Just a small oneshot.
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Was I feeling it again?
That bittersweet emotion that is able to make our hearts flutter and fill our stomach with butterflies but at the same time, can make our heart shred to tiny pieces and feel like someone is stomping on it with very thick winter boots?
Was it the feeling that I felt when I was 9 and left me feel very melancholic and bitter?
I think it is.
Oh how I wished I wasn't struck with Cupid's arrow again!
How I wished I don't notice the way her hair falls to her shoulder, or the very rare occurrences when he actually smiles rather than scowl. The times when her sky-coloured eyes soften as she talks to her best friend - it makes my heart melt.
I wish I didn't fall in this crazy little emotion that can make people both mad and insane.
I wish I for the second time, that I hadn't fell in love with Helga Pataki.