I couldn't take it anymore.
Everyone I loved was gone and I couldn't deal with the pain. Every single second I have to feel like there is a big hole where my heart should be.
But by now that's probably dead too. It didn't use to be like this, there was a time where everything was perfect. I had both of my families and I had Edward.
I had thought that they, he loved me, but I was wrong. In reality I was just a play thing, something to pass the time for Edward since apparently eternity can get boring.
My fairy tale ended when he told me the truth. Reality just got worse when Charlie died in the field. I still have nightmares about the day he died, I was there.
But fate wasn't done playing with me since Renee was still angry at me for rejecting her offer to live in Jacksonville.
She took drastic measures, such as disowning me once Charlie died. I'm not homeless or anything like that since Charlie left everything to me in his will, but what good am I doing here?
My so called friends avoid me like the plague and I'm still in enough pain to put a grown man to his knees.
That's why I'm out here, standing on the edge of the highest cliff in La Push during a hurricane.
I have no goodbyes to say and I left a note saying to donate my money to charity, I don't plan on walking away from this. I can only hope that I see Charlie in the afterlife.
So I take off my shoes and remember all that has happened since I came to Forks.
As I jump off the cliff I feel an emotion that I haven't felt since my fairytale ended, bliss.
Bliss because this will all be over, bliss because I will get to see my father again, and bliss because I won't have to deal with my pain anymore.
My last thought before I hit the rocks below is very simple, but very painful because I know that it is completely unrequited.
'I love you Edward.'
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