Okay this story is parsley a cross-over, I wrote a supernatural(J2) fic that crosses over with this one, you can read this one without reading the other one but it would be better if you read both :D oh yeah this story is Co-written by "Bordoutofmymind"
Disclaimer: I don't own big time rush or supernatural, but I do own the OC's and what comes to my twisted mind.
Summary: Their love will be tested, will they be able to be with each other or will people get in there way? What will happen when Carlos loses his faith? Will James come clean? Will Kendall be able to fall in love without falling apart? How will Logan be able to stay sane, will he find the one person he's looking for?
Carlos/OC, James/OC, Kendall/OC, Logan/OC, Don't worry if you don't like the pairing because there will be Jarlos, Korgan, Kames, and Cargan...
Okay so now read the story and review to tell me if I should keep going or make changes thank you? Okay so on to the story.. oh before I forget this chapter is only in Carlos and James point of view, next chapter will be Kendall's and Logan's point of view.. Okay I'm shutting up now so you can read. ;D
CARLOS POV
I'm on my way to visit Jake at Palm woods mental institution with James. He's only coming to visit his best friend Erin who he has a crush on but she doesn't know, Me and James became friends back in middle school, he was a chubby kid back then and nobody ever talked to him, Erin didn't go to that school at the time but me and James quickly became friends and been friends ever since. I didn't meet Jake until freshman year of high school when we had to work on a science project together but we never actually talked after the project but he was hanging out with Erin and sometimes James in high school but when I ever came around he would always make an excuse and leave. Jake and Erin became friends in middle school, ironically it was the same day me and James became friends. It wasn't until the middle of junior year I asked Jake out, and to this day I still can't believe he said yes. Everything was going fine, I even mustered up enough courage to propose to him, but two days later something happened and that's when we decided it would be best if he got help.
*FLASH BACK*
Waking up holding Jake, just feels surreal I know in my heart I want to spend my life with him 'todays going to be the day' I thought to myself kissing Jake on top of his head, his eyes start to flutter open.
"Morning babe." I said as he sits up.
"Morning." He said in a sleep voice, giving me a kiss on the lips. "So how long have you been staring at me?" he said, I started to blush.
"Just about a minute." I said getting out of bed. "Wanna take a shower." I said looking at him.
"I don't know, you seem offal happy." He said with a smirk pointing at my pajama pants, I look down and feel my blood rush to my cheeks.
"Well you see that's only for my boyfriend." I said grabbing my junk through my pants now it was his turn to blush, I couldn't hold in my laughter anymore but I stopped when he glared at me. "So do you want to take a shower?" I asked as he nodded and got up and walked over to me pulling me into a passionate kiss as we made it to the bathroom not even pulling apart even though we bumped in to the wall a few times, and got into the shower.
After a very intense shower we got dressed and I told Jake we were going somewhere.
"Where are we going?" He asked staring out of the window of the car.
"Don't worry you'll see." I said with a slight smirk. Driving for about another 20minutes we pulled into Rocque Records. "Okay were here." I said putting the car in park.
"Babe this is where we first meet." He said as a single tear rolled down his cheek.
"Yes it is. I have something special planed." Leaned over and give him a kiss on the cheek, I got out of the car so did he and we entered Rocque Records. "Here put this on." I said handing him a blindfold.
"…..Why?" he asked looking at me skeptical.
"Just do it…..Please." I said giving him my best puppy dog face what he can't resist.
"Fine… but if I trip or hit something, you count on that you will never be the top anymore." He said with a smirk and grabbed the blindfold and put it on. I grabbed his hand and lead him to the elevator, it stopped on the 15th floor, we got out and made are way over to the stairs and made are way to the roof.
"Okay you can take the blindfold off now." I said as we just walked out of the stairwell and on to the roof. I watch as he took the blindfold off and looked around, looking at the candle light lunch/dinner with a vase full of purple roses on the table, I could see his eyes start to sparkle as tears brimmed at his eyes.
