Let's just say I like to mess up poor little Subaru and his pal, Kamui's lives. =D
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Kamui was a troubled child. It was a fact that everyone knew. With the recent events the root of his usual troubles were not any mystery. But today, he seemed more troubled than usual, he didn't even react when Fuuma, the cause of his usual misery came to tease him.
"Great. You're being all emo again. Well tell me when you're back on crack" And with that Fuuma left. Some friend he was.
Of course, Yuzuriha and Sorata come along and try to cheer him up – to no avail. So who do they call? Why! It's none other than Subaru!
"Kamui, what's wrong?"
"I want to know who my father is, I mean, my mother would never answer any questions or talk to me about him."
"There are plenty of people out there who don't know who their father's are."
"But those people aren't me, and I want to know."
Subaru sighed, he didn't know what to tell the stubborn purple eyed boy. So instead, he made a very Subaru-like mistake. He decided to help.
"So where do you plan on looking? Don't you have any clues?"
"Well… I have my mother's diaries… From when she was 12 till the time she died… Did I mention she wrote in them everyday? But anyway, that's all I have."
"Well then, lets start there."
Kamui's room was a mess. But somehow, he managed to find all his mother's diaries, which miraculously survived the fire. After many hours of searching, they finally found the right one. However, much to Kamui's disappointment, the truth was VERY disturbing.
"Kamui, I've found the entry."
"Well?!? Read it!"
"Are you sure? You're not going to be very happy…"
"Just read it!!"
"Okay then." Subaru took a deep breath and began;
"Dear Diary,
Today, I found out that I was pregnant. I took a test bought at the pharmacy down the road. The lady there gave me this look when I was paying for it. I knew I should have put on more make up! Then she wouldn't have known I was underage. Anyway, to be honest, the signs were there all along, only I guess I never really paid any attention to them. All that vomiting should have been a dead give-away.
Well… I wonder if I should tell that man. I wonder what he'll do. Will he kill me? Honestly, I don't know what came over me when I decided to sleep with him. Argh! He should have stopped me! Then again, he doesn't really care, about me… About anyone. Ahhhh! Why did I have to fall in love with such a jerk?!? And now I'm in a sticky situation. I really should have taken mother's advice, she did warn me about sex and falling in love and stuff.
Should I keep this child? I don't know... Oh! I wonder what I should name him or her… If it's a girl I think I'll name her… Sakura… Or if it's a boy, I think I'll name him Yoshi... Kamui sounds nice too though….
You know what, I've decided to keep this child. Since it's the child of that man, Seishiro Sakurazuka. After all, it's the only thing he'll ever give me. It's too bad I can never tell him or he'll kill us.
Oh well… That's life. Good night then! I hope I have sweet dreams."
Subaru closed the note book and prepared himself for a long long night.