Kane,
Why? You want to know why? I'll tell you why, but first, this will be the last time you hear from me. I am sick and tired of being ignored by you, so I'm going to stop calling. I found someone else, anyway.
At one point, I did love you, Kane. Very much so. I even loved you after I spent Christmas with X-Pac. Remember how I freaked out when Test or any other guy looked at me? I wanted to see how much you truly loved me. How far would you go to protect me? Yes, I overreacted, but deep down, I was looking for any excuse I could to say someone violated me, because you would go into a jealous rage, and destroy any man who dared look at me in that way.
You didn't even bother to listen to his side of things, just mine. That's how much you loved me. It really touched my heart, Kane. It did. Had any of the other bimbos looked at you in a certain way, I would have pulled their hair out! I've apologized and apologized, and you're not going to accept my apologies, so I'm just going to tell you everything, and then I'll never bother you again.
I was horrified at the thought of spending my favorite holiday with a man I desipised with every fiber of my being. I wasn't lying when I said I thought about you the whole time. That part was true. When Triple H and Stephanie brought me to X-Pac's hotel suite, he was surprised to say the least. I was expecting him to be nasty and treat me like a piece of meat. He didn't. After Hunter and Stephanie left, X-Pac took my hand, and told me that he wasn't going to hurt me, and that he was sorry for the times he gave me the X-Factor, or when he would kick me in the head.
He deeply regreted doing that, and to make up for it, he ran me a hot bubble bath, and ordered me room service. I couldn't help it. He was being such a gentleman, that I became attracted to him. I was having so many doubts. Did I still love you? Was I falling in love with X-Pac? Before I knew it, we were both in bed together.
When X-Pac told me I had to make a decision, at first, I didn't know what to do. Did I still love you? Did I want to be with X-Pac? You showed me how much you loved me, and I should have stuck by your side. I didn't. I found myself falling for X-Pac. You were right. It turned out to be just lust.
After I broke up with him, he called and told me that he only wanted me for three reasons. He thought I was hot, the sex was great, and he wanted to drive you crazy. No other reasons. You were right all along, Kane. I blew my chance at a great future with you because of that little weasel. Well, there's your explanation. I'm sorry. I did deserve those tombstones and chokeslams from you. Hell, I deserved worse than that. I'm with somebody else now, and I'm determined to not screw up this time. I hope you find somebody who will treat you right and not screw you over like I did. Have a nice life, Kane.
Tori