You always read about how things end so well between Miley and L, but you never really think about how thinks would actually go if Miley were to confess hher love for L.
Reality Check
Summary: M loves Lilly... she always has, but what would actually happen in real life if Miley TOLD her?
I didn't want to write this, but it planted itself in my head, and I just had to get it down. Seriously... I thought that I was going crazy!
Please... no matter how badly it depresses you, read all the way through... there IS a point to all the sadness...I think.
It is the same thing every morning. I sit there waiting for change... waiting for her to notice me... waiting for something to happen where we would be together... just like in a cheesy romantic comedy. Well... there is no change, she does not notice me, and nothing happens. This is no cheesy movie, and there is nothing romantic, OR comedic about my situation. We will never be together. I will never hold her in my arms whispering sweet nothings into her ear. I will never wake up to her staring down at me. I will never be hers, and she will never be mine.
My name is M, and I am in love with my best friend. There truly is no chance for love here because... she's a girl... a straight girl. I know what you're thinking... Aww... this is one of those cute little storys where the main charachter thinks that they have no chance when acutally, the other person is pining over the main charachter, and they and up getting married and living a long and happy life.. Well... its not, and she isn't. Life isn't a movie... it is dirty and unforgiving. My story is one of those storys that just gives you a reality check... it shows you how unfair life really IS. I know that it sounds depressing, but it needs to be said. Life isn't a happy little love fest. life is dirty, unhappy, and usually, there is no perfect ending. This is an important lesson to learn. We need to have those sad days or even those sad lifetimes so that we can truly appreciate what we have been given. I for one know that I have been given a loving family, the best job in the world, and friends that are more than anyone could ask for.
Lillyis my best friend, my confidant, the yin to my yang. She is everything to me, and I can never tell her. I love her more than anyone else will, and she will never know of my affections, and to make matters worse, Oliver, her boyfriend knows of my love, and flaunts it. He straight up FLAUNTS it! I will be sitting there minding my own god-damned buisness when he will glance over at me with Lilly on his lap, smirk, and then proceed to pull her down for a big sloppy wet kiss. Do you think that is fun for me? Do you think that I enjoy watching my two best friends stick their tongues down each other's throats? Well I DON'T. I downright DESPISE Oliver for it. He used to be one of my closest friends, but now... he makes my life a living hell.
I might hate Oliver, but I keep up the ruse of happiness to show Lil that I'm perfectly content. If she is okay, then I am too. I might not ever be able to truly hold her in my arms, but I WILL make sure that she is as happy as she can be. I wont do anything to make her life any harder than it is.