A/N: Well, this is my baby! I work on this like all the time! A bit of warning though..Bella is OOC...more like Alice...just a lot less...Alice haha...hope you like it and please be kind...dont break my heart because this is my favourite :)

Disclaimer: SM owns Twilight. I own one episode of True Blood and a very cool ceiling fan :D

BPOV

Looking around, it dawned on me how long I had actually spent wandering the world by myself. I realized that I had already been to this place before, on one of my many travels to other countries. Yet it still felt as empty as before. I hadn't felt complete since some monsters killed my mother hundreds of years ago. When I say they were monsters, I mean they were monsters. After 500 years it still gives me the shivers thinking about how they looked. Their eyes still haunt my dreams. It feels like they are watching me, getting ready to come and get me. Thats why I only sleep when I need to, buying things with lots of sugar and caffeine to keep me awake.

Oh, I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Bella. Bella Swan. I look like your average 16-year-old girl; long brown hair, that reaches my waist; chocolate brown eyes; ghostly pale skin with slight freckles around my nose. There's only one small thing that separates me from the rest of them; I'm a fairy. Yes, I mean an actually flying magical fairy. My mother was a fairy too. She fell in love with a human and before she knew it, I came along. I'm not quite sure whether she was pleased that I was a fairy also, or not. Another thing that's strange about me is that I have lived for over 500 years and I am the only fairy I know to still be living. They were all wiped out around 400 years ago by the monsters that invade my dreams.

Ever since my mother died, I have travelled the world and been to almost every country. My favorite place in the whole world has to be Forks, Washington. That was the place I was born and where my mother, father and I all lived together. I was 5 when the monsters came. My mother told me to run away and I haven't returned since. No matter where I went, I never felt complete. At this moment I am sitting in the middle of a meditation garden in Japan, yet I still feel nothing. Only one question pondered my mind. Should I return to Forks?

Time passes quickly when you're all alone in the world and all your emotions are pushed deep down inside of you. For the past couple of hours I have been sitting in the middle of the garden, on top of the bridge with my legs crossed and my arms resting on my knees. I had closed my eyes to concentrate with the question being debated inside my head. After about 9 hours, I opened my eyes to find that it was Twilight. My favorite part of the day. The sky came alive with colours and shapes. I looked up into the sky, knowing that my family would be looking down upon me. Any troubled thoughts I had in my head disappeared and finally gave me peace.

I closed my eyes once again to relish in my newfound peace, when my mother came to me in my mind. I saw her so perfectly. I looked a lot like her apart from the fact that she had short light brown hair. I got my dark long curls from Charlie, my father. She smiled at me then started to talk to me.

"Bells, I want you to be happy. You must stop separating yourself from the world. It isn't good for you."

"But mom, I don't know how to socialize with people, and everywhere I got I feel empty!"

"Oh, my darling little girl. I never meant to leave you so young, without telling you about how unique you are. You need to allow yourself to start feeling emotions, pull them out from within you. Go to Forks. I know you have been thinking about returning and seeing it's the place you haven't been since you were 5 and happy. You will find answers there. Trust me when I say that you will. I love you baby, so much and so does your father. He says hi by the way and he wanted me to tell you that he's proud of you and he loves you too."

"Thanks mom, I love you both too. And miss you so much. But it makes me feel better knowing that you two are looking over me. So where should I go once I get to Forks?"

"Baby we miss you too! And we will always be there watching over you, never forget that. Once you get to Forks, go to the north side of the town, right by the forest. There will be a house there that your father and I bought just after you were born. We never moved there, we were saving it for you. There will be everything you need. Love you sweetheart, always have, always will."

"Thanks mom."

And with that she was gone. I opened my eyes to darkness yet I felt a white light inside of me. I stood up in the dark with new self-confidence. I climbed on top of the railings on the bridge and flung myself of it. One of the really cool things about being a fairy; I can fly. Yes, fly and I have actual wings. No one ever sees my wings though because I can turn them invisible.

I unfolded my wings and let them catch the wind. I was pulled high into the night sky. This was what I loved about being a fairy: flying. Feeling the wind blow through my hair was pure bliss. It was also effortless: as easy as breathing. I could fly quite fast so I knew I could make it to Forks by morning if I didn't stop for a rest. I was quite keen to get there so I decided that I would rest once I got there. Hopefully I would feel comfortable and have little trouble sleeping.

While flying hundreds of questions hit me; would I remember anything about Forks? Did it look the same? Would the same families still be living there? Would I attend school to interact with people? Most of the questions would be answered once I got there, but still the anticipation was killing me!

I had been flying for the whole night when dawn started to break. I looked below and saw that I was flying above land. It suddenly hit me that I was flying above the Quileutes land just outside of Forks. I knew that I would be approaching the house soon enough so I folded my wings in slightly and let my self drop towards the ground.

Closing in towards the ground I started to notice the scenery around me more. God it was b-e-a-utifly! Lush green trees covered half the ground. It was so calming and peaceful. It made me feel my emotions slowly coming out of the box I had worked so hard to keep them in but I didn't push them back down. I felt happiness fill me, something I hadn't felt in a long time. I couldn't help but smile to myself. I already felt like this was where I needed to be. This was where I would find my answers and find peace in my life.

I descended into the trees and landed oh-so lightly on the balls of my feet. Unfortunately my wings were also linked to my emotions, so now that I felt happy my wings started to flutter slightly. A chuckle escaped my lips. Shock quickly replaces my happiness. I hadn't laughed since the day my mother died. I sat down on a rock to gather myself. I gazed into the lush green maze, while I puzzled over the questions that had now exploded in my brain. I have been here all of 5 minutes and I'm showing emotions that I haven't show in well over a couple of hundred years. It's the strangest thing. I sat there with a puzzled look on my face for god knows how long.

After some time, I stood up from my rock, finally realizing that my mom was right. I was going to find all my answers here. I was about to set off into the forest to look for the house, when I heard a rustling in the bushes. I turned round and walked towards the sound. I walked up to a large leafy bush and started to push my way through. Then I heard the rustling again, from behind me. Startled, I turned around to find myself face to face with a huge rust coloured wolf, his large yellow eyes staring at me.

I gasped and flew out of the blush, into the top of a tree. I hid my face behind a branch, shaking, causing the whole tree to quiver with my terror. I closed my eyes praying that the monster would go away.

A/N: CLIFFHANGER!!!! I know...but the more you review the fast i will update...its here ready and waiting...just need your magic words of praise...hopefully :D:D

Lizzie xxx