Disclaimer: Don't own Prince of Tennis
Summary: Ryoma has betrayed Fuji in a most unexpected way. (FujiRyo, ?XRyo)
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I snuggled into you, enjoying the sensation and pleasure that we had just shared. I loved hearing your fast heartbeat and heavy breathing. As I was the only one who could make you like this. Not Syusuke with his usual constant teasing or anyone else.
I realized what I was doing right now was wrong and shameful. But I couldn't just help it; my mind kept thinking about you ever since the first time Syusuke introduced me to you. Not that was the first time I met you. I still remember the first time we met; I was wondering why you disliked Syusuke so much. But in the end, I knew why. Then again behind all those hatred, Syusuke was someone whom you loved the most. Same goes to me; Syusuke was the most important person in my heart.
But I'd never thought that I could develop such feeling to others than Syusuke. I thought I love him and only him. Apparently that concept didn't work well. Our subsequent encounters made this special feeling which I reserved only for Syusuke grew for you as well. By time, unintentionally we got closer, started by our sharing moment of fondness and annoyance towards Syusuke. And during that time I began to notice the other sides of you. Those interesting, childish, yet unique sides which never ever failed to amaze me. No wonder Syusuke loved you so much and always teased the day out of you.
I understood now.
You shifted a bit, wrapping an arm around me while the other was caressing my hair gently, waking me up from my thought. I decided this was the time I have to tell you my decision.
"I don't want Syusuke to know about us." I sighed tiredly, "I don't want to see hurt in his eyes." Because I love him... but I love you as well. And I realize that I won't achieve happiness without hurting either one of you.
"Me too, Ryoma. Me too. I feel very bad about what's happening between us," I was glad that you were thinking the same as me, "Demo, I can't resist this feeling... I hope one day, Aniki will understand."
"I hope so..." I closed my eyes, thinking about uncertain future and looming darkness, "But right now I don't want to think any of it. I just want to be with you, Yuuta."
That's right what was going to happen next; let it happened. But for now I want to savor this moment with you, as tomorrow we might not be able to be together anymore.
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Heck, I don't know what made me write this. Oh yeah, insomnia! Just review and don't even bother to ask me to write sequel for this.!.! . Ja...