Hey guys, this is my first Victorious story, I've been meaning to write one for a while now, please leave reviews and tell me what you think of the first chapter :) Thank you ^_^

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Jades POV

Things were getting worse, we were drifting apart and I knew it, I just didn't want to accept it. Silence filled the empty space surrounding us; the mood was almost as cold at the weather. Almost. I didn't avert my gaze from my stereotypical coffee cup sitting in my lap, and I took a sip of the now cold liquid, forcing myself to swallow it. I finally looked up into Beck's normally welcoming, warm eyes, but something had changed, something had died. For once I didn't see the love in his eyes for me, all I saw was cold emptyness. A ray of sunlight crept though the grey clouds and reflected off his silver watch, not the one I had bought him last year for his birthday which he always wore. The one I bought him had been scratched and it was old, but he still wore it, it was a symbol of us. Our love. He had worn a different watch today. A few minutes had passed since we had said anything, but it felt like we had been sitting on the icy bench now for what seemed like forever, not moving, not talking. Just us, isolated from the rest of the world, until Beck's voice shattered the silence.

"This is it then."

Four words. Two years together ended by four simple words.

It wasn't a question, neither was it a statement. His voice had trailed off and got lost in the chilly breeze. I tried to avoid his hypnotic gaze, but his eyes pulled me back in. I stared into them, thinking about the past. I saw this coming. I did. Beck had been acting differently for a few months now, like he was disconnected from me, and I hadn't done anything about it. Maybe I was just oblivious to it, maybe deep down I knew it was over. Our spark we once had had died and left a dark pit of emptiness. What we once had, we once were, had been torn away.

I was angry.

Of course I was angry. My other half was gone, I was incomplete. The last little bit of happiness in my bitter life had left me. Alone. We had broken up before numerous times, but never like this. This time, it was for real.

"Jade, please say something, I can't.."

Beck stared at me, I tried to avoid his gaze, I tried to avoid looking into his beautiful brown eyes, those eyes that had seen every side of me, been with me, through good and bad. I wanted to tell him the truth, I wanted to scream out, draw attention to us, tell him what I really felt, I always had said what I felt, but I didn't. Not now. I didn't say anything. I just looked up at him, and he knew that was hard enough for me. The last bit of happiness I clung onto in my empty life had been ripped away, and I was alone. I wanted Beck to stay in my life, I needed him to, to conserve that last bit of hope I grasped onto, so I told him I was fine. I told him I wanted to be friends.

Lies.

We both stood up, as if still connected by strings, and he kissed my cheek softly. I knew this was it, the last time I would ever feel his gentle lips on my face. I had made fun of him for having girly lips, now all I wanted more than anything was his lips on mine. He would still be there, around me and my "friends" but it would never be the same. It was over.

I drove home; rain had started pouring down on my old car that possessed my fondest memories of us. I didn't drive carefully, I didn't care. I skidded around corners and sped through red lights. I wouldn't have cared if I had skidded off the road, or crashed into another car. Part of me wanted to leave this cruel world, but somehow I made it home alive. My life carried on, but on the inside I was dead.

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