Okay, hello, I know that the name of this story and my user name are a bit ironic but this is my very first story ever, so please just cut me some slack! This story is about Finn and Clarke after the episode 1x05 after they have sex and Raven returns. Feedback is always appreciated.
I don't anyone the characters! All rights go to CW
Clarke's POV:
After Raven came back, I didn't think that I could trust Finn anymore. He didn't tell me about her, even before we, you know, did it. It was amazing with Finn. I felt that we had such a connection, but then when Raven came back and ran into his arms, I think something clicked inside of me. It clicked that we most likely were not going to happen.
I was sitting at the edge of camp staring out at the others. After being bored of doing nothing, I walked around, helping where I was needed. I stopped when I saw Raven walk by, giving me this look that made me feel sick. She knows a little of what happened with me and Finn, but not the big stuff. Like how we slept together.
It's only been about a month since Raven has joined us, and so far, it's been the worst month. It's been torture having to see Finn and her together. Every time I see them, it makes me sick, and every time I see Finn, it makes me feel even worse. At times when me and Finn make eye contact, I can see the guilt in his eyes. And every time I see those eyes of his, I just keep thinking back to that night. He drives me so crazy that I could ju-
"Hey Clarke! I got a job for you!" Bellamy yells at me from behind.
Bellamy is an ass. All he cares about is himself, and Octavia. She's really a sweet girl, a sweet girl constantly being watched by her asshole brother.
I walked over to the drop ship where Bellamy was, and I was not surprised by who was there. Finn, Raven, Jasper, Octavia, and now, me. I had a really bad feeling about what was going on.
"Alright, I've called you guys here because we need things. We're running low on food and resources. We need to go out and get more. Jasper and Octavia, go out and get fire wood. Raven and I will go and hunt for food. So Finn and Clarke will stay here and make sure that nobody ends up dead. Everybody, be careful of Grounders and traps. Now go."
Finn and I just stare at each other. Finn with those guilt stricken eyes, and me with an upset and pissed off face.
After everyone went off on there ways, I decided to walk around to watch the others and supervise. Finn runs up to me to try to talk about things.
"Clarke! I've been trying to talk to you for days. Why do you keep avoiding me?"
"I'm not avoiding you. I'm just keeping busy."
"Well then why are you keeping busy?"
"Because Finn. I just have to."
With that, I roll my eyes and try to walk away. He grabs my arm.
"Seriously Clarke. You have to talk to me. You can't keep-"
I cut him off, ripping away from him and running to the nearest secluded area where I hunch over and throw up. I sit down with my head in my hands and try to think of why I would've thrown up. I didn't feel sick, I didn't have a fever, it was then that I realized that I was late.