast, not to slow."
Then Tony felt it a heavy tug.
"Oh shit, shit." Tony said snapping the pole slightly back.
Gibbs stepped away as Tony desperately reeled in the line. As the fish reached the boat Tony was laughing. "HA got ya, little fishy." Tony turned and held up the fish towards Gibbs.
Gibbs was smiling and tipped his head towards Tony. "Now what?"
"What do you mean now what?"
"Are we keeping him or throwing him back." Gibbs asked.
Tony bite his lower lip as if it were a matter of life or death for him and not the fish.
Gibbs shook his head, walked over, removed the fish from the line and threw him back in the water.
"It's just a fish Tony." Gibbs said as he washed his hands off in the water.
"Well Mr. Fish could have a fish family in there somewhere." Tony paused. "Little fishettes."
"Just cast out."
Tony smiled. "Show me again."
Gibbs looked at Tony. As if Gibbs could deny Tony anything when he looked at him with that smile.
"Cast out." Gibbs said and walked back over behind Tony. Again Gibbs placed his hand over Tony's and tried to show him the proper speed.
Tony leaned back against Gibbs. He loved the way his body could just melt into Gibbs as if they were made to fit together
Gibbs' hand left the reel and wrapped around Tony's waist just enjoying the way the man felt in his arms. Everything was too easy with Tony. It was too easy to touch him, to want him, to need him and as much as it scared Gibbs it was too easy to love him.
"You realize I don't care about the fish anymore." Tony sighed.
"Yeah." Gibbs smirked.
"And that I don't want to wait any more."
"Yeah."
"I don't care if this is for a day, the weekend or whatever." Tony paused. "I just want us fucking, making love, having sex whatever you want to call it."
And Tony didn't care, didn't care if this did end in a train wreck, didn't care if they made love and then Gibbs changed his mind about everything. The only thing he cared about right now was the two of them naked and making love.
Gibbs' lips touched Tony's ear. "You know I want more from you than a quick fuck."
Tony nodded.
Gibbs took the fishing pole from Tony's hand and sat it out of the way. When Gibbs went to wrap his arms back around Tony, Tony turned around. His green eyes met blue.
Tony was already flushed with desire. His eyes almost black, his lips fuller and his body forced itself against Gibbs. It was the most beautiful thing Gibbs had ever seen.
"You realize I could never deny you anything when you look like this." Gibbs said his eyes locked on Tony's.
"Anything?" Tony involuntarily licked his lips as his hands slide to the button of Gibbs jeans.
The animalistic look in Tony's eyes made Gibbs' cock twitch and his jeans were suddenly uncomfortably tight.
Gibbs felt the button released and heard the zipper slide down. Gibbs grabbed Tony's hand just as it was about to slip into his boxers.
Tony looked at Gibbs a disappointed and hurt expression on his face.
The look made Gibbs smile. Tony standing there looking like a child that had just been denied his favorite toy. Gibbs leaned in and placed a quick kiss on Tony's lips.
"I was just going to take this inside the boat."
Tony looked away a shy expression on his face.
Gibbs led Tony back to the small covered portion of the boat.
Tony had seen the inside of the boat already. Small, a little table, fridge not much else. But this time it was different. A futon mattress was on the floor with some pillows thrown on it and a blanket.
Tony grinned. "And here I was feeling like." He paused.
Gibbs was already pulling Tony back into his embrace. "I was actually planning on us sleeping here tonight." He smiled. "It wasn't premeditated."
"Again. I don't care." Tony said he let his hands drop to Gibbs' jeans again. Gibbs again caught Tony's hands stopping him.
"Put you arms up." Gibbs nodded.
Tony did as he was told and Gibbs pulled the sweatshirt up and over Tony's head.
Gibbs' eyes roamed over Tony's now bare chest.
This time when Tony's hands went to Gibbs jeans there was no movement to stop him. As Tony made contact he spoke. "Lay down."
Gibbs gave Tony a slightly puzzled look.
Tony brought their bodies together for a moment.
"There's something sexy about a man completely dressed while you suck his cock." Tony paused, seeing Gibbs swallow hard. "So lay down."
Gibbs lowered himself onto the mattress and laid down on his back staring up at Tony.
Tony still had that animalistic stare and it was only accentuated as he came down and crawled up Gibbs' body. He stopped at Gibbs' groin and smiled.
