Past Present Future

BPOV

Chapter 1

Forks Washington here I come. Today I was headin' to the rainiest place ever. Ok maybe not ever but still…

I'm headin' there alone unfortunately. I wish I was going with Jas… don't go there Bella!

I still think about him after all this time. 103 years ago I was bitten and he was killed, my fiancé that is.

We were very much in love and we were set to get married when one night while we were driving home…

Vampires showed up. I was taken from Jas…him but I remember hearing him scream my name just before I was screamin' in pain. I woke up on my own from my change and well…he was gone, dead.

I've been on my own for the most part since my change. I never really stuck around long enough for an actually coven to join me but I had a few good bonds here and there.

So anyway here I am ready to attend high school yet again just to pass the time and keep my mind from wanderin' to unpleasant thoughts.

I miss Texas, my hometown born and raised but it hurts to go there so I've avoided it for the most part.

I was wearin' a pair of skinny black jeans with knee high 4inch healed black boots over them. I matched it with a grey off the shoulder top that fit snugly and wasn't too revealing. I really wanna wear my cowboy boots but I thought it best to brace them for the cowgirl before I go in full force.

My brown waist length hair was down and naturally wavy. I was wearin' very little make up, just a little mascara and eyeliner.

I hopped into my black, sleek car and drove off for my first day at forks high.

When I arrived and got out of the car gracefully I got many stares. Lustful, jealous, curious, fear, longing…the list goes on and on.

I hated getting stared at. I may be a vampire and beautiful but that doesn't mean I love to get stared at by a bunch of people. That's when I smelt it. More vampires, I could smell them as they entered the car park but I kept going to the main office. I'm sure we'll meet later.

I got my schedule from a very dazzled woman at the desk. It's insane even woman get dazzled by female vamps.

I walked to my first class hearing people talk and think about me. Hold up… you're probably confused about the whole feeling emotions and hearing thoughts well, you see I'm a sponge so I have loads of powers. Let me tell you it's fuckin' awesome.

When I entered my first class and got stared at some more my stuttering teacher signed my sheet and told me wear to sit. I'll have to remember not to smile at him so much if he's gonna stutter that badly all the time.

I sat down and then heard someone whisper my name from behind me. I turned in my seat to see a small pixie vampire.

She had black spiky hair and was very short but she was gorgeous all the same.

"Hi, I'm Alice I saw you coming yesterday" she said to me.

"Hi, I'm Bella as you know" I smiled "What do you mean saw?" just as I asked her I felt myself absorb her power. Ah, she could see the future.

"I see the future" she said "What about you?" she asked.

"Sponge, I just got your power" I laughed as did she.

"Hey, I have a coven of seven here. Five of us are at school you should come sit with us at lunch" she said.

"Seven?" I asked amazed.

She smirked "Yeah, I know. So what so you say?"

"Sure I'd love to meet ya'll" I drawled. I am not doing well at toning down the cowgirl. Oh well, screw it.

"Oh, you're from Texas aren't you?" she asked.

"Um, yeah" I said.

"Cool, one of the vamps in my coven is from Texas too" she said with a glint in her eye and a wicked smile.

I smiled against my own will, it was hard not too "Is there somethin' I should know?" I asked her suspiciously.

She smiled even bigger and shook her head "I don't want to ruin it" she whispered as the class was called to attention.

I laughed and shook my head. I could tell we would get along great, I mean yeah she's a little bubbly but it suits her. She's nice.

I didn't really pay attention to the class I was away with my thoughts…always a dangerous thing with me.

Before I knew it Alice brought me out of my thoughts and I noticed I had been absently playing with my engagement ring that now sat on my third finger on my left hand rather than the fourth.

"So I'll see you at lunch?" she asked.

"Yeah, I'll see ya'll there" I said.

I walked to my next class and the next bored out of my mind already until lunch finally came around.

When I walked into the lunch room and had collected my props Alice stood on a chair and waved me over. I smiled a little at the sight.

"Hi Bella, this is everyone" she started. I could feel one of the vampires stare a hole into the side of my head from the intensity but I kept my eyes on the people being introduced at the time.

"This is my mate Edward" he was boyish and had that pretty look about him but he was nice, he smiled at me and said hello as I smiled back.

"This is Rosalie and her mate Emmett" Emmett was huge, I mean really fuckin' huge and had a giant grin on his face. Rosalie looked like a freakin' supermodel. She was gorgeous and had a kind smile on her face as she said hello.

"And last but not least this…is Jasper" as soon as she said the name I froze. Stop it Bella, he's gone suck it up.

I turned to the last vampire ready to politely say hello and not feel too much pain when I said the name. But when I looked at him I swear I felt like passing out.

It was him. It was MY Jasper. He looked the same only better with my new eyes. His hair was blond and just as devilish as ever, his eyes were bronze like mine and his family. He had scars all over him and wore the same expression of shock as I was sure I did.

When I felt his emotions I couldn't take it anymore. I could feel shock, confusion, relief, hope, love, lust, longing and happiness. The kind of happiness a man gets when he sees the sun for the first time in years or some shit like that.

I couldn't take it. I had no idea how long we had sat there and stared at each other but I needed to breathe. Was this real or a hallucination?

I turned to the table of vamps that were looking confused other than Alice – ah that's why she was grinning so much, she knew all this.

"Excuse me. It was nice to meet ya'll" I said and then made a hasty exit to the nearest door.

I got to my car and leaned on it for un-needed support and tried to control my un-necessary heavy breathing.

I looked up when I heard someone approach. Assuming it was Alice I was getting ready to ask her why she didn't tell me and then thank her for coming to see if I was ok.

What I wasn't expecting was to see my late fiancé, the love of my existence…my Jasper standing there looking at me with pure love and amazement.