a/n: takes place when edward comes back from new moon and sneaks a peak in bellas room to see if she is sleeping.
chapter 1: singing to me her soul
bella's pov:
I had just came back from italy and I woke alone. A note from edward on my pillow
bella my love
I had to go change and go for a quik hunt
hope you do not wake whilst I am gone
but if so know that you have my heart I have
left it with you.
love edward
stupid unreliable vampires! what if he leaves again! I remember after I got out of my comatose state the anger I had…..
flashback
"come on bella it will be fun" jessica said like she dint really give a shit at all. I looked at my friends at the lunch table for the first time in months. "Fun?" I said sarcasm dripping from my voice. "You know what fuck your fun!" I said and stomped to the hall
angela chased after me. I heard jessica call me a "bitch" but I dint care. "Bell!" angela yelled comeing to me placeing her hand on my shoulder. "Bella look at me!" she said sharpley. I turned torwards her. "I hate him!" I said tears soaking my face. "Listen to this" angela said handing me a cd. I looked at the cover "evanescence". "It helped me with my break ups" She said a small smile forming as she walked away. I ran to my truck not careing if I missed class. There was a note on the cd.
bella
show the world how you feel sing the songs call me when your sober
and my immortal at the talent show tommarow.
ang
end flashback
That's just what I did to I went to the talent show and got first place. I walked to my desk looking in the drawer it held two disks the cd from angela,, and the talent show that angela vidio taped. I pulled the dvd out and popped it in my laptop pushing play.
video:
I walked onto the stage shyley. "isabella swans first performance call me when your sober" The principal said and walked off stage giving me an encourageing nodd. I walked right up to the microphone. "Um this is a song I would like to dedicate to my ex-boyfriend the plots off but the feelings are the same." I mumbled as the music started.
I was going to put all my anger into this. My facial expression changed from shy to angry as I began singing….
don't cry to me, if you loved me
you would be here with me
you want me come find me
make up your miiiiind!
shoulda let you fall, lose it all
so mabe you can remember yourself
cant keep believing, your only decieving
yourself and im sick of the lies!
and your to late
don't cry to me if you loved me
you would be here with me
you want me come find me make up
your miiiiind!
couldn't take the blame
sick with shame
must be exhosting to lose
your own game.
selfishly hated , no wonder your
jaded you cant play the victem this
tiiiiime
and your to late
so don't cry to me
if you loved me you
would be here with me
you want me
come find me
make up your mindddd!
(tears ran down my face)
you never call me when your soberrrr
you only want it couse its over
oh its overrrr!
how could I break were over
how could iiiiii if you were
never mine!
so don't cry to me
if you loved me you would be
here with me
don't laugh at me just get your
things ive made up your mind.
"thank you" video bella said.
I then felt a hard hand on my shoulder. I looked up my tear bleared eyes seeing my adonis that had left me. The man I risked my life for. The man that hatefull song was
dedicated to. "Im sorry" I sobbed. Edwards face was a mask of pain. He said notheing just wrapping his stone arms around me. "No love, im sorry" he whispered into my hair.
"Ill never leave you again"
A/N: so what did you think? should I wright another chapter with her singing my immortal? or leave it at this? r+r let me know.