Hey guys! This is a drabble revolving around Bardock and Turles' friendship and Bardock's struggle. Not much to say here but just so there's no confusion or anything.

Ages:

Bardock-29

Turles-23

Disclaimer-I do not own DBZ or any of the characters. If I did, everything would have turned out differently.

Warnings-Yaoi which means malexmale.

'Damn. I had taken those pills an hour ago, why am I not dead?' Bardock's mind was spinning. He wanted to die, he was sure of it. Why the pills weren't working, he had no idea. He was thinking about what he could have done wrong when the door opened and he heard a familiar voice.

"Bardock, what are you doing?" Turles walked into the scene, surprised at how far his friend would take the situation.

"What does it look like I'm doing?" Bardock snarled. "And haven't you ever heard of knocking?"

Turles shrugged, walking over to the table and picking up the small bottle of pills. "Stop doing this to yourself. Your life may not be that great but that doesn't mean you should kill yourself"

"Yes it does"

Turles sighed. "Come on, please? For me?"

Bardock stared at him. "What do you mean for you?"

Turles grabbed his chin. "I know you favor me, everyone does" Bardock shook his head. "No, that's not true"

"I believe it is" Turles leaned in to lightly kiss the other male. After a minute he pulled away. "Please? For me?"

Bardock sighed, a tiny smile on his face. "Fine, just never do that in public…"