Wohoo I finaly put one thing on my fanfiction :D I'm so happy, this is the first story/short story I have writen in my life (like only story I have writen in my life) hehe.

Do not own 'HNKNA' or 'Ace' sadley T_T

.Well enjoy.

A Lonely Knight Of Hearts

Why can't I love, fall in love, be in love, anything ... to do with love.
To me, my life is about risks and taking chances, adventurers. Time is a thief or was I just wasting it. Maybe her heart can change me and so I can stop Lying to myself, to stop hiding my feelings behind a grinning mask to hide all my pain and misery. To the first time I saw her; I despised her and yearn for her. Such a beautiful and fragile thing like a flower, were petals would fall at the slightest touch. I watch and admire her for being so free and independent, while I am tide down with the role of a knight. She is very lucky even if she doesn't know it.
My crimson eyes scan every inch of her body. Same old Alice, I'm glad she is. She always wore the same old getup were ever she went, with her baby blue cotton dress and snowy white apron. Her silk golden brown locks would sway side to side as she wondered around wonderland on the dusty path. Sea weed green eyes always looked at me with curiosity, she see's right through me. I want to kill her, to have an outsider slaughtered by my smooth velvet covered hands, to feel her thin blood on my skin and trickle through my fingers. Yet I want to hold her beautiful slender figer against my chest in a close tight embrace. Everyone loves poor, sweet Alice, some more than others.
But now she has combined her fate with another. But what I don't understand is...why can't it be me, I must be better than that Blood Dupre. Maybe I'm just jealous. Even so I'm still interested in her.
I always pretend to get lost ending up at the hatters mansion and I always make the same excuse "I like getting lost, it lets me meet nice people like you" Ha, but that is hell of a lie tho. I'd get us lost so that we could spend the chilly nights together. I would try to listen to that beautiful sound. Whenever I listen to that doki doki of her heart it makes me feel at peace. The sound that never existed in this world, the impossible sound.
As I plopped the tattered old aged bag on my good friends desk I would remove my blood splattered cape and mask. I don't even know why I were them, they have no meaning and everyone knew who the mysterious man in a cape and mask is. Except Elliot, he is rather clueless. Sometimes I get tempted with my glistening sliver sword in hand, hiding in the shadows hunting my pray, ready to kill the outsider. Wondering what it would feel like to get things back to normal. But would things really change back to normal or would things get worse. Ever way what do I care, nothing would change for about me.
Why do I crave for the impossible? I want to escape my stupid role of the knight of hearts, it's not like collecting clocks for Julius would change anything. Then maybe I can be like 'Alice' no care and no responsibilities.
I skear her, I want to kill her to stop this feeling, I need her, this is all I know. Stuck in this stupid pathetic game were everyone loves the outsider, as I don't even know the meaning of love.
What is this feeling? Why do I feel like this? These are the questions I constantly search for. Do I want to stop this feeling or embrace it?
I'm ace, the knight of hearts and maybe I'm in love with Alice Liddell.

Please forgive me, I know it's bad. But o'well I'm an amateur. :[

Anyone who actually reads this crap thank you, it means a lot ;'{.