Disclaimer: I do NOT own Junjou Romantica. :D

Hello everyone!

I'm new to this whole atmosphere, writng BL stories is very new to me. ahaha. This is my first story. I've been a BL fan since

June 2008. Please do tell me what you think of this. I've pretty much read all of the stories here in and they are all

AWESOME! please do read and review, this is my first chapter I'll be posting the other one probably by the end of the week,

NOW off to the story, remember Review too please :D

He averted his gaze upon the ceiling, irritated

'What is this? Why am I so flustered with his simple whims all of the sudden? And funny thing about it is, I didn't even give him a slight clue that he's getting me worked up with such childish things This morning, he didn't seem to be himself, is this my fault? It can't be, I'm jus—'

Miyagi's thoughts were interrupted when he noticed someone walking inside the office.

There stood Kamijou Hiroki, annoyed to an extent to what his so called boss was doing

"Miyagi-kyoujou, instead of wasting time, why don't you do you work. Seriously, one of these days—"

Without said, Miyagi returned to his state as Kamijou's boss and pounced on him like there was no tomorrow

"Kamijou~ I missed you so much! I need my comfort, I don't know what else to do"

"If this is about your high school-boyfriend drama, I don't want to hear any of it. Now Kyoujou, Please Get OFF me!"

"Huh? But if I share what I feel, you would share what you feel too, plus how's it been with him around?"

Kamijou couldn't help but blush at the thought that invaded his head while frowning as his superior

Miyagi smirked. 'It's always fun messing with him like this'

"There you again, you know you're too young to look old"

Miyagi poked Kamijou in the temples of his forehead, teasingly, before getting off of him.

"It's none of your business!, now please get back to your work before we're buried with more"

Miyagi, even though after the little scene, was still bothered with Shinobu's reaction this morning.

"Hey, Kamijou? Got a minute?"

"I said if this is about your little boy-toy, Then please leave m—"

Kamijou stopped at his track when he saw that his boss changed personality. He's serious now.

Miyagi stood still, eyes locked with Kamijou's. Kamijou was about to protest when Miyagi started talking

"What does 'falling in love' mean to you?"

Kamijou was shocked to the bone, was this reality? Was his boss really asking him for love advice? Ignoring his mere reaction to what his superior just asked, he can somehow relate

Without giving into Miyagi's reactions, Kamijou gathered himself and spoke. He couldn't manage losing his streak, he doesn't know what might happen next.

"Are you stupid? Falling in Love has great lengths and short distances, What is it to you? Some useless human emotion that can be easily ignored? Hmph. If so, then you're probably idiotic than I thought you were"

'There he goes again with his pride, it always irritates me. Here I am asking him something serious and he goes on saying I'm stupid for even asking'

Miyagi widened his eyes to the sudden turn of events. Implementing what his assistant professor just said and the reaction he got from Shinobu that morning, he seemed limited to thoughts about this Love he feels.

"Love, hmmmm, every time I think of love, I get the image of two couples holding hands being all lovey-dovey"

Miyagi noticed Kamijou's face changing from ignorance to frustration.

"Miyagi-kyoujou not everyone who falls in love experiences the same sceneries. It's more complicated to an extent that it appears impossible to accumulate it properly. Love is not a something that you can just take lightly because once you're engaged with it not only do you have to care of your own heart but you also have to take care of the other heart that's in there with you, while in return he would gladly do the same thing for you...."

Miyagi still stood there analyzing what Kamijou just said to him.

"I can't believe this, you always seem clueless when you ask these things, do you even feel anything about the subject?"

"Kamijou, I never thought that—"

"Why would you even question what Love is? Let me tell you something Love does NOT judge anyone but rather give chances for people to feel its' grace"

Silence hailed over the two of them, nothing can be heard but the sound of the clock ticking.

Miyagi was caught off guard with Kamijou's streak of confidence while delivering such a dialect, leaving him speechless. He fairly understood the situation he has gotten himself into and that he's taking a risk all for the sake for this "grace" Kamijou is talking about.