"Raise up, just a little." Tony's voice was seductive and commanding.
And it made Gibbs listen without question. As he raised his hips, Tony slid his jeans down just past his butt. Gibbs' hard cock pushed against the fabric of his boxers as Tony let his fingers brush against it.
A small moan escaped from Gibbs' lips at the contact.
Tony's hand slid into the opening in the front of Gibbs' boxers, pulling out his cock. Again Gibbs moaned. The sound fueled Tony's hunger and seeing Gibbs' cock he lost all thought of taking this slow. Instead he impaled himself on Gibbs' cock savoring the first taste of his lover.
"Shit." Gibbs wasn't prepared for the zeal with which Tony assaulted him and the feeling overwhelmed his senses. Tony's mouth was warm and soft as he accepted all of Gibbs' cock in one motion. Gibbs clawed at the mattress, needing something to keep him grounded. It might have worked had Tony not immediately started moving up and down his cock. Instead Gibbs was falling into the abyss that was Tony. Inadvertently, Gibbs eyes closed, focusing on the movement of Tony's mouth.
With one hand at the base of Gibbs' cock and the other on his hip, Tony was feeding on the other man with an insatiable hunger. And it was insatiable there was no end to how much Tony craved Gibbs. He had wanted Gibbs for so long, dreamt about everything he would do if he was ever given the opportunity that this was only a tiny piece of a thousand dreams that Tony wanted to fulfill. And if given the chance Tony would live out every one of those dreams. In this moment Tony was consumed with the way Gibbs tasted. He was a heady mix of musk, salty sweetness and the mild scent of his soap. The taste was something Tony would never forget and would now forever yearn for.
The pleasure continued to build and Gibbs felt the familiar need for release growing. Gibbs intense desire for Tony had brought the need on quicker and Gibbs knew he needed to stop this before he lost control. There was to much more he wanted from Tony tonight to let it end like this.
"Tony." The name was a plea and Gibbs placed his hand on Tony's shoulder to reinforce what his voice tried to convey.
Tony didn't want to stop wanted to push Gibbs over the edge and taste his release, but he also knew that this was only the beginning of what they both wanted. The thought caused Tony to slow and pull back. When Tony's mouth left Gibbs' cock, Gibbs' body shuddered at the loss.
Tony pulled at Gibbs' boxers and Gibbs lifted up allowing Tony to remove his pants and boxers the rest of the way. Then he crawled the rest of the way up Gibbs' body, his hands pushing Gibbs' sweatshirt up as he went. Gibbs grabbed the sweatshirt and pulled it over his head and as soon as it was tossed aside Tony crushed his lips against Gibbs. Their passions met and they were wrapped in each other's arms. Gibbs rolled them over as he continued to feast on Tony's lips. Tony clawed at Gibbs' back digging in as if trying to crawl under Gibbs' skin. Gibbs' hands left Tony's back and moved between them tugging at Tony's belt. The belt finally gave way and Gibbs worked on the button, then the zipper of the jeans. His hands went to Tony's hips and ripped at the jeans. The frenzy of wanting Tony naked under him causing him to tear the jeans and boxers off of Tony in a single movement.
Pulling back, Gibbs let his eyes scan down Tony's naked body, the sight fueling Gibbs already uncontrollable desire.
Tony's breathing was ragged his body warming even more under Gibbs' stare.
"You're gorgeous." Gibbs paused. "Stunning."
The honesty in Gibbs eyes his words made Tony feel as if his whole body blushed.
"Please." Tony pleaded wrapping his hand around Gibbs' neck and pulling him back down.
Gibbs ravaged Tony's throat nipping and kissing down his throat to his chest. As his hands caressed up the sides of Tony's chest, his lips kissed a trail down to Tony's belly button. Tony's body arched and strained up against Gibbs' lips wanting more contact. When Gibbs kissed his way back up Tony's body, his hand caressed Tony's face. Their eyes met and Tony saw the question in Gibbs' eyes.
"Tell me what you want." Gibbs voice was hungry yet truly questioning. Gibbs didn't know Tony's sexual history with men. He didn't know if this was the first time or one of many. And either way he didn't know how far any experience had gone. Gibbs needed to have a sense of understanding before this want any further.
Tony's lips went to Gibbs' ear. "I want your cock buried inside me."
