Scullys confession
Sorry, this fic is really awful, but it's the first one I ever wrote. I don't own anyone from 'The X-files' and I don't know who does. Just read it and hate me!
Dear Mulder,
I've left this letter on a packet of sunflower seeds in your fridge. You've always loved them more than me. Im going away. I cant ever tell you where, its better that you don't know.
You are going to hate me when you finish reading this letter, Mulder. Im so, so sorry, but ill get strait to the point.
I was really sceptical when I first got sent to, well, to 'spy' on you. But it was only after a while that I remembered where I knew your name from. My head told me to back off and give you the cold shoulder, but you were so…………. You.
When I was a little girl, my family wasn't the same as it is now. I don't think… im SURE you don't know that my mother was in the FBI. For a year. She got fired for stealing files, her superior discovered her. A certain Mr.Mulder. We were about to have our house reposesed, she was forced into it by the smoking man. But theres no excuse really. Only that she was different then and he was blackmailing her.
It would be easy to set up she told us. A few light tricks with a projector and lasers. But I would have to actully go in there and get her. Iwas the smallest. But when I crept through the window I saw you staring. We hadnt thought what effect it would have on the girls family. I was eight years old and thought I was going to go to hell. When we got her outside I cried listening to her screaming. Then the smoking man came and took her to that place you found the diery.
God, im so sorry mulder. Im sorry we abducted your sister.
I was stupid to think I could keep prertending. Did you know skinner was married? His wife left him and went to become a hippy. She was looking through some files the other day, trying to frame skinner for keyring smuggeling, when she came across the evidence.
So now, mulder, im getting out of the state, out of the country aand out of your life.
Goodbye. I loved you.
Dana Scully.