"…You…did this for me." he said not trying to hold back the tears anymore, I walk over to him and hugged him.
"I would do anything for you babe. I love you." I said tearing up to.
"I love you too." He said pulling back a little and placing a soft, sweet kiss on my lips.
"Let's go sit down." I said grabbing his hand and walking over to the table pulling his chair out for him.
"Thank you." He said taking a seat.
"Anything for you." I said taking my own seat across from him, moving the flowers and placing a tray that's covered by a silver top. "Ready to eat?" I said with a slight smirk.
"Sure." He said looking at me questionably.
"Okay I'll pore the drinks, um… why don't you dish the food." I said poring the drinks while he took off the silver lid to the tray, his eyes widened at the sight as tears welled up in his eyes.
"…..Really." he said looking at me.
"Yes baby. Jake you are my everything, you make me smile, I love holding you and waking up with you in my arms it feels so right I can't live without you, So Jake will you marry me." I said as tears fell from my eyes, he walks over to me and kisses me on the lips with so much passion I knew my answer right there.
"YES! Do you know how long I have been waiting for you to ask?" He said pulling apart from me with a slight chuckle. I grab the ring off the table and place it on his finger.
"So…. Mr. Garcia What do you want to do know?" I said
"Oh what makes you think I'm taking your last name?" he asked, I looked at him and frowned. "I'm just kidding babe, I'll be happy to take your last name." he said with a smile and I pulled him into a kiss, we reluctantly broke apart for air.
"I love you." I whispered in his ear.
"I love you too care-bear." He said I couldn't help but smile at the nickname that's the first time he's ever called me that other than when he said the nickname while he was sleeping.,
*Time jump 2days- still Carlos Flashback*
"Babe why don't you believe me." I said trying to make him believe that I didn't cheat on him with Jo Taylor one of the girls that James always bring over here.
"I…I...I just can't, why was she in your lap? I thought you loved me, I loved you, I still love you but… I just can't handle this right now." Jake said trying to hold back the tears.
"You… have to believe my…Please believe me I didn't do anything with her I love you baby…" I tailed off not being able to finish because I was crying to hard.
"I'm sorry but I have to go." He said walking out the door.
'What just happened' I thought 'should I go after him?' 'Yes! Dumbass go after him what if he does something stupid' my thought argued back and forth. I looked at the clock 'Holyshit it's already been 30 minutes since he left. 'I mentally slapped myself as I made my way out of the apartment, I stopped because there was something taped to my door I pulled it off, it was from Jake.
Carlos I'm sorry but I don't know if I can ever believe you, I still love you with all my heart, this is the hardest thing to write, I'm sorry but this is my final goodbye to everyone I hope your happy with Jo now, I'm sorry that I wasn't the one that could make you happy anymore, I'm sorry but I hope you understand, I love you care-bear forever & always. –love Jake.
I just stare at the note in shock 'why would he do this? Where is he? I have to find him!' I yelled at myself as I run out of the apartment building wondering where he could be, and then it hit me, I started to run to Rocque Records, why well for one that's the first place he called me care-bear and that was the only time until he said it in the note. I finally made it to Rocque Records standing at the entrance trying to catch my breath but I know I don't have much time so I run inside to the elevator and pressed the 15th floor button, five minute later the elevator door dinged and the doors opened I ran to the stairwell and up the flight of stairs to the roof. Opening the door to the roof, I had to blink several time to readjust my eyes to the bright light and what I see makes my heart break, Jake is standing at the edge of the roof about to jump.
"NO! Please Jake just listen to me!" I scream running where he is standing.
"NO Carlos I'm sorry but I can't do it anymore." He said starting to cry.
"Please bab.." I tried to say but was cut off.
"No you can't call me that anymore Carlos." He spat out.
"Fine if you jump I'm going to too." I said standing on the ledge.
"Why would you jump? You have everything you want, you have Jo now you don't need me nobody needs me." He said glaring at me, I subconsciously gulped.
