"I won't have to keep using your shower anymore" Toby said walking into the room with just a towel around his waste and another in his hand as he ran it though his hair,

"the one in my apartment will be fixed Monday".

"Its no bother really, I like you being here...it kinda makes the house not seem so barren when I'm alone," I replied trying not to blush as I turned around. I just couldent help smiling as I looked at him, he was my first true love that I didn't take from Melissa. As I marveled over his exposed body he started to walk over to me. He placed his hand on my cheek as his lips found mine. His toungue danced over my lips and I opened my mouth to let him in and our tongues seemed to battle for dominance. Everything about him just made me melt. The heat in my cheeks started to get hotter as his free hand moved to my brest. He left his hand their, almost as if he was asking for permission. After a while I didn't move it, so he started massaging it over my shirt as his other hand left my cheek and slowly moved to the base of my shirt stroking the exposed skin above my waste. I moaned into his mouth, I've never felt this before...it was amazing and it gave me a weird funny feeling in the pit of my stomach. He let's his hand travel under my shirt taking his time caressing my body. His hand soon found my exposed breast and I couldent help but close my eyes and take a deep breath. Since I stopped kissing he looked down at me, his hands still not moving from under my shirt.

"Is this ok?" He began to massage again ever so softly...running his thumbs across my nipples. I shuttered not being able to form words to say.

"T...Toby, don't stop" I said reaching up and pulling his head back to my lips. I needed to feel the whole experience. I remembered something Aria once told me about true love;

"she said you will know it when you feel it, its something you cant see with your own eyes, but yet you can feel it in you soul". In this moment with Toby, I think I felt just that. As his toungue filled my mouth, and his hands caressed my breasts... I couldent help but moan into his mouth. It just felt so good.

"I don't want to wait anymore" I wispered into his mouth...half coherently.

"Spence" he said pulling away, "I don't want to push you too far, you wanted to waite remember?"

"Don't worry Toby you won't... actually...to tell you the truth...I kinda..." All of a sudden I just felt really akward and exposed and I couldent get the words out. Focusing on his eyes I took a deep breath and started again as his face seemed to distort to nervousness and he started to back away. I grabbed his arm...and pulled him back;

"You didn't do anything wrong Toby, its just that all of this is new to me. To tell you the truth that was amazing. I've never felt like that before".

"You know I don't wanna push you into something you don't want to do" he said looking into my eyes. As he spoke though he still seemed nervous and I couldent help but laugh when I noticed he was still only in the towel.

"You won't" I said pulling him back into a kiss as I fell backwards onto my bed. I could hear a car pull up in the driveway and a door slam shut.

"Looks like your moms home," he looked at me and I made a pouty face. "I love that face on you Spence, it brings out your eyes". He laughed and crawled off my bed as he slid on his pants under the towel. Taking a hold of the towel he rolled it in a ball and threw it at me laughing; "your moms gonna think we were up to something if u keep looking at me like that". He pulled his shirt over his head and smiled. A door slammed downstairs followed by my mothers voice;

"Spencer...Toby; I brought home lunch if your hungry".