Hey its me! So I've written stories for Mcabby and slight tiva and also power rangers S.P.D. I figured its time I wrote something for the vampire diaries. I'm a huge bamon and stelena fan. Sorry to everyone who isn't a fan of that but here is my little one-shot of a tvd story. I might make it multi-chaptered. I don't know for sure yet, so for right now its just a one-shot. I'm doing it form Damon's point of view. Please bear with for it probably won't be very good. And unfortunately I do not own the vampire diaries.
Damon's P.O.V.
Damn confusing feelings. Things were so much easier when I didn't give a damn about anyone, and drank from women who interested me. It's when I let people get close to me that my life went downhill. For example my feelings.
I confessed my feelings towards Elena to Elena and get a kiss. It might have been just a pity kiss considering I was DYING. Then Katherine came gave Elena the cure and told her the news about Stefan. Elena's world could have came crashing down when she heard that, but I didn't want to know. It would ruin the moment. I actually got a kiss from Elena, the real Elena and not Katherine pretending to be Elena.
I don't really know what attracts me to Elena. She looks like Katherine but she is so different from Katherine. She is a bit more timid, hell of a lot quieter, actually and genuinely cares about people, and is very independent. She still has the fire in her like Katherine, and sure knows how to run around behind peoples' backs like her too. Maybe that's why I like her. Cause she has Katherine's looks and a winning personality. But another and horrible quality she got from Katherine too, is the love for Stefan.
Oh he is such a Saint. Not really. Sure he cares more. He tries to do what you tell. He protects everybody and does what's right. But is all that ever really fun? No, not really. Stefan sits there and broods. Hell, he has lines on his forehead from all the worrying he does. So what if he is more gentle? He sure can't live it up. I would do anything for Elena. Sure Stefan would too. But I will literally do ANYTHING for her. As long as it means she stays alive. I don't care who dies as long as Elena survives.
Ok, maybe I do care who lives and who dies. Cause the other confusing part to my feelings is this fondness I have for a certain witch. She sure knows how to pick a fight with me and still be one of the very few people I have ever genuinely thanked in my whole existence. I like the fire in her. Seeing her eyes shine as we fight. I like how proud she has become. When I first met her, she could barely stand on her own two feet. And now, she is fighting off world class jerks, douche bags, and bastards. Bonnie has become so much stronger. She is rather beautiful too.
That day at the decades dance, I realized that I actually did care. And she pointed it out to me. Not knowingly she did but she did. Having her dance with me, feeling her warmth against my cold skin, that was one of the greatest feelings ever. Not like how it was with Elena. Elena was nice to be near, but I didn't really seem to care she was near. I was just bragging on the inside because I got this moment with her and Stefan didn't. But with Bonnie it just felt so right. But of course those moments were ruined by Klaus. At the end of Bonnie's great battle, I knew she wasn't dead, but it sure looked like it. I actually started to believe she was dead. That vacant stare in her emerald eyes just wasn't right, and skin lost all the warmth it had before. When I shut her eyes, I didn't shut them because that was the routine. I shut them so I would feel better. They made me believe she were dead. With them closed she looked more like she was sleeping, and that was more comforting to think. When I shut her in the trunk, it felt like the world had just lost something great. My world just lost something great.
I kept thinking, trying to convince myself, this is all for Elena. It's all to see those warm brown eyes filled with happiness and partnered with a breathtaking smile. The joy in her wonderful voice. That was what it was for. For all that. The thing I wanted most. Or was it? Even though I tried to convince myself Elena was the real prize. I couldn't help but worry and think about Bonnie. I wanted to know if she was alright. For Elena's sake of course. Or was it for my own? It couldn't have been for my own. I loved… no love Elena. It had to be for Elena's. It was for Elena's and Elena's only.
Everything was so perfect after that dance. We had a weapon against Klaus. Everyone was happy and smiling. We had Bonnie back. Which only made Elena smile more, making Stefan and I smile more. Alaric was back. And it was actually Alaric. We made sure of that. Katherine was still stuck. Thank god for that. She may look like the beauty that is Elena but she is still a horrible bitch. But everything was great. Then it all fell apart again.
Jenna died. Klaus escaped. He knew about Bonnie. I was bitten by a werewolf. Matt knew about vampires, and so did the sheriff. Everything was just wrong. And now Stefan is gone. Even I'm not that cold. I'll admit it this once and to myself in my head. I want Stefan back. It wouldn't be fun without teasing him. Watching him watching me steal is absolutely perfect girlfriend. Which things are gonna have to happen between us. Cause my love for her isn't just gonna go away. But first I need to see that witch. Her and her beautiful caramel skin, memorizing smile, glimmering eyes, and gorgeous hair. Damn, now I'm thinking good things about her. I should be thinking those things of Elena. The girl I just confessed my love to. The girl I've wanted since I came back to this town. The girl who drives me crazy but I love all at once. Not the witch I fight with. The witch that catches my eyes and dates guys like Bore-a-me. Whoops I mean Jeremy. The witch that could kill me in an instant if she really wanted to. She hasn't threatened to do that recently. And I kinda miss it. Its always fun hearing all the different spells and ways she could kill me. The witch never goes through with them, but I know she knows how to. That damn witch. I definitely need to speak to her. Then I can get things going between me and Elena… hopefully. So my next move is talk to the witch. Next important stop will be wherever I can find her. But I have to, need to, and want to talk to that witch.