"But I don't want her I want the person I love and will always love until the day I die and that is you babe, I swear I didn't do anything with that Jo character, I love you and nobody else, I would rather die than see you in pain and it kills me Knowing I caused you to feel like this, it breaks my heart I don't know what I would do if I ever lost you babe… Please baby don't do this." I said tearing up as I see him step off the ledge and so do I, he pulls me into a hug and he cry's harder than before.
"I'm sorry I don't know what I was thinking." He said as he tried to stop crying. "I'm sorry I didn't believe you." He said looking down.
"It's okay but don't ever scare me like that again." I said tilting his head up so he can look at me and so I can give him a kiss. "Babe I think um…you need help." I said quietly
"…I know." He said holding me tighter.
*End Flashback*
James' P.O.V
So, I'm driving to the Palm woods' mental institution with Carlos. He's going to visit his fiancée, Jake, who hasn't been there that long. I, on the other hand, am on my way to see one of my closest friends, Erin. She's been in there for almost three weeks, and I visit her every other day. She's been my friend since we were little because our parents were friends. I've been there since she first showed signs of depression. I was there on the good days and the bad days, never leaving her side. This past year she's been in and out of mental hospitals because she keeps trying to commit suicide. There has been a constant look of pain in her eyes for the past couple of years, but it was never as bad as after she had tried and failed to end her life, each time. It killed me inside because I love her, she's my best friend, and for a long time I've wanted to be so much more.
*flashback*
I woke up this morning in a great mood because I'm going over to surprise Erin for her birthday. I set up a whole day full of activities for the two of us, just to make this birthday special for her. I'm even thinking about telling her how I truly feel about her to make today even more special. I've called her about five times already today, but there's been no answer and it's had me on edge, but I put the fear I had in the back of my head, and just focused on the day ahead, and the smile I was going to put on Erin's face. I started driving over to her house and stopped by a flower shop to pick her up a dozen purple tulips, her favorite color.
When I got to her house, I knocked, but there was no answer, I got this strange feeling that something bad was going to happen but I just shrugged it off and opened the door , using the spare key her parents had given me. "Erin," I called out. I got no response, so I went upstairs to her room. "Hey, birthday girl?" I said again, as I walked down the hall. I knocked on her door, quickly and then opened it, and my heart stopped in horror. I ran over to her as she hung in the middle of her room. I ran up to her and her face was emptied of any emotions. I felt myself begin to cry but I forced the tears back lifting Her up and her head out of the noose and laid her on the floor. I couldn't remember how to check her pulse the way they taught us in school, so I quickly put my head to her chest to listen for a heartbeat and breathing. Luckily I got both, and then I called 911.
The paramedics got to her house within ten minutes, and it was the longest ten minutes of my life. They were just beginning to check her heart rate and everything when her eyes fluttered open. I was standing behind the people crowding around her, out of the way, but I saw her take in her surroundings and begin to cry. I wanted so bad to go and hold her and tell her everything would be okay, but I knew that she was crying because she was a live, and nothing I do or say can bring comfort to her for that, so I stayed back and watched as they carted out my love.
I stayed at her house for a while after the ambulance left, falling to my knees and letting out the tears I had forced back the whole time. Eventually I got up and got in my car and made my way to the hospital. Once I got there, I called her parents to let them know what happened, and then I went and found out what room she was in. When I got there, she was awake, and she was still crying. I walked over to her and hugged her. She slumped against me and continued crying. "I don't want to feel like this anymore, James." She finally said.
"I can't lose you, though." I whispered to her, knowing she meant it this time.
She stayed quiet for a minute and finally she moved away from me, looking into my eyes, "I'm going to try this time. I'll try and get passed this."
*end flashback*
She decided that she needed to stay in the institution longer than the required three days and try and get help. She says the therapy in there is helping, and I go and visit her for support. Each time I go to see her I want to spill my heart and tell her how I feel, but each time I chicken out, making some excuse to not tell her. I think I'm going to do it today, though.
