Tainted love

Am I merely your reflection and nothing more? Am I as you said, your "Lesser half"? If nothing else, my name gives me away, "Krad". It's just a reflection of your name, Dark. At least your name has a meaning. "Krad!" The name is nothing, a joke thought up at the last moment. Is this what I am forever doomed to be? Your shadow and nothing more? I have always been in your shadow dark. I stood in the shadows as you got all the credit, the spotlight, the fame, the love, and my artwork. I can't say I care for fame and fortune, I just want my art back, and, I want you. The fact that you run from me makes me want you even more, but I can never have you, you are the image of perfection. Mysterious, alluring, witty, handsome, charming and dangerous, everything a girl could ever want. But me? Oh no, I was not endowed with your charms. I'm shy, introverted, quiet driven and Goddamned PRETTY! I'm Pretty,as in girl pretty. You always found that amusing didn't you? If it isn't enough to steal my family's artwork and hide it away from the rest of the world , you have to taunt me about it, you have to flaunt your victories. That's all you know isn't it….Victory? I suffer failure after miserable failure and you walk away with what is rightfully mine every time! EVERY GODDAMNED TIME YOU OUTSMART ME! I know I should hate you but I can't, I just can't. I love you, somehow, despite everything… I love you. Daaku-sama why do you do this to me? Do you feel the same way? I'm so tired of this futile game DAMNIT! Why don't you just kill me and get it over with? At least then I would be free of you my beloved enemy.