'I fell in love with him becaue he invaded my life, he invaded it until there was nothing else but ruins that can only heal with him around.'

'Why am I scared to accept and let everything lead itself for the both of us. Am I scared for my sake for Shinobu or Shinobu's sake for me. Why is the thought of sensei coming up all of the sudden.'

.....

Miyagi stood there, soon realizing what's bothering him all this time. He's not merely questioning what Love is. But what is the difference of it's roots to being Love itself, one being is "Eternal" Love.

'I said I would love sensei even if she died but Shinobu then said the same thing to me, Is there even such a thing?'

Admired by Kamijou's precision while containing his urges of outbreak to the feeling of the atmosphere. Miyagi got back up to his feet, mentally, smiling lightly looking at Kamijou who seems like he's in the verge of losing his wits.

"Then... Kamijou can you tell what Eternal Love is?"

"Ehhh, there's no such thing. The only th—"

"Aren't you even a bit frightened about saying goodbye, or him saying goodbye to you?"

Consciously, Kamjiou was soon trapped with his own assertions and to what Miyagi was trying to say. Kamijou only gazed for a moment until he gained his reserved position again.

"Kyoujou, you honestly don't think, do you? I guess it can't be helped. When it comes to things that knowledge alone can't solve you seem to be disillusioned by everything. Of course the time will come where one of us will say goodbye. I'll admit this, I am scared for even thinking about it. But like what I said before Love doesn't affect a person until they agreed to its' requirements. That is, Death is one of them. When I think of "Eternal Love" I don't think about people living forever and being together forever, but rather the thought of it all. For me "Eternal Love" are the memories that has scarred your heart all together, scarred so deep that it will never heal, the thought of being together is already enough for an Eternal Love to even happen.... That's what I believe."

Silence. Again with eyes intentionally ignoring contact.

Miyagi was struck with realization. 'This is the reason why I fell in love with him in the first place because I'm chasing someone that is long gone but even the thought is gone. He changed me, and I should be happy for it'.

Miyagi smiled.

"Thank You."

Subconsciously, still thinking about what he said, Kamijou heard Miyagi faintly saying those words.

"Oh, ahhh, it's nothing. Well I'm off to my last lesson for today. I'll see you laterand please do your work. I'm sick and tired of you always slacking off and every time this happens I would always have to had to pull the trigger for you"

In return, Kamijou's espressions lightened up a little

With this said, Kamijou left the office.

Relieved, Miyagi sat down and lighted a cigarette, returning to his work.

'Is this what I'm so worked up for, I have to do something about this. It's because I was so cold to him last night when he lightly asked me if I would ever visit his apartment. Is that why he's so gloomy this morning? I'll settle everything once I pick him up.'

'Shinobu, that guy, he was able to change me with his intruding Love. But I can't help but be happy that I have him now, the one I can love without the sorrows yet revealed but when it comes, I'll be ready'

With a deep sigh, he arched his back in his chair consciously unaware that he was tilting the chair a little out of angle.

With a big THUD his chair fell to the floor, hittng the back of his head to the cold, hard floor

and within the flashes of his eyesight

came an image of what is seems like a Hospital and there he saw himself, tears trickling down his cheeks, looking at a room, seeing Shinobu, looking at Miyagi eye to eye, smiling while blood doctors and nurses surrounds him.

Yes, Shinobu is in the hospital, if you were a little confused, haha a little Drama you know :) but it didn't actually happen, it was liek a little premonition. get it? lol.

There you go :D

I tried to use my formal-respecting Japanese culture of how they address each other without going too far, I'd like to keep it with English.

Just to let you know, I won't have Junjou Romantica here at all, a little of Egoist, even though Junjou Romantica is my favorite one and Junjou Egoist is my second best

I've always wanted to emphasize on the third couple because they barely had time showing up in the Anime.

If you guys got ideas, please don't hesitate to tell me. It'll just help me with it. haha and Tell me if I have any errors in my writing.

Once agian thank for reading and please review.