"Hello, Quinn. This will be my last letter to you. I have written 365 letters to you. One for each day that you're gone. Santana said that is time for me to let you go, but I don't want to. I've missed you, Quinn. Beth missed you to. She asked me where's mommy. I tell her that you're singing with angels, in a better place.
Quinn, the world doesn't make sense without you. Waking up in the morning without seeing how peaceful you look when you're asleep, or just seeing the smile in your face looking at me. Making breakfast without you there to help me. Leaving home without giving you a kiss. Having to work knowing that you won't be home when I'm back. Going to the supermarket, and getting lost there, because I don't have you with me to help me. Getting home and not seeing you there. Maybe watching TV, or doing something for work. Making dinner without you laughing at my ability to cook, and help me out. And finally, lying down on bed, alone.
I never really understood what was like to feel alone. Of course, at high school, I was too worried about my career to even realize I was really alone. Now I have our friends, but they're not you, Quinn. They won't fill the hole of living without you. I'll never be fixed. Finn has gone to Los Angeles, with Noah. But Kurt and Blaine live next door; they always come here, but I don't feel comfortable around them. Santana and Brittany come here too, and they don't talk about you a lot. We watched some movies, and they take care of Beth. I'm happy they don't talk about you. They miss you, I know they do, but talking about you would make me cry. I think I let everybody around me depressed. You're gone, Quinn. It's been a year, but I can't get over you. Maybe I'll never will. You were the light in my life, and I feel so lost without you, Quinn.
I'll finish it now. I'm not writing you any letters anymore. Like I told you, Santana said is doing no good. I have to let you go, I have to let you rest in peace. Just never forget how much I love you, Quinn. You will always be the prettiest girl I've ever met. I'll see you in heaven, and we will be at home. Because home is wherever you are. I miss you, hope you're happy there. Goodbye, Quinn.
From your best friend, and your lover,
Rachel Berry."
