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Pairing : Timothy Mcgee/ Anthony Dinozzo.

Warnings: This story can contain Slash, Male+Male. adult contence and violence.

This is also the first story i ever made and I'm sorry if my English is bad, ejnoy though.

Mcgee had alot of thoughts, he always had. But the past month they had mainly been about a person, a very specific person and that person was Anthony Dinozzo, his colleague at NCIS. His problem was though, that it wasn´t just random thoughts, but again very specific thoughts he had. First he had ofc. denied his thoughts, mainly because he first thought he was crazy, and secondly because he knew, that if Tony ever found out about his thoughts, he would deffently make fun of him for the rest of his life.

"MCGEE!.." He jumped from his chair, choked by the yelling from Gibbs, he must have dozed away for a minut maybe..?.

"um.. boss, you said?" he tryed to sound neutraly like nothing happend. "I said, grab your gear, we're going" Gibbs didn't look pleased, but yet again, he almost never did. He looked up too see the others already stood up and looking kinda worried at him, he must had been long gone in his thoughts. " sorry boss" he started to grab his gear " don't say sorry, its a sign of weakness" Gibbs said as he walked to the elevator.

He was going to drive with Dinozzo, of all people it had to be him, not that he didn't like Tony.. Ohh boy did he like him, but he didn't like to drive with him alone, it was... awkward.. and now best of all, they had got lost, nice.

" nicely Mcgoogle, now why the fuck aren't we there?" Tony sounded pissed, the angry eyes focusing on the road in front of him. " beeecause I said you should turn right at the road, then left at second traffic light and then left again after the first traffic light" Mcgee didn't look up from his GPS, he knew he had done it right, and he knew Tony wouldn't give up.

"I DID!" tony shouted, now clearly frustrated about the growing traffic in front of sighed, he just had to try get tony to come down and get the on the right direction. "No Tony, you turned right insted of left at the second turn, thats why we're lost" he murmured, hoping Tone didn't hear, but ofc. he did.

" Well if your so clever McIknowtheway, then why don't you get us on the right direction?" this time Tony didn't realy seemed to be angry, strange.. he thought, Tony never ever gave up on a discussion, not even when he wasn't right.

They, after what seemed to be a hundred years, got to the suspects house, the others there already ofc. and Gibbs didn't look happy at all. Again Mcgee could only sighed, this was going to be a very very long and painful day, he just knew.

"what took so dam long Dinozzo?" Gibbs was now at the car, still not looking happy. Tony also not looking pleased at all answered growling "ask Mcblockhead, he got us lost". He could feel Gibbs' eyes in his neck but didn't turn around, he was to tired for Tony's arguement right now, Gibbs' didn't seem to want to take that one either today and said simply "since it took you two numb heads too come, we already checked the house, and he isn't here, so you two have the honor to check the house for anything connecting the suspect too the murder on the lieutenant.

"I'll take the yard and you take the indoor" Tony didn't look at him for an agreement that it was okay with him, and Mcgee just did as told and went inside too look around the house for any object, linking the suspect too the murdercase. While he was searhed the kitchen he led his mind slip away too other stuff, he didn't understand why Tony always was either angry at him or teasing him with something, like he still was a probie...

He suddenly and very fast got his mind on the sound he heard outside where Tony was. The thing he had heard was 2 gunshots, and now he was terrified that something terrible had happend to Tony.

"TONY!" He shouted, and cursed himself for how scared his voice sounded, he ran outside as fast as he could, making sure on the way that no one was around, and when he found Tony, he was laying on the grass in a puddle of blood...