The Gloomy Day
Part 1 Mikuo's Story
Today the rain is pouring so hard. I hate rain in the morning because this situation make me remembering that day when Rin rejected me. That day the rain was pouring so hard, I woke up early in the morning because of the sound of the rain. I washed my face and went to the dining room to find if there any snack that I could eat. I grab the cookies in the jar and ate it. Half hour later Meiko went down and she was asking why I'm in there in this early morning. After we talked for a minute, she cooked breakfast for us. I practiced singing in my room when I wait for the breakfast ready. I just have two days to remember all this lyric and practice sing it. My partner for this song was Kagamine Rin. She was very cute and have a lovely voices that makes me fell in love with her. It's been already 2 month since I fell in love with her. But lately I never saw her around because she had many project to do. I hope my performance two days again would be better. So, Rin will fell in love with me. The only one who knew that I fell in love with Rin was Gumi. She also loved me, but she knew that I would never love her back. So, I just assumed that she was my little sister. And seems like she happy just with this condition. Meiko called me from down stair. I came to her and she asked to wake up all the vocaloid, Fanloid, and Utaite in this mansion. So, I went to the up stair woke them up. After that I went down again and gathered with them to eat breakfast. When I ate, I looked at Rin she laughed cheerfully. I wanted to hug her, embrace her in my arm. Rin looked back at me and suddenly I pulled my stare away and started to talk to Nano who beside me.
After ate breakfast, I watched my favorite movie in TV. Suddenly Rin approached me and ask me to go to the supermarket with her. Of course I said yes, this would be an opportunity to go out with her. Gumi saw us from the other side of the sofa and she suddenly walk away go to up stair with the troubles face, maybe that she almost crying. I felt really bad I should talk to her first before I went out to the supermarket. So, I went up stair and knocked the Gumi's room door. She opened it but her eyes were wet. I talked to her and just letting me go with a fake smile. She locked the door, and I went down. Rin already waiting me in the front door. We went there by train. When we arrived there we looked at the list and searched the thing that listed. In the way home Rin asked something that make me suddenly shut my mouth for a while. She asked me, why am I always really care about her. After that question I confess my feeling to her, my face was really red up to my ears. Rin suddenly quite for a bit and the situation really awkward. And then Rin started talking and answer my question. She said that she love me but just as her big brother. Of course I said okay but my heart slashed but I still faking my smile in front of her. And now I knew how Gumi's feeling all this time. It's really painful.
That was a really a bad day. I don't want to repeat that day again. After that day until now Gumi always faking her smile in front of me. I want to help her move on but I think it'll getting worse. So, I just silently watching her from behind and help her if she needs my help.