Once, there was a human being that was going on a vacation with his family. And an idea suddenly popped into his mind. And this was the result.
Disclaimer: i have no rights and guts to claim that katekyo hitman reborn! Is mine.
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Love,
What is love?
They say that love is the most important thing on earth. It can give eternal happiness to a being. It can be the greatest and stongest weapon against problems and dilemmas. It is the thing that gives you the reason to live in this planet full of sins.
But, it can wreck and break a person's heart
Specially when you know that your love will never be returned.
The most painful thing on earth.
The unrequited love.
I am Fran, a 15 year old highschool student.
And, like every highschool student, I am in love with a certain person.
His name is Belphegor.
A knife blood crazy bastard who likes to annoy the hell out of me.
The most annoying person in earth.
My bestfriend.
But, I, myself, fell in love with him.
And it hurts so much.
So much to bear with.
It hurts when he stabs me.
But it hurts much greater when he calls me "useless"
And says rude things like "I don't need you anymore" or "why don't you just die? No one needs you"
It hurts so much that I wanted to die at that very moment.
I wanted to cry and say to him how much I love him and how much I am hurt when he says those things to me.
But me, being a coward.
Just ignores him or sometimes throw sarcasm on him.
All I wanted is love.
Why can't I have it?
Why can't everyone in this earth have it?
One day, he told me that he has a person that he loves.
My heart clenched and my mind shut down.
Shivers running down through my entire body.
Tears threatening to bud in my eyes.
But, I shrugged all those away and just smiled at him.
A weak, sad smile.
That's all I could do.
I wanted to cry so badly and shout in his face how much I love him.
But I am a coward after all.
I hate this feeling.
This unrequited love.
The next day, he told me that he'll confess his feelings.
My heart bursted open.
A stinging pain in my chest.
A slice was cut through my lungs.
My mind shattered.
Tears began to bud in the corner of my eyes.
I smiled again and muttered a low "good luck"
He smiled at me then began to run.
I wanted to stop him and just say that "I love you" and just love me back so this stinging pain would ebb away.
But who am I to stop him?
Just a mere bestfriend.
My smile turned into a firm thin line.
A single tear fell down from my eye.
I wiped it away.
I can barely breathe.
My heart was like being poked by various sharp objects.
I really hate this.
This unrequited love.
As I was walking through the woods, I spotted a blond and a purple head.
I recognized it as Belphegor and the one that he loves.
I stopped dead on my tracks as I felt tears bud in my eyes and a stinging pain in my chest.
I waited for any movement.
His mouth opened and,
"I love you"
His mouth read.
That is when the tears began to flow.
I tried to stop it but it just won't
My heart is seriously in pain.
My body is shaking violently.
I hate this feeling.
This sensation.
This happening.
This vulnerability.
This unrequitedness.
This pain.
This life.
I turned on my heels and walked to the opposite direction.
I could hear them laughing.
I could hear their happiness.
The tears still streaming down my cheeks.
My vision was getting blurry by every second.
My heart being torn apart every moment.
Hands shaking violently every minute.
I wiped my tears away and looked up at the sky.
It was dark, dull and black.
As if it was dead.
Like my heart.
It died.
I looked back in my path and started walking.
Tears now streaming violently.
Hiccups starting to be heard.
It hurts so much.
It hurts so much that I cannot feel anything.
I fell down on my knees and started to cry.
I cried like i never did before.
I shouted like a madman.
My throat being raw from shouting.
Eyes being red from frequent rubbing.
Knuckles bleeding from punching.
I hate this feeling of vulnerability.
I really do hate this.
This thing on earth we call,
The unrequited love.
After a few moments, my breathing was now regulated.
Tears now turning into tiny droplets.
Hiccups just turned into light sobs.
I stood up and wiped the remaining droplets of tears.
I inhaled to steady my breathing.
From this day,
I promised to myself that this will be the last moment that I would be vulnerable.
Emotionally vulnerable.
I put an emotionless façade as I started to walk.
My heart now cold, dark and dull.
A lifeless, necrotic heart.
The result of an unrequited love.
Dafuq did I just write?
Pardon the grammatical mistakes since i was using an iPad and most importantly, I do not have a beta reader.
Pardon the foolishness and the heavy out of character-ness.
Please review.
Flames, and such are highly accepted.
As long as you know how to defend it.
Again, pardon the foolishness and OOCness.
Bye.
P.s.
Actually, this was only a remake. Hehe.
A peasant competed with me in making a story and then make my classmates vote for which story was better. Wait, no.
Let me tell you the origin of the story.
It all started with a request.
About unrequited love.
Then i forgot how it turned out to be a competetion.
Actually, i didn't forget. I'm just way too lazy to narrate it. Sorry.
*Pm me if you wanted to know.*
This story was actually told from a character that just popped out of my dirty.
Her name was Reina. I don't know where did that came from instead from my dirty and green mind.