"JAMES!" Carlos yelled breaking me out of my thoughts his hands where on the steering wheel as the car swerved out of the way of the semi-truck, I was breathing erratic. "You okay." He said as I grabbed the wheel again and finally pulled into palm wood mental institution.
"Yeah I'm fine. Are you?...sorry" I said parking the car and getting out.
"Yeah I'm good, are you sure you're okay?" he asked walking to the entrance of palm wood mental institution, all I did was nod my head and we made our way inside the building.
"Visiting hours will start in five minutes." It said over the loud speaker. We walked over to the reception desk.
"Hello, can I help you with something?" Asked a young nurse what I haven't seen before 'She must be new' I thought to myself. She couldn't be any old than 19-20 years old, her name was Jordan, well that's what her name tag said.
"Hello Jordan, I'm here to see my friends Erin and he's here to see his fiancé Jake." I said pointing to Carlos.
"Aw that's sweet, okay follow me." She said getting up out of her chair and walking down the hall.
"Are you new? I haven't seen you here before." I asked
"Yes I am, I just started the other day, my friend asked me to take up this job so I can look after his best friend." She said opening the door to the visiting section.
"Oh that awesome. Do you like it here?" Carlos asked jumping into the conversation.
"Actually I do, Even though there are some rough days I still like it here there are a lot of nice people here." She said. "I would love to stay and chat but I have work to do. They will be out here in a minute." She said walking away after we thanked her. We just sat in silence until people started to flood the room, me and Carlos started to look for Jake and Erin.
"Hey I see Erin." Carlos said pointing in the direction, I turned to see where he's pointing and I see her, we lock eyes and I see a real smile spread across her face what I haven't seen in a long time. Carlos nudges me telling me to go, so I walk over to her and pull her into a tight hug.
CARLOS POV
After I sent James over to Erin, I went back to scanning the room for Jake. As I was looking around the room for a couple of minutes, still not seeing the familiar face, I stared to stare at this pale brunet he was kind of cute with his corked smile, when he looked my way with his beautiful brown eyes I smiled at him and he blushed but turned away after about a minute I was going to look for Jake but I felt a pair of hands slide around my waist and lock in front of me. I looked down quickly, but then smiled seeing the ring I had given Jake. I turned around in his firm hold, to finally see the face I've been looking for then leaned in and softly touched my lips to his. He pushed his lips harder to mine, leaning into the kiss. He held me tighter as he parted his lips against my mouth in the hopes of deepening the kiss. I, too, parted my lips, but slightly moved to bite his lower lip. He let out a slight moan and gripped tightly at the sides of my shirt. I smiled into the kiss before gently pulling away.
"Hey care-bear," He said smiling, a blush tinting his cheeks.
I laughed and leaned in and briefly touched our lips together again. "Hey babe," I said. I pulled completely away from him this time, only grabbing his hand, to lead him over to a bench, where we could sit and talk. "How're you doing, Jake?" I asked, as I sat down and pulled him close to me.
"I'm good; I just want to be home." Jake laid his head on my shoulder as he answered.
"I know. I want you home too; I really miss you." I said, resting my head on top of his. "But I think this place is good for you, right now." Jake just sighed and nodded his head. I know he doesn't want to be here, but I don't want him on the verge of jumping off a building again, so we have no other choice. "So, what'd you do here today?" I asked, trying to make conversation.
He grabbed my hand and started drawing circles on it with his fingers. "Nothing really. We had group not too long ago. Erin finally shared, and it was extremely sad. I think everyone in the room wanted to just run across the room and hug her, even I did, and I already knew her story." He said in a matter of fact tone.
"Yeah, well it is pretty sad," I responded, looking up and seeing James and Erin right across the room from us. They were sitting next to each other talking, and both of them were smiling and laughing. "Do you ever think they'll just admit that they're in love with each other and go out? Just be done with the whole trying to 'keep it a secret' thing." I asked Jake. I felt him life his head, searching for who I was talking about.