"God Tony." The words created a haunting imagine in Gibbs' mind.
Tony drifted from Gibbs' ear and again looked in his eyes. "Backpack?"
Gibbs looked at Tony a minute. "Where is it?" He glanced beside them.
Tony reached over and unzipped the front pocket and pulled out a small bottle of lube.
"Premeditated?" Gibbs asked raising an eye brow.
"Hopeful." Tony smiled.
Gibbs traced a finger over Tony's lips. "I wanted you the minute I kissed you."
Tony kissed Gibbs' finger. "Then what are you waiting for."
Gibbs laid down on his side next to Tony. He pressed his body to Tony's and placed his hand on Tony's hip. Tony rolled on his side his back to Gibbs.
Opening the small bottle Gibbs placed some of the lube in his hand rubbing it up and down his cock.
Tony felt Gibbs' hand slide across his waist and his arm tighten around him. Tony moaned as he felt Gibbs' hard cock pressed against him.
"Jethro. Please."
Gibbs shifted slightly as he positioned himself against Tony. Gently he pushed the head of his cock into Tony, his body immediately over taken by even that small sensation. Gibbs dropped a kiss on Tony's shoulder.
Tony moaned. "More, God, please more."
Gibbs pushed further in trying to go slow and not let the desire overwhelm him. Tony felt so good around his cock that he wanted to lose control. Again further still.
"Please." Tony moaned again wanting more wanting it all. His need was already too great and he wanted to feel Gibbs thrusting into him. As Tony felt Gibbs push forward again Tony thrust back burying himself on Gibbs' cock.
"Tony!" Gibbs arm tightened around Tony as the feel of being buried inside Tony assaulted him.
But Tony was past hearing and was pulling forward.
It made Gibbs growl as the desire again beckoned to be feed. He let all rational thought slip away as he clung to Tony and lost control. Gibbs forward thrust met Tony's backwards thrust. Tony reached around his hand clutching Gibbs' hip trying desperately to push them even closer together. It succeeded in making Gibbs thrust harder and faster.
"Yes God yes." Tony's voice was shaky and full of lust.
Gibbs couldn't stop couldn't get enough. It felt to right being here with Tony, lost in the bliss of their love making. Sliding his arm from Tony's waist Gibbs' hand wrapped around Tony's cock. Each time Gibbs thrust into Tony he now felt the movement of Tony's cock through his hand. It was like some endless circle of sensation.
"You feel so good." Gibbs whispered into Tony's ear. "So right."
Tony could barely breath as the tension within him grew but he didn't want to give in he wanted everything to last. He wanted to continue to feel Gibbs' cock plunging into him and feel Gibbs warm hand around his cock. He needed it to last, but his body betrayed him, and felt the release building threatening to washing over him.
"Jethro." It was the only word that he could speak as the orgasm tore through him and his body convulsed. His body refused to be calmed, still alive with the feeling of Gibbs still thrusting within it, it called out for more.
Hearing and feeling Tony's release pushed Gibbs closer to his own. His thrust became longer and deeper as he neared the edge. Tony was still moaning, still had his fingers gripped tightly to Gibbs' hip and he was still thrusting back against Gibbs. He felt the wave start to crash over him and he lunged into Tony one finally time. The release washed over him and he called out Tony's name. His whole body was shaking as he collapse.
Tony couldn't move, couldn't speak, how long it lasted he wasn't sure he just knew that he body refused to respond to any commands. Gibbs had been just as silent just as unmoving. But then Tony felt the arm around his waist tighten and felt the soft touch of lips against his shoulder. Even the minor touch made Tony's body shiver. Another kiss. Tony smiled. And another. A small laugh escaped from Tony. Then another kiss, this one on Tony's neck.
"Can't talk yet."
Gibbs chuckled. "Okay."
"And even if I could talk. What can I say about that." Tony smiled.
"You're amazing."
"A little arrogant aren't we." Tony chuckled.
"No I meant you're amazing." Another kiss on the neck.
"That's just the after sex glow talking."
Gibbs chuckled. "Is it?"
"Yes, and from the looks of it the glow is going to last." Tony paused. "There's no shower on this boat is there."
"There is."
Tony turned his head around towards Gibbs. "Seriously?"
Gibbs nodded.
"Well. Let's go." Tony smiled.