A False Life
A/n: This fic is about Regina Mills contemplating her life. Hope you like it.
I have lived a life of great sorrow. None have loved me, but there are those who have pitied me. Those that I have killed…that I would not forgive…their crimes were too great to forgive. Sometimes I clutch myself at night with red hands. The blood never leaves…and my eyes are so black and dead…like that of the raven.
I too am a bringer of death. A Queen with not heart. I have searched for it but I can not find it…for I was never find it. My mother stole it when I was a girl. I feel empty inside…as though I am missing something.
I loved once. Almost as if the void in my chest could be filled…but it can not. That was but a false hope…it was taken from me by the person I loved. She…my mother, tried to bend in a way I would not bend…until I snapped.
Now I'm nothing but a broken soul. I want nothing but the death of those who hurt me. So I killed my mother and am searching for another that is to blame.
I only wish for happiness…it was once only a selfish desire but now I also want that for my son…for there is no other that I love more.