CHAPTER ONE

Every day

If you're tossing and you're turning and you just can't fall asleep,

I'll sing a song beside you.

If you really forget how much you really mean to me,

Every day I will remind you…

Even in this loud noise of our hooligan class I can hear Angelina sing. It's not that I feel jealous of her or something; I have a beautiful voice too. Ok, that was too much, it's not that when I sing people hear a screech, it's just that I can sing but my voice is not glorious. I just realized, I am staring at a blank well-torn paper with a pencil in my hand ready to draw something, but not figuring out what to. This happens to me all the time, when I want to draw some random anime girl, nothing comes up, and when I unconsciously doodle new characters are formed.

"Fine, paper! I lose you win. Oy! Don't you have something to talk about, I'm getting bored here!"

I'm Emily, I'm 15 years old, and I am a girl. Just to picture how I look, I have fringes (which our Hindi teacher describes to be the thatched roof of a clay hut) and short brown hair till my ears. Perfect. I'm fair, actually my face is very fair, but my hands and legs are tanned, and here in India, if you're fair you're awesome. I'm a half-moon awesome then.

Aisha turned back to me and asked, "Talk about Tamy?"

Mind you, Tamy is a guy's name. Not his actual name, but usually when girls have a crush on people, they keep names for the guys just hide the boy's identity. So mine was kept Tamy. Other people have worse nick names, like Ritz (a car's name) and Amy.

Aisha is my cousin. She's a few months younger to me. We both have nothing in common. My grand mom says she looks like an alien. It's true, because of her long happy-dent white face, she looks weird. She used to be a tomboy before; but now, she is one of those who know the most about boy-friends and looks. Her ex changed her everything, she became a girl from a boy, and we guys kind of had a more comfortable side towards 'Aisha the hero' not the 'heroine'.

"No! Let's talk about what to do on Sunday! Or else we all will get bored then!" Daisy said in a weird voice.

Daisy and I, we guys are partners, not life partners! Desk partners. We both have a typical friendship. Maybe that's because I don't mind wearing short western dresses and she always has the whole of her body covered from head to toe.

"Dhurr! No! Where's my baby?" Aisha took away Daisy's stuffed-animal purse from her. Like always, Daisy started whimpering like a kid. We guys are so stupid (at times).

I looked out of the window. The window seat is always the best. This year, I am victorious because everyone fights to be on that seat and luckily, I occupied it before anyone entered the class.

I could see a big fat lump of cloud, like an ice-cream dropped on the ground, in the sky. This is one of those very hot days when you feel like going home soon and not attending any more classes. Oh wait, this is like what every day is.

No matter which schools you study in, you always have some emotions for your school, I have too. This year is our last year in this catholic school, we have only a few months left after which we all will go to different schools. Snap the depression!

"Oho! What a romantic weather! Where are you lost?"

"Nowhere Aisha, I have no one's eyes to be lost into, I'm so busy fixing Nirvana's problems that I forget about myself."

Nirvana is my best friend, my official best friend. I call her Tomoyo, she calls me Sakura. Our hairstyles are the same but we look totally different.

"What about Saroyan, huh?"

I blushed.

"It's Syaoran! Don't insult his name! He's a sweetheart!"

Ok, time for truth. The only reason why I kept my name Sakura was that she was Syaoran's girl-friend and I loved Syaoran, as if he were a real human. 'As if he were', because he's an anime character. I am so pathetic. I love an anime character.

I shuddered.

Damn, Damn, Damn, what I do to have you here,

I wish you were here.

Okay now they're singing!

"Oy! I want to sing the romantic song too!"


Konnichiwa!

Well, here we begin!

This story is mostly for all Syaoran lovers! :3

A lot of us loooove him loads (like me), but he's got his person he loves the most, so its a complete heartbreak for us, right? But then i heard from somewhere that, "If you love something with all your heart, the whole words tries to help us to have it". So that inspired me to write this. Set yourself as Emily and get ready for Kawaii Romance! And i also wrote it with Emily's POV so that it feel more realistic. Don't worry about Sakura, the eventual ending will solve everything. Enjoy!