Title: I Had To Fall To Lose It all
Author: CyberSix
Rating: PG-13 and up
Author's notes: First Of paper cut chronicles. I don't own CCS and so on…
* Emptiness.... what a blow huh? I mean all you get is loneliness and crap like that...or should I say emotions.... no.emotion just creeps up behind you and grabs your ass right? Emptiness is part of an emotion. Which really stinks for me.... cause I don't feel. That's right. I don't feel emotion.okay.maybe I do.but that's just anger...and ANGER is a healthy thing for me. I usually took classes so I won't beat the fuck out of anyone that gets in my way. Or pushed my way...but that's a different story aight! Okay...I don't trust people much cause well.... they stab you in the fucking back and laugh at you. I use to be a cornball...or a goody...I was nice and shit. I mean my mom always told me to respect others! Well mother dear. Respect doesn't get you anywhere! I mean, I was never mean to people before cause I wanted to have friends...I really wanted friends who I can trust and all.... but no. I had to be the unlucky one...Friends my ass.... They humiliated me in front of the school. One of my so-called friends took pictures of muah while I was changing. My so-called Bitch friend happened to be editor of the fucking school paper! She published it in the paper. And my rep was just plained ruined...grrrrr...I guess now you know why I took anger management class. I beat that motherfucker when she was home alone at her stupid house. I beat her with a fucking plastic bat for crying out loud...but...I did took a couple punches to her " ohh so beautiful face of hers". Then I left her there to cry her eyes out...seriously. Girls like her give us badass chicks a bad name...we call em sissies. That's why I don't trust people anymore. I stay distant form my family. I like to be alone. I like the feeling of...emptiness. I guess. Anger, hate, loneliness...is like a paper cut. You know why? Cause a paper cut is painful...blood just seeping through your skin. Dripping. Blood don't trust anyone. It just spills. Paper cut is hate. You know why? Cause paper cut hurts wherever it is and wherever it ends up. Paper cut is like loneliness.... if nobody cares for the paper cut...well. You guess it...I get a paper cut almost everyday...cause of anger. *
" SAKURA SWEETHEART!!!!!!! GET UP!!! YOU'RE GOING TO TO TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL PUMPKIN!!!! " Sakura's dad yelled from the kitchen during breakfast.
* Ohhhhh.god.... can they yell any fucking louder...the 'rents are so cornball...too goody parents! *
" IM UP ALREADY DAD!!!! YOU DON'T NEED TO YELL MY EAR OFFF DAMMIT!!!!" Sakura replied.
" IM SORRY SWEETIE PIE!! AND PLEASE DON'T CUSS...NOT UNDER MY ROOF!!!" said Sakura's dad.
" WHATEVER DAD," said Sakura in a dull voice.
Sakura made her way downstairs wearing black clothes and skull necklace. Tori just looked at his sister in a wide-eyed expression. Sakura's dad just looked at her with a good morning smile. A father's smile to his little princess.
" Why good morning my cherry blossom," Sak's dad said with a smile
" Morning father," said Sakura in non-interested voice.
" Well...you look dressed for the first day of school." said Tori while eating breakfast.
" Well...for your information Tora, I like to dress this way. Or haven't you noticed for the past 2 years huh?" replied Sakura.
Suddenly...Sakura's mom made her way downstairs to the kitchen. She wore a short blue sundress with sunflowers on them. Her long dark hair flowed behind her. Her mom's eyes sparkled when she saw her family in the kitchen. She eyed her daughter carefully and smiled.
" Good morning everybody!! You look very wonderful today Sakura! Especially on your first day of school!" said Mrs. Avalon.
" Thanks mom...you look nice today too." Sakura said." at least someone appreciates the way I look today." Sakura says while staring at her brother.
" Everybody. It's a wonderful autumn morning...and I don't want to have to deal with arguments okay, " said Mrs. Avalon.
" Your mother's right you 2.not right now. Maybe later," Mr. Avalon says with a grin.
" Ohh!! Sweetheart!! You cooked breakfast today!! Ohhh I love you!!" Mrs. Avalon says and kisses her husband.
Mr. Avalon starts to blush...almost. Beet red. Tori and Sakura just look at them.
* Sometimes I think they need therapy.... they are way too happy...*
" Umm...u know.... Your 2 darling children are here...eating breakfast. But can't ...since their parents are all luvey duvey.kissy kiss," said Tori with a smirk.
" Well said Mr. Too Many jobs!! The 'rents are getting to cozy!! Get a room please!! I don't need to see this now...not ever!" Sakura said while grinning.
* Ahhh.how my family gets along so well. No wonder I love them!! Sure. They can be annoying at times...but they still my family! *
" Ohhhhh alright Old people!!!" Mrs. Avalon said while stifling a laugh.
" Old people!!!!" said Tori and Sakura in unison" NUHHHH UHHH!!!"
" Come on Mister Shaker!! Lets go upstairs and have some fun today!!" said Mrs. Avalon with a seductive grin.
" Uhhhh.... okay lets go!!!" says Mr. Avalon " shaker" while dragging his wife upstairs.
Sakura and Tori just look on amazement.
" I think the coffee got to them today...." mumbled Tori
All Sakura could say at that moment was..." Ewwwwwww!!!"
* Man....My parents may think they are hip. But ewe...now all I can think of during breakfast was.... I don't even want to go there...although a brother or sister might be nice.... hehehe. Okay.it is November and my family and I just moved here.... it sucks, but its okay. I mean...we moved here about 2 weeks ago...we moved stuff...The parents enrolled Tori and me to a school. I'll be a sophomore this year...and Tori...onto college. At least he's getting his own place soon...Tori made a new friend...I think what's his face was named...Julian.yah that's it Julian Star.... I think he's gay...but ohh well. He's pretty tight! This town is pretty whacked!! I mean, I saw Valley Girls everywhere!!! They were Giggling!!! Who in their right mind would fucking giggle? COME ON!!! Sissy's GIGGLE!!! Last Saturday...my brother made me wear...regular clothes...so that I don't stand out in the crowed.... we were walking around town looking and shit.nothing interesting really. He did promise me that after that day. I can wear whatever I want... WOOPPPIIEEE!!!............Weeelllll...school starts in an hour...might as well leave and walk right? I hope I don't run into them valley people!! I swear if I do!! I'm going to hurl then make them cry...then cuss them out...motherfuckers!!...This is going to be a long fucking day. More like hell.oh wait... already there.... I mean.... I'm the new kid in school...anyone messes with me. They will damn well regret it!!! *