Heartbroken
My mind was filled with sadness thinking of the love of my life. All the old memories we had shared together, Are now just a distance memory in the back of my mind. He's gone now and he will never come back. After Lee had died, I spent the last two months at my grandparents house, To try and get my mind of all the sadness his death had given me.
We had only just moved in with each other four months ago, we were planning to get married next year, and we'd be married to each other for eternity, to grow old together. I know he's watching me from up above, guiding me thought my rights and wrongs, and step by step comforting me though my biggest fears and weakness.
The house is so lonely and quiet Lee and I used to go everywhere together but his death changed my whole life and now I'm just a hopeless wreck and I can't seem to get over it.
A few days after I returned…
I finally returned back to my own house but I found it really hard because Lee wasn't there and everything was different the bed was empty and I had no one to snuggle up to if I was scared or frightened, it was horrible! I thought to myself will I ever get over this or will I ever fall in love with another man. As soon as I thought that I thought what am I thinking no one will ever replace Lee he is the most handsome, kind hearted man I have ever met and no one will ever replace that quality.
I was going through my photo album when I saw a picture of the day when Lee had proposed to me and that was the most amazing day of my life. That whole entire day I remembered that I had extremely good luck and everything went my way on that day, everything ran quite smoothly all through the day and on that magical night my biggest dream had happened when I went to bed that night I thought to myself could this day have been any better all those good memories have now turned into sad memories because everything good that had during my life, Lee and I have both experienced them together.