Disclaimer:Fullmetal Alchemist does not belong to me neither does the song-Hurt by Cristina Aguilera.Just to let you know the song has nothing to do with the title,though you probably know that.Enjoy.
"Will you let me stay?"Her voice asked for the millionth time since the day the escaped from her soft lips.He had tried everything to get rind of them.He had been cold to her,pushed her away.Al was confused about his actions and so was she.Noa.No one had ever gotten to him the way she had,spoken to him like she did,not even Winry.There were many times he believed that he loved her until he came to this world and met Noa, a gypsy feared by everyone.She knew everything about him with just one touch for her hand.
Seems
like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud
you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
He
knew that he had hurt her and badly too.She was only trying to help
and this is how he repayed her.A soft knock brought him out of his
thoughts.His breathe caught in his throat when he heard her
voice,full of worry and concern.
"Edward?Alphonse and I are
about to eat,will you join us?"Noa asked.He could hear the hurt
in her voice.Still he said nothing. "I'll leave your food by the
door for whenever you wish to eat." and with that she walked
away after placing the food by the door.She already knew his answer
it seemed.
I
would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you
for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I
wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call
you but I know you won't be there
"So?"I could
hear Al's concerned voice question Noa.This happened every day,it had
even become a routine of sorts.
"He wouldn't answer the door
again, so I left him his food...like always,"came her soft
reply.I could still the hurt in them and it pained me to know I was
the cause.
"I see."
I'm
sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've
hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I
won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I
miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to
this
Later that night he had some how snucked his way into
Noa's room without waking her up.He had fought and he had lost.So
many times he tried convincing himself that he loved Winry but failed
miserably.So many times had he denied that he did not lust after her
or desired to touch her hair or her body.
"Edward?Is
everything okay?"she asked with concern.He did not mean to wake
her up,but it did not matter any more,nothing did.
"I'm
sorry,"that was the only thing I could say right now, "I'm
sorry I hurt you."
Would
you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you
looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's
nothing I wouldn't to do
To have just one more chance
To look
into your eyes and see you looking back
I
could not take it any more,as I fell to my knees I began to
cry.
"I'm sorry Noa,I'm really sorry."
"There
is nothing to be sorry for Ed,"she whispered as she put her arms
around me.I pulled her even closer,resting my head on her
stomach,just letting my tears fall. "Will you let me stay,here
with you?Will you let my heart love you?"
"Yes...as
long as you let me love you too?"I love her.I loved her from the
first day we met,that's way I saved her,let her live with Alphonse
and me.And that's why I returned to this world,for her.
I'm
sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've
hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much
that
I've missed you since you've been away"I
love you Ed,"she was crying again,but this time they were happy
ones.My only reply was pulling her down and kiss her soft lips.
Oh,
it's dangerous I'm
sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do By hurting you
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
And I've
hurt myself
I can't turn back time,but what I can do is move forward.And with Noa by my side,I know that everything will be alright.
