Disclaimer: I do not own Magical Lyrical Girl Nanoha~! Glad I don't either xD I would probably suck it up. 'Thoughts' "Speaking" Emphasis ;D. Either way, I present to you my dears, a story. Yep. A story. Hope you enjoy!


They say freak,
When you're singled out,
The red, well it filters through.


Curling her hands into tense fists, the brunette let out a large sigh of frustration, goosebumps rising on her arms."I do NOT have anger problems.." she muttered,eyes staring down at her lap. Not like the room was any more interesting to look at. Cold and in the shape of a square, walls black and the floors white, a room that was probably always freezing like it was now."Takamichi-san, your parents have informed me of your..let us say, recent incident?.." the woman opposite of her mentioned, pen at ready to scribble down information. Nanoha bit her lip, not wanting to remember what had taken place the day before.

Yesterday

"Why can't I figure this out.. " Muttered Nanoha, bringing her hands up to rub frustratingly at her eyes, dropping her pencil on the table with a light thump. She had been doing her homework right after school as usual, one certain physics problem giving her issues. After each second passed she felt her patience growing thinner. "Little sis, Mom said you need to eat your dinner. It was ready over 30 minutes ago" called Miyuki as she stepped into the growled in frustration as she slammed her palms down on the table, jumping to her feet.

"I know already okay!? I'm trying to work on something and you pesky family members keep interfering!" She yelled, blue eyes whipping around to glare at her blinked in alarm as she backed up slightly. "What the hell Nanoha, what's gotten you so riled up? You've been acting like a jerk the past few days!" replied her sister, genuinely confused of her younger sibling's actions. Nanoha bit her lip in a rage as she stepped forward and shoved Miyuki roughly back into a cabinet, a loud crash echoing through the house.

"I SAID leave me ALONE" bellowed Nanoha, raising her curled fist back as if she was intending to strike. She quickly swung her hand down-


"So you hit your sister after shoving her into that cabinet?" interrupted the psychiatrist, pen poised expertly over the paper. Nanoha glared. "Of course not! I wouldn'-.." the brunette trailed off. "Just let me finish.." she muttered, teeth tugging at her raw lip once more.


So lay down, the threat is real,
When his sight goes red again.
Seeing red again,
Seeing red again.


-only to be restrained. The brunette struggled, trying to get out of the person's grasp. "Nanoha!" called an alarmed voice. It was her father. 'Dad..?' The struggling stopped, the strong movements reduced to trembling. "M-Miyuki.." The girl stuttered as she stared down at her sister, shaking and afraid, glass scattered all around her on the floor. "W-what.. have I.." She stared down at her hands as they were released, disbelief clouding in her blue orbs. Nanoha's mother ran into the room not long after, the brunette dropped to her knees, shaking. The muffled voices of her parents could be heard as they helped her sister.. something like.. "Psychiatrist.." .. the words couldn't be made out. "now."'


"And that's how I ended up here.." Finished the blue-eyed girl, a downcast expression on her face. "I see." Mumbled the other woman, scribbling sounds filling the room, as if to prevent the dreaded silence that was sure to come. Her pencil came to a hault, steely eyes turning towards the brunette. "You may leave now Takamichi-san." Said the blonde as she began to stand from her seat.

Nanoha blinked. "That's it? Your not going to help me with my.. um.. issue..?" She whispered, her voice breaking at the end. She then stood up. "I ..I can't stay like..like this! What if I hurt my sister again? What if I harm someone else from my family? I don't know what i'-" She was cut off. "Takamichi-san. If you would, please exit the room and go home for now." The woman finished curtly as she exited the room. There it was again, that strange clouded feeling, she didn't feel in control over herself anymore.

"DAMMIT" yelled Nanoha, fist slamming mercilessly into the concrete wall, skin splitting with a sickening crack. Trembling with rage, she only winced slightly when the blood began to flow from her knuckles. Closing her eyes tightly, she allowed a few salty tears to make their way down her face. 'What's wrong with me..' "Nanoha!" came a shriek. It was her mom. "What are you doing?!" She called as she ran over to her youngest, grabbing her injured hand. "Let's go we need to get this fixed.." Mumbled her mom as she frantically dragged Nanoha out of the room and towards the reception desk, requesting a first aid-kit.


This change, he won't contain,
Slip away, to clear your mind.
When asked, who made it show,
The truth, he gives in to most.


A week later

It had been a week since Nanoha had withdrawn from her highschool. Apparently that visit to the psychiatrist hadn't been as pointless as she originally thought. She had been taken out of her normal school to be sent to one where her issue was more.. welcome. They supposedly allowed students to have constant access to hired doctors and counselors to help if problems arose.

She would also be taken for a required talking session with her own personal doctor once every week. This way they could assess exactly how much Nanoha's anger had escalated over the years, whether she should be placed on medication, or would be fine to stay the way she was. Nanoha carefully checked her bag, making sure her supplies for the day were all inside. Her first day at the new school was today, she would soon leave to head over and start her classes.

Nervous? Definitely, it's always scary to have to transfer somewhere completely new.. To know no one, to start over. Maybe it would turn out for the best, she hadn't exactly had many friends at her old school. Only two really, Alisa and Suzuka. To everyone else she was known as someone to stay away from, all because of her nasty temper. She tried to speak to them, only to get turned away from, the mutterings of "White Devil" reaching her ears, which only fueled her current anger.

If she could learn to control her..'problem' better.. she could make more friends, right..? Nanoha's thoughts were interrupted by a soft knock on the door. "Nanoha, dear? It's time we leave" came the soft voice of her mother. "Yes Mom.." she replied, voice soft as she opened the door.

Here we go.. She thought. The day had finally begun.


To ~ Be~ Continued~ (Insert fabulous harmony here)

The song I used lyrics from is by Chevelle, the song is The Red. I was thinking about the song when this idea popped on in my head :D It's a great song~

Thanks for reading! I only took a billion and one years to actually think up another story.. Though it's 1 a.m. Now and I really need to get to bed, this little plot popped up in my head and I said. "Why the hell not" So here I am with the first chapter. I hope you found it interesting, if I get some feedback I might consider actually seeing this one through. It's not going to be a loong long series, probably only a few chapters, but we'll see. This is eventually , of course, going to have the pairing Nanofate~ Only 'cause it's my favorite -happy dance- The only thing is though.. I don't know if this type of story has been done before or not. I've read a lot of fictions on these two, but not a lot xD So yea. Please treat me nicely, I do love some constructive criticism :) Until next time, Bye bye! -Kyelara