He laughed when he realized who I was talking about. "They're both pretty stubborn, so who knows." I laughed with him, completely agreeing. Jake leaned forward, now focusing on something.
"What are you looking at?" I asked, my eyes trying to follow his intense stare.
"You see that giant over there?" He said, pointing.
I knew who he meant; the guy towered over just about everyone here. "The cute one?" I blurted out, and winced at my own stupidity. I shifted my gaze to Jake. He glared at me and I smiled weakly.
He laughed at my reaction, "Yes, the 'cute' one. Well, the woman he's with, she's my nurse; every time I have to see the doctor she's the nurse I happen to get." Jake said.
"She's visiting a patient in here?" I asked, not really expecting an answer.
"I guess. Come on," Jake said, getting up and pulling me along with him. "I want to introduce you to her before she leaves."
I got up and followed him over; well really he dragged me over, same difference. As we approached them I realized the man looked even taller. "Excuse me, Nurse Gen?" Jake said and the little woman turned around.
A wide smile crossed her face, "Oh, hey Jake." She paused for a moment, then gestured to gigantor behind her. "This is my fiancé, Jared. Jare, this is Jake. He's a patient here at the hospital; I've known him for a few months now."
Jared smiled brightly and both Jake and I, then focused on Jake. "Yeah, we had group together, right?" He asked in a friendly voice.
Jake nodded his head, "Yeah, with Misha," he said just as friendly as Jared had.
"I didn't know you were here," Nurse Gen said, and her facial expression had changed. She was clearly young, but she had this look of a concerned mother while talking to Jake.
I could tell Jake had felt the same way because he hung his head slightly before answering. "Yeah, a lot has happened this week. But that story is for another time." I squeezed his hand that I was still holding. Jake lifted his head and smiled. "I wanted you to meet my fiancé. Gen, this is Carlos." His hand left mine and he grabbed arm and pulled me in front of him.
Gen's face went from concerned to happy instantly. "Ah, so you finally popped the question?" She smiled brightly at me.
I blushed slightly and nodded my head. "Took him long enough," I heard Jake mumble behind me. My face felt like it was on fire, so I threw an elbow back and elbowed him in his side.
Gen laughed at us, "Well, it's nice to finally meet you." She smiled brightly as she stuck out her hand.
"Yeah, it's nice to meet you too, Gen." I replied, shaking her hand.
"Well, I'm going to spend the last few minutes of visiting time with my fiancé," He drew out the word for emphasis. "I just wanted to you meet the man you've heard so much about." He finished, as he grabbed my hand in his again and laced our fingers together. I smiled at both Gen and Jared before we turned and began to walk away. "See you later," Jake turned and called back to Jared.
As we walked back to where we were sitting before, the same voice from earlier boomed over the intercom, "The visiting hour is coming to an end. Five minutes left of this visiting period."
I stopped us where we were and wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him closer to me. He smiled and moved his arms over my shoulders and wrapped them around my neck. Then his smile faded. "I don't want you to go," he whispered.
I tightened my arms around him and sighed, "I know. I don't want to leave you here." He rested his head on my shoulder, and I kissed his cheek. "But I'll see you in a couple of days, and you can call me anytime between now and then."
He lifted his head and pressed his lips to mine. We stayed like that for a while, in each other's embrace, while other visitors were leaving around us. After a few minutes, that did not seem long enough, I pulled my lips away from Jakes.
I was about to say something, but I heard James' annoying voice behind me. "Sorry to interrupt, love birds, but we have to go."
"Leave them alone," I heard Erin say, and then James laughed.
I sighed and pulled away from Jake. I turned to James, just about ready to hit him when Erin beat me to it. "Sorry guys," she said, turning to me and Jake. "I just wanted to come over and say hi, and bye, before you guys left."
I quickly glared at James before smiling at Erin. "No worries," I said lightly as she walked up and hugged me.
