AN: so I wrote this while trying to kill time before CSI: Miami came on and I succeeded in killing about a half hour. Anyway I'm aware the characters are OOC but reviews are still appreciated.

Warnings: Slash (Eric/Ryan implied Eric/Speed) Many Innuendos and some minor adult themes.

Disclaimer: Not mine, need I say more.

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"Ryan there's something you should know." I couldn't even look him in the eye as I said it, what the hell was this.

"I'm listening." He may have been listening but his nimble hands continued processing the evidence in front of him.

"The few weeks before you came to the lab were the worst of my life, Ryan, please look at me." He looks up and places his hands on my shoulders; it's then that I realize my eyes have become blurry with tears.

Embracing me he says, "What's eating you Delko?"

"I can't even remember how long ago it was, it feels like yesterday I was being told My best friend was dead, but it was so much more then that." I stop taking a deep breath and continue on with what I had to say. "I've never told anyone this, but you have a right to know in my eyes, Speed had moved in with me, 2 months before the 'incident.' I should have seen it coming, but it was so sudden, he was gone. I loved him man and I could never explain it but I see so much of him in you Ryan. I guess the point is that even though my hearts still broken, I'm falling for you."

Silence and I was ready to turn around and walk away, but then strong arms wrapped around me and Ryan's lean body was pressed against mine. I'd only felt this secure once before, the first night I'd spent wrapped up in Speed. Before I could stop them, I felt tears slide down my cheeks. I'll never know if they were tears of relief or sadness at the loss of my late lover.

Either way here I stand well over a year later remembering the day I told Ryan Wolfe I was in love with him. To my surprise he accepted everything and we've been together ever since. The room I stand in it completely bare, except for the box I have just set down. Ryan and I bought the place a few weeks ago and were just now getting out stuff moved in. It's a fairly big place, with 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, a huge kitchen and living room as well. One of the bedrooms has already been dubbed "the study." The living room is the last of the stuff that needs to come in and we can start enjoying life in our new home together.

"Yo, Eric, Want to help me out over here?"

Well I guess I'm done reminiscing, the faster we get everything moved into the house the faster I get Ryan into the bedroom, but you can use your imagination from there.

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Feel free to tell me what you think.