i know she's totally out of character in ways but bear with me. i couldn't find the best character so then i decided to use kana. you know her as fuu.
Far away
I can't think of anything
And I'm lying here
My body is consuming me
All the color left my skin
Blood is dripping from my mouth
Say goodbye when I go
Don't say it now
I can't bear the thought of you
Leaving me here to die alone
As long as I'm here
Know that I will never marry
No one can share this pain with me
They will never understand
All the flowers have faded
My time will soon come
And yet I'm still lying here
Dreaming of my end
Everything's become so foggy
There's nothing I can see
Call my best friend
Help her bury me
In all of my poems and stories
That's all I ask of you
Cherish me with all the good times we had
Tell me all your last words
Promise me you won't ry
I'm afraid I won't be able to see them
All the pain I've been through
There was no chance of Redemption
Let's hope this is the end of it
Shed you tears
Only after I'm gone
Then fix your eyes
Run out the door
And don't look back
Recite all my poems
And tell me which one you like the best
I wasn't the greatest poet
But you were always willing to read them
I thank you for that
It's the only thing that made me feel alive
In my death bed
This isn't what I call living
The hardest part is saying goodbye
And leaving my best friend
She made me feel as if I was worth something
Stood by my side and continued to be my friend
That's all I deserved
A look of sadness
I don't think I deserve it
Forever I'll sleep
In this place I call home
Bury me when life leaves me
The pain recedes
And my eyes are closing
Now you can start crying
All I ask
Never forget I existed
this kind of goes with me saying that i'm not the greatest poet but i'm going through anything like this at the moment. i was thinking about the song cancer when i was writing this.
review if you like.