JAYS POINT OF VIEW:

Emma's been gone the whole summer, not like I'd know… she never wants to see me again.

But I hear things.

Partying it up in California with Manny Sluto's. Hmph, Nelson? Partying? Couldn't see it.

It's been three months, it feels forever.

I can't feel her presence anymore. It was gloomy every day. I've barely went out to party either. I feel like she was never here… feel kinda empty.

School starts back up in a week… I wonder how it'll be…

ONE WEEK LATER:

NO ONES POINT OF VIEW

Everyone was doing that thing, that thing where they pretend their happy to see another, hugging in front of school and explaining how their summer was.

Jay leaned against his orange civic and breathed in his cigarette. Why didn't he just drop out?

There was no reason to be here anymore.

He wondered if she was here yet.

He grew a bit taller, fuller, still had the bad boy gangster clothes though and that famous backward black hat and chain.

He made it to grade 10. Face it, he was suppose to be in Grade 11, but hey… skipping fucks up your grades.

He flicked his cigarette and nodded to the famous 'couple' Ellie and Sean who came over.

"Man," Sean greeted, slapping hands with Jay, "Barely seen you all summer, where've you been?"

"Around."

Ellie blinked and shared a look with Sean.

"ravine probably." Sean joked to him, Jay just shook his head no slowly and stared off.

Ellie raised an eyebrow…. Not a talker anymore. That was different. Sean frowned… Emma really damaged him. Well he was sure Jay hurt her too.

"Sup guys!" Spinner came on over bouncing a basketball, "how was summer!"

Sean and Spinner went over their events while goth girl just smiled and watched. Jay rolled his eyes and looked up at the sky. He wished he was dead.

"Holllyyyyy… SHIT." He heard Spinner slowly say and raised an eyebrow, looking at him.

He was staring toward school so Jay got curious and started to turn-

"Jay I wouldn't… look…" Sean drifted off knowing it was too late, Jay had already looked.

You see…. Emma Nelson was beautiful, pretty type of girl. We all knew this. She didn't need make up or revealing clothes to show off her body and self… but…. She was now.

"Oh my god." Spinner laughed and bit his fist turning to them, "Nelson got hot!" he shouted.

Emma got out of a jeep and was still her long blonde hair self, only now it was pure straight, someone had shown her the love of a straightner. She wasn't covered with make up but she had natural mascara on, showing off her long lashes and it made her eyes pop. She was smiling to Manny and those braces were off… and a bra was on. Girl defiantly filled out over the summer. She cut her bangs too across her forehead… she wore a short… very short jean skirt with a fashionable white tank top and a anchor necklace…. In all, Jay was trying not to drool just like the other boys he was reminding himself to kill after.

Spinner started jumping a bit until Jay grabbed his collar of his shirt and shoved him back after noticing his outburst. But god, Spinner was such a fucking dumbass pig sometimes.

Spinner gave him an odd look and Ellie and Sean shared a knowing look.

"Let's go to class." Jay sneered, storming off the other way and they slowly followed after.

Who the hell did Emma think she was?

What the hell was she doing?