Day dreaming filled my day… I dream mostly about love…

Love is my favorite subject… and the ironic thing is that I have never been in love with someone who loved me back

I am 19 years old and I have still never had a boyfriend nor ever been kissed. I've only been on one date in my entire life and it was horrible. All I want is a Boyfriend. I don't think that's much to ask for. But every guy here in my town is a horrid guy.

Ugh my town… Forks, WA is so small. On my first date, which was with a guy named Mike Newton, he took me to the local super mart. It had some cute moments. At one point we were bouncing on those big round bouncy balls, which was really fun. Until he totally insulted me by saying my tits looked freaking amazing and he wanted to titty fuck them. I got up and slapped him in the face and walked away. Unfortunately he is in my group of friends, so I have to see him every day, but oh well, just another perk of being me.

*Ring* whoops. Another class gone by with me just thinking and remembering and dreaming. Luckily is was only English which I had an A in so it didn't matter if I dosed off or heck even if I walked out of class id still pass. Mr. Carreon my English teacher was a hottie and he loved me. He told me I was his favorite student, which I don't mind being. If only I could be his age I would so let him take my virginity in a heartbeat.

Next was lunch, and as I walked over to my usual table I noticed a set of new students sitting at a table together. My high school is very small, one that everybody knows everybody schools. I rushed over to my table to see if anybody had any new details about these new students.

As I sat down I could hear Jessica my "friend" talking about the new students. "They transferred from Alaska; their dad is the new doctor in town." She said.

"What are their names?" I asked.

Angela spoke answered before Jess could, "Emmitt is apparently the oldest brother, he is the tall dark haired guy, and Rosalie is the pretty blonde one. Edward is the guy with the bronze hair. Alice has spiky hair and Jasper is the blond male."

"But, wait it gets better! Their all adopted and their dating each other!" Jessica said.

"What?" I asked confused.

"Yeah, Alice and Jasper are together, and Rosalie and Emmitt are together. I wonder if that's even legal?" said Jess.

Angela Replied "Of course it's legal. There not actually related. The weird thing is that they live together, but I'm sure Dr. Cullen has rules for them to follow."

I tried to ignore the rest of their conversation. They were good friends, but sometimes I didn't want to hear the latest gossip of who was doing who or who was dating who. It just made me sadder because I wasn't one of them.

"Bella, are you listening to me!" Jessica asked.

"Oh Yeah, I am." I said.

"So I want to tell ya'll something before the boys get here, me and Mike have been hanging out a lot lately like you know. But last night he went over to my house! And guess what! We almost had sex!" Jess said excitedly.

"What?" Angela and I said together.

"Well, I kind of chickened out last minute, but I think I want him to go all the way this weekend at Eric's party!" Jess said.

"Well I think you should use protection!" I exclaimed.

"Uh no duh! I don't want to be a teen mom" jess said.

"Good" I exclaimed. I started to ignore them again. I'd prefer not to hear what Jessica wanted Mike to do to her over the weekend. I was kind of happy for her though… at least I didn't have to worry about mike's suggestiveness towards me anymore.

The boys arrived to our table as loud as ever. I guess you can say we where the popular table. I don't really know why I was there, but I liked it, they were actually a lot of fun. But annoying at times when I wanted to be quiet, like at the moment.

"Hey bells, the new boy is eye raping you!" Eric said.

"Huh?" I said as I looked up and locked eyes with Edward, the new guy. I hadn't noticed how gorgeous he was before. He was totally hot. I quickly looked down, before I started to blush. Everyone at the table started laughing at our weird exchange.

"Hah! Hey bells maybe you'll finally get a fuck buddy!" Eric laughed

"omg! Shut up! Don't be mean! Ya'll suck!" I exclaimed. We all laughed but then where interrupted by the bell. Lunch was over.

Biology was a fun class for me. I don't know if that was because I liked it or if it was because I got to leave home after this class. Me and my friends all got to leave along with some other lucky seniors. Since we had enough credit hours we all left early. As I sat at my desk, I noticed Mrs. Barry coming out of the lab supply room with none other than Edward Cullen. He sat next to me because my table had the only empty seat.

"Hi, I'm Bella" I said as he sat down.

"Hello, I'm Edward Cullen"

"Hope you like it here, it's not much but it has its fun-ness" I said.

"It's been fine so far."

He looked up from his back pack and we locked eyes. Man, was he gorgeous and Sexy.

I spent the rest of that class period day dreaming about me and Edward.

After Class, My friends and I all met at the parking lot and usually decided where we were going to go hang out. Since it was Friday we all were excited about the party the following night at Eric's house. His parents were going out of town for the weekend. He decided to throw a huge house party in their absence. I was excited for it, but sad that I'd be the single girl again. I decided that I would just stay home for the day to I said good bye to my friends. As I turned around I saw the Cullens leaving school. I guess they had the same luxury of leaving early.

Once I got home I went upstairs to my room. My dad got home at around ten every night. He was the local Police Chief. He wasn't strict with me at all. He even let me have party's at my house every once in a while. And he would buy us the beer and liquor. He was a cool dad

Once I finished my homework and house work is was around nine o clock. I had an hour until my dad got home so I decided that I'd have a little fun.

Since I never had a boyfriend, or never had sex for that matter. I had to find other ways to relieve my sexual frustrations. I had a locked box in my closet with a bunch of cool things. I loved to feel sexy so I pulled out a sexy outfit and my favorite vibrator and started to have fun.

I loved this outfit. It was a black lace see through bra and panties set and it had a black lace garter belt attached to black thigh high tights. I knew this outfits accentuated my best assets. I had a smoking body. I was about average height and I was skinny I usually used a size 3. My breasts were a size 34D and I had an ass. I never understood why I never got a boyfriend. I had a beautiful face too. I guess the boyfriend thing was my fault. All the boys who asked me out, I would always refuse them. The only guy I agreed to was Mike because he was a friend. But that went wrong, and I just stopped getting asked after awhile.

Tonight my boyfriend was Mr. Rabbit. He was my favorite Vibrator. He would always give me an orgasm. As I lay on my bed and inserted the vibrator I started to get really turned on. I started to think of Edward and his face, his body over mine, his hands touching me all over, his huge dick ramming into me, his mouth sucking my nipples.

I had never had such a huge orgasm as I did today. The closest I had ever gotten to one this intense was with Mr. Carreon my gorgeous English teacher. As I walked to the shower I slid my fingers inside myself, I had never been so wet before either. Edward was to be my go to guy from now on.

Once I finished showing I went downstairs. My dad was already there with a pizza in front of him. I grabbed a piece and sat down with him in the living room. He asked me about my day and I said it had been great. Then I went up stairs and went to bed. That was the first night I dreamed of Edward Cullen.