Hi. Been a long time since I posted anything on here. If you're one of my readers from my other stories, thanks for sticking around. Wrote this when I wasn't feeling right.
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My Dearest Demyx,
You like your toast half crispy with the crust cut off
You like the air conditioning set at 76 degrees Fahrenheit
You'll never stand for cold spaghetti
Sometimes
You like to sit
In the middle of the room
And listen to the rain outside
While I read silently beside you—
I think that's horribly cliché
You like the windows open in the car
But only if you are driving fast enough
For the wind
To drown out your thoughts
Sometimes
You bite at your lips
Until they bleed
And then you'll suck on the fresh wound
Which
I think
Only makes it worse
And
You never watch the television
But you turn it on for the ambience
Which
Is a waste of electricity
Really
But I understand where you come from
You're remarkably talented with music
But you believe you are average
Compared to the talent
Of all the other
Pricks
I think
You can become better
Than Bon Jovi
Or
Whoever is the best guitar
Person
When it is hot outside
You like to take a walk
And absorb the sun
Like a hug
Rather than think about
How its rays are burning your skin
And putting more freckles
On your shoulders
You have a mole on your lower neck
And one just above your left hip
You like to be kissed in the morning
But only after you've had enough time
To wake up enough
To comprehend my lips on yours
You like the type of music
Where the guitar
Is louder than the vocalist
I don't so much understand that
But I think it is because
You think the tune speaks louder than
The words
Sometimes
Your breath hitches in your sleep
I stare at you until you exhale
And you usually scratch your nose
Afterwards
I guess I don't know why you do that
Sometimes
You tell me you love me
Before you head out
And I smile and nod
Kiss you on the cheek
And let you go
Your cheek is always soft
And you always breathe in slowly
When I press my lips to your flesh
And I know
That the way you breathe
Can tell me the way your soul beats
Along with your heart.
My heart—
I believe
Does not beat in a rhythm
I believe
My heart
Does not beat with yours
I follow your every move
I listen to your breath
And your heartbeat
I put a ring on your finger
I buy you flowers on Valentine's day
I make love to you when you cry
And when you don't
I give you all that I can
To show you love
As I write this
In the dark with you beside me
I can promise
That in the morning
I will welcome you with
Breakfast
And a happily ever after
But
I will never tell you
That I will never love you
—
Your Dearest,
Zexion
A/N: Thank you for reading. I wrote this story to explore what it might be like to be in a reliable, sturdy relationship while being aromantic. I feel like if anyone in KH is aromantic, it would be Zex, yaknow? Please leave a review
