Fanfiction: Yami no Matsuei
Authoress: aoi-chan a.k.a. hisoka_fangirl alias janelle-chan ^^;
Disclaimer: Argh. do I have to say it? I dun' own YNM ;_; I wish I did. And the quote is not mine too. It's from Ring 0, which, I don't own ^^;
Notes: WHAT if. Tsuzuki really died (on eps. 13)? Hisoka would never have a chance to confess his love for Tsuzuki. How will he react? Erm. sorry for changing a wee bit of the story plot. um, sorry for killing Tsuzuki too! ^_^ (Uh. gomena to Tsuzuki fangirls and *cough* fanboys.) Promise that I'll bring him back to life again after my ficcy ^^. Anyway, most of the things here are from Hisoka-sama's point of view. Er, please be gentle in reviewing since I'm new here ^^;
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"If I could be reborn, even though it violate the will of God himself. I would want to be at your side.with you. If it were all a dream when I awoke if only you were There. But the light of the morning shows me as I really am. Still, I want to say it. 'I love you'."
-Yamamura Sadako
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The day in Meifu was warm, a bit hot maybe, but Hisoka seemed to be a bit chilled by someone, maybe even something. Even a thought, perhaps. The feeling that something. bad. was about to happen.
"Hisoka-chan.!" A warm voice greeted.
[Me: Er. I guess this is where Hisoka's POV starts. Sorry for the lousy intro. As I said, I'm new at making ficcys ^^;]
I spun round to see Tsuzuki smiling at me.
"Baka! Why do you even need to call me with a -chan!? Shouldn't you be working on your paperwork right now!?" I replied. I may be mean, but.
"'Soka-chan! You're no fun! But I still like you!" Tsuzuki said, a bit offended, but grinning at the last part.
I blushed. Why did that idiot say that to me!? Friendly like? Or maybe. love.? What am I thinking? Maybe all the caffeine is getting on to me. [^^;]
I winced in surprise. What am I thinking?
Tsuzuki spoke again, "No matter! No matter! *waves finger* I'll have it finished by tomorrow. I meant today! I'll see you around later and."
Tsuzuki moved closer and hugged me. Of course, yet again, I blushed.
"Baka! Why did you do that for!?" I pushed him away forcibly, but not enough to actually hurt.
"Well. I didn't know why I did that ^^;. I just felt like doing it. I have been having this dream. As if I won't see you ever again! So. ~_~ I'm telling you too much, bye!"
I felt shocked at Tsuzuki's reply. But I pondered on the thought. What would I do - if. I won't be able to see Tsuzuki again. if. we had never met.? Ridiculous. I'm living in the present, that's not going to happen. Moreover, why am I so concerned with him? It's not like. I have feelings for him?
~The next day~
Tsuzuki was waiting for me at the door. I expected him there anyway, since he said that he was going to hand over the paperwork. He was as genky as ever, even speaking to me in a playful tone. "Good morning!"
I appreciated the fact that he waited for me but he didn't have to be so loud. "Ch' you don't have to be that loud."
Tsuzuki looked at me through large eyes, "Hmph. It's okay. I know that you don't mean that!"
I looked up to him. I don't know why I said this, I just felt compelled to do so, "You're right."
[Alright. so pointless fluff was just shown ^^; now let's skip a few scenes. AND here! The arc is finished and they weren't able to save Tsu- chan and stuff. Hisoka was er. somewhere else when it all happened. This is the part where I said I changed a wee bit of the plot. Anyway, Tsuzuki is now dead. ^^;]
Watari was unusually quite and somber that day. Everybody was. I was looking around for Tsuzuki; I needed to. tell him something [up to your creative minds, people! ^^;]. As I was passing through his desk, Tatsumi gently tapped my shoulder.
"Kurosaki-kun, I don't know how to explain this to you but."
I looked at him with eager eyes. Could it be something about Tsuzuki? Judging from Tatsumi's tone, it must be serious.
"Is it about Tsuzuki? Did he come back? Did he?"
Tatsumi looked down. "No. H-he's dead." Tatsumi then walked away leaving me with a feeling of emptiness.
It was as if I wanted the world to swallow me down. Just when I had the feeling of being wanted; maybe even being loved, all my dreams were shattered. No, this can't be true! Had I known this sooner. I would have told you that. I. I love you.
"If I could be reborn, even though it violate the will of God himself. I would want to be at your side.with you. If it were all a dream when I awoke if only you were There."