I hugged her back, and she whispered to me, "Oh and congratulations on the engagement."
We both pulled away from the hug, and I smiled. "Thanks."
"Come on, James. I'll walk you to the door," Erin said, pulling James away from Jake and I. I pulled Jake back into my arms as they walked away.
"Bye Jake," James called back, without turning around.
"Bye," He called back.
I hugged Jake one last time. "Okay, now I have to go." I leaned in and kissed him.
"I know," He said when he pulled away from the lip lock. "I love you Carlos."
"I love you too, Jake. I'll see you later."
He just nodded as I walked away from him. As I got to the door, Erin and James were still standing there talking. "Bye Carlos," Erin said, as she started to walk away.
"Bye, Erin." I said then turned to James with a glare. "Let's go." I said, pushing him out of the doors.
He laughed and held the door open for me. As we walked through the hospital to the car, my anger towards James faded. I knew I was just upset about having to leave Jake here. I've been moody since the day we dropped him off, and I can't wait until he comes home and everything goes back to normal, and I can finally marry him.
James got into the driver's seat and I got into the passenger's seat. Before I shut my door I looked at James, "If you get us into an accident like you almost did on the way here, I will kill you."
He laughed, "Oh, shut up and get in the car."
JAMES POV
Walking over to Erin my eyes fell on to this blond with bushy eyebrows he looked very cute, I couldn't help but stare at him as our eyes meet he smirked at me and winked I couldn't help but blush as I turned away to go to Erin but she was standing right in front of me, I smiled and about to pull her into a hug but she pushed me away, I just looked at her confused and frowned at her.
"Why did u push me away like that?" I asked staring at her as a single tear rolls down her face.
"Who were you staring at?" She asked 'what the hell am I going to say' I mentally yelled at myself.
"Oh…no one" I said not convincing, she just shrugged and hugged me, how I would love to stay like this.
"Okay. So how are you?" she said pulling apart from me and taking a seat at one of the benches.
"Nothing, just comforting Carlos while Jake is in here." I said.
"Oh yeah. I've only heard bits of why he's here." She said, I knew she would find out sooner or later so I told her the whole story.
"What! They're getting married?" she whispered yelled.
"Yeah they are." I said smiling, I stopped smiling when she brought her hand up to her face, there were cuts on her arm, I grabbed her arm, "What's this?" I asked as she stared at me wide eyed.
"N…N…Nothing." She said looking down.
"Why are you doing this again?" I asked tilting her face up so she can look at me.
"I'm sorry… Do you hate me?" she asked starting to cry.
"No I could never hate you." I said. 'Because I love you.' I thought wishing I could just tell her.
"You don't?" she said sniffling a little bit.
"No." I said pulling her into a tight embrace. After I let go we continued to talk she told me that she shared her story during group today and then we just talked about random stuff. "The visiting hour is coming to an end. Five minutes left of this visiting period." We heard over the intercom, so we got up and walked over to Carlos and Jake. We all say our goodbyes and me and Carlos heads to the car, Carlos makes a stupid joke about not getting in a crash, I couldn't help think of that blond god.
"Hey Carlos did you see that blond guy with bushy eyebrows?" I asked, I don't know what compelled me too.
"NO. But did you see that cute pale brunet?" He asked. "Shit" he said under his breath 'I guess he didn't want me to know he was looking at another guy' I thought.
"Carlos you're getting married you can't look at other guys like that." I said sternly.
"Well at least I'm not secretly in love with my best friend that's too scared to tell her" He spat.
"Well at least I can stare at other people and date other people because I'm not the one who's getting married." I spat back, I heard him sigh.
"I'm sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me, it's just not having him by my side makes me a different person." He said looking down, I kind of know how he feels.
"Don't worry he'll be out of there be for you know it." I said pulling the car into the drive way, looking at him and he's staring at me and he starts to lean in I was confused at first but I knew what he was doing I couldn't help but lean in too.
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