The things I'll never say

Summary: he loved her, she loved him, but he was forced into an engagement before he had the chance to confess.

Ikuto's POV

I love Hinamori Amu, even though I am 25 and she is only 20, she is my whole world, the reason why I live.

Beep

That must be my phone, oh look a message from Amu:

Amu: I broke up with Tadagay

Me: are you okay, what happened

Amu: 3 reasons; 1. He called me Amulet, 2. I feel lesbian, he is so girly and 3. I saw him making out with another guy

Me: OMG, are you okay, I am coming over

Amu: kay xo

I am afraid that Amu may only think of me as a friend, but I guess just being near her, by her side is enough.

Oh well, it is time to go to her house, I creep up and jump on her balcony, tapping on the door. She is listening to music, so she doesn't hear me, surprise, surprise the door is open.

"Amu," I whisper in her ear.

Amu's POV

Why didn't I tell Ikuto the fourth reason I dumped Tadase...that I love him, "Amu," Ikuto whispered, I could feel his warm breath on my neck.

"P-P-Perverted cat," I shriek and push him away, although, I'd much rather him staying close to me.

"Amu, are you okay?" his expression becomes very serious.

"Hell yeah," I reply enthusiastically, but it is true, I love Ikuto and I am way over Tadase, "I was the one who dumped him anyway,"

"Hmm, that is good, now I can get back to teasing my little Ichigo," he teased.

Ichigo, meaning strawberry, was the new name he called me.

"Shut up," I blush.

"Okay, kitten, anyway, do you want to come over for dinner, my mum has been asking about you," he invited.

"S-Sure," I stutter.

Since me and Ikuto became best friends, I have been to his house a lot, I wonder if he will ever love me back.

At Ikuto's house

"Amu, come in," Souko, Ikuto's mother greeted me.

"Mrs Tsukiyomi, how are you," I smiled.

"Oh enough with the formalities just call me Souko, or mother," she winked at me teasingly.

Souko is like a mother to me, she even knows how much I love Ikuto. She says that he may like me back, but I can only hope.

"Amu," Aruto greeted me, his face was hard and emotionless, as usual.

"Amu, Ikuto you bloody friend thief," Utau ran and hugged me tightly.

"C-Cant b-breathe," I managed to get out.

"Utau let her go," Ikuto rescued me.

"Hmm, fine," Utau gave in.

"Oh thank god, anyway how have you been Utau?" I asked.

"Great and OMG Kukai asked me out!" Utau squealed.

"OMG really, you are so lucky...I broke up with Tadase," I told her.

"Nice one," we h-fived.

She already knows that I love Ikuto, so that is why she is so happy!

Aruto chuckles, smirking at Ikuto for some reason?

"So who wants some pizza?" Souko asked.

"I had a bet with Kukai for no pizza," Ikuto pouts, looking at me.

Souko must have done this on purpose.

"Fine, let's go," I drag him out, and hop into his car.

He drives us to a fancy restaurant.

"Ikuto, this place is so expensive," I marvel.

Ikuto's POV
I am going to do it, I will confess tonight!

"Well to pay me back do you know what you can do?" I ask.

"What?"

"Kiss me," I whisper in her ear.

"I-I-Ikuto!" Amu shrieks.

The dinner goes well, but I still cannot muster up the courage to tell her!

As we get to my front door it starts to rain.

"Do you want to stay over?" Ikuto invited.

"Uh...yeah sure,"

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