Spike's Song by Pandora North Star
I wrote this for Spike after the musical episode. I think it portrays his frustration.

Here I am
A Lonely man
Far from my mother Night
Here I am
A lonely man
Chained in the light

I never asked to be the one to be
Lost and found, then set free
I'm a demon in a man's clothes
And God only knows
That I…

Chorus: That I am, torn from limb to limb every night
Because I love what's wrong
And do everything that's right
That I love the good
And forgot that I could-

I could make the world bleed
It's been so long since I've done a bad deed
Don't you know I'm a bad boy
Not some baby Slayer's Toy

I'm a rebel, bleached of all that's pure
And you can bet for sure…

That I am, torn from limb to limb every night
Because I love what's wrong
And do everything that's right
That I love the good
And forgot that I could-

Give into the need
And let my soul be freed…


I touch you
How strange
You are not like I remember
Have you changed?
Shifted forms?
Has your flesh melted into what is now you?
More solid
More sure?
I miss you
Haven't I always?