hey everyone this is my first story hope you like its something thats been on my mine oh one more thing if you dont have nothing nice to say then dont review its simple as that you dont have to read but if you have some good critics to say to make my story better feel free to tell me !!!! :D...

DISCLAIMOR; I dont own twilight or the characters

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Bella's pov

I was so excited to tell my beloved the news that i was rushing threw traffic aaaaaaaa i just couldn't believe what a wonderful day it's been for me!!!! i wonder which of my news i should tell Edward... Even after all this years just saying his name accelarated my heart we been together for 2 years and so we left together for college we bought a house together it was nice enough for both of us and plus we had a game plan we were gonna get married after college ofcourse Charlie had wanted us to go to different colleges and live apart but he soon realized what a bad idea that had been Edward was like the sun to me i could only bloom when he was with me and without him it was a world of darkness with no stars no where to go just a vast emptiness... gosh how mellow dramatic and here i thaught i was normal pft!! I could see are driveway coming up so i did what i do best without thinking first i pushed my feet down the pedal and shot foward with alarming speed almost taking out a stop sign. Good one bella just great but nothing could dampen my mood it was just to much of a good day for me and i couldn't wait to share my news with the most important person in my life. i came to a skidding stop threw my door open got my key out of the ignition and raced threw the door. i knocked 2 times and no one answerd poor Edward was probably asleep right now and plus i had his volvo so he couldn't have gone anywhere i unlocked the door myself and headed upstairs. It was so quiet and dark what time was it 9 at night damn i must of tooken longer in my presentation and with my publisher for my new book. I had the biggest smile as i got to our door and opened it i turned on the lights and my world crashed down around me i couldnt believe my eyes lying there in my bed Our bed was Edward and tanya was there with him sleeping oh go oh god oh god it hurt so bad!!! I must of made a noise because Edward shot up in bed to a sitting position he looked at me with a worried expression.

"what's wrong love are you okay?" how can he even ask me that how can he even call me love!!

i look at him witch such bitterness i always knew i wasn't good enough for him GOD im such an idiot.

"Bella your starting to scare me tell me whats wrong?" what's wrong with him god he was acting so calm about this as if he wasnt in bed with another woman. i gave everything to this man everything. i could feel the silent tears leaking out.

"how could you Edward?" i asked tears falling down freely. He starts to get up from bed i put my hands up as if to ward him away "stay away from me, dont step closer to me" i said that last part as he came closer to me.

"Bella i dont understand what did i do to you why are you being like this. Just let me hold you and you can tell me everything love ill stay and listen all night if i have to until you feel better ill even play the piano for you and your song as many times as it takes to make you feel better"

Edward's pov

I was so scared for my love she looked so sad as if someone had just died oh god maybe her dad was sick or something her mom or my parents. I felt on the verge of tears myself just looking at her so beautiful and yet so sad and lonely. I didn't understand what was wrong i remeber this morning driving together to school and how happy she had look then me getting a ride from emmet and his wife rose. They didn't even come in so i know the house was clean i had only made a sandwitch and then had gone up to our room and did some homework and then changing to sweats to sleep in and no shirt and then just knocking out in bed so she shouldn't be mad or sad that the house wasn't clean.

"i cant believe you did this to me Edward i loved so much how could you have slept with her HOW!!!!??" she pointing at the bed slowly as if compelled to see what she sees i see tanya sitting there in bed she had been sitting litsening to us with such i bright smile. As i look at her smile everyhting clicks she must of snuck in our room and layed down. My heart in my throat how could she do that.. that bitch god im so scared right now like i never been before "Bella its not what it looks like you have to listen to me love you have to trust me and listen its no..."

"oh baby just tell her the true we slept together and you loved it" intrupted tanya with her stupid voice i look at bella and know that she's not going to believe me. She starts running out the room i run as fast as i can to catch i can hear tanya laughing behind me. i run outside and grab bella around the waist and squish her to me i can feel tears in my eyes.

"Bella please dont do this dont i love you..You bella please just listen please" shes struggles in my arms but i wont relent. "Bella your hurting me please just.." she slaped me so hard that i let go and stagger.

"Im leaving and i never want to see you again" and as i stood there dumbstruck i whatched the love of my life get in the car and drive away from me. i feel myself crumble to the floor crying so hard it shocks me....

4 years later...