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Argh. everything that was in that horrible fanfic was all made up, I had to write it in because it was building up in my mind; and beginning to make a really BIG mess ^^;. Sorry for major OOC-ness. Anyway, the quotes were taken from Ring 0. It's wonderful; isn't it? Excuse my lack of vocabulary too. Anyway, I'll explain more of this on the next chapter. And please read and review! Domo arigato! =)
Authoress: aoi-chan a.k.a. hisoka_fangirl alias janelle-chan ^^;
Disclaimer: Argh. do I have to say it? I dun' own YNM ;_; I wish I did. And the quote is not mine too. It's from Ring 0, which, I don't own ^^;
Notes: WHAT if. Tsuzuki really died (on eps. 13)? Hisoka would never have a chance to confess his love for Tsuzuki. How will he react? Erm. sorry for changing a wee bit of the story plot. um, sorry for killing Tsuzuki too! ^_^ (Uh. gomena to Tsuzuki fangirls and *cough* fanboys.) Promise that I'll bring him back to life again after my ficcy ^^. Anyway, most of the things here are from Hisoka-sama's point of view. Er, please be gentle in reviewing since I'm new here ^^;
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"If I could be reborn, even though it violate the will of God himself. I would want to be at your side.with you. If it were all a dream when I awoke if only you were There. But the light of the morning shows me as I really am. Still, I want to say it. 'I love you'."
-Yamamura Sadako
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The day in Meifu was warm, a bit hot maybe, but Hisoka seemed to be a bit chilled by someone, maybe even something. Even a thought, perhaps. The feeling that something. bad. was about to happen.
"Hisoka-chan.!" A warm voice greeted.
[Me: Er. I guess this is where Hisoka's POV starts. Sorry for the lousy intro. As I said, I'm new at making ficcys ^^;]
I spun round to see Tsuzuki smiling at me.
"Baka! Why do you even need to call me with a -chan!? Shouldn't you be working on your paperwork right now!?" I replied. I may be mean, but.
"'Soka-chan! You're no fun! But I still like you!" Tsuzuki said, a bit offended, but grinning at the last part.
I blushed. Why did that idiot say that to me!? Friendly like? Or maybe. love.? What am I thinking? Maybe all the caffeine is getting on to me. [^^;]
I winced in surprise. What am I thinking?
Tsuzuki spoke again, "No matter! No matter! *waves finger* I'll have it finished by tomorrow. I meant today! I'll see you around later and."
Tsuzuki moved closer and hugged me. Of course, yet again, I blushed.
"Baka! Why did you do that for!?" I pushed him away forcibly, but not enough to actually hurt.
"Well. I didn't know why I did that ^^;. I just felt like doing it. I have been having this dream. As if I won't see you ever again! So. ~_~ I'm telling you too much, bye!"
I felt shocked at Tsuzuki's reply. But I pondered on the thought. What would I do - if. I won't be able to see Tsuzuki again. if. we had never met.? Ridiculous. I'm living in the present, that's not going to happen. Moreover, why am I so concerned with him? It's not like. I have feelings for him?
~The next day~
Tsuzuki was waiting for me at the door. I expected him there anyway, since he said that he was going to hand over the paperwork. He was as genky as ever, even speaking to me in a playful tone. "Good morning!"
I appreciated the fact that he waited for me but he didn't have to be so loud. "Ch' you don't have to be that loud."
Tsuzuki looked at me through large eyes, "Hmph. It's okay. I know that you don't mean that!"
I looked up to him. I don't know why I said this, I just felt compelled to do so, "You're right."
[Alright. so pointless fluff was just shown ^^; now let's skip a few scenes. AND here! The arc is finished and they weren't able to save Tsu- chan and stuff. Hisoka was er. somewhere else when it all happened. This is the part where I said I changed a wee bit of the plot. Anyway, Tsuzuki is now dead. ^^;]
Watari was unusually quite and somber that day. Everybody was. I was looking around for Tsuzuki; I needed to. tell him something [up to your creative minds, people! ^^;]. As I was passing through his desk, Tatsumi gently tapped my shoulder.
"Kurosaki-kun, I don't know how to explain this to you but."
I looked at him with eager eyes. Could it be something about Tsuzuki? Judging from Tatsumi's tone, it must be serious.
"Is it about Tsuzuki? Did he come back? Did he?"
Tatsumi looked down. "No. H-he's dead." Tatsumi then walked away leaving me with a feeling of emptiness.
It was as if I wanted the world to swallow me down. Just when I had the feeling of being wanted; maybe even being loved, all my dreams were shattered. No, this can't be true! Had I known this sooner. I would have told you that. I. I love you.
"If I could be reborn, even though it violate the will of God himself. I would want to be at your side.with you. If it were all a dream when I awoke if only you were There."
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Argh. everything that was in that horrible fanfic was all made up, I had to write it in because it was building up in my mind; and beginning to make a really BIG mess ^^;. Sorry for major OOC-ness. Anyway, the quotes were taken from Ring 0. It's wonderful; isn't it? Excuse my lack of vocabulary too. Anyway, I'll explain more of this on the next chapter. And please read and review! Domo arigato! =)