Kiss the girl
AN
Hi! All you faithful readers that love my stories! Im here with my FIRST Kogan story! Yes I will be continuing the rest of my stories, but I had to switch all my files to my new LAPTOP so please excuse me for my delayed absence.
Song used. Kiss the girl. From one of my all time favorite movies The Little Mermaid.
**As most of you know my writing is not fluffy for the majority and has unexpected twists. I wouldn't be me if I didn't write this way**
Ages
Kendall 21
Logan 20
Carlos21
Katie 18
James 22
LPOV:
I woke up to Kendall Knight, my "boyfriend", talking on the phone to a stranger.
"Well be there as soon as we can, we had a rough night last night." He said to the unknown caller on the other end of the line. There was a pause as I opened my eyes to brutal light, my pupils shrunk so quickly that it caused pain.
"Alright. Goodbye." He said as I sat up, put my arms over my head and stretched.
"morning." I said quietly.
"morning? Really Logan? MORNING!" he yelled at me. This was not new. Kendall was always a control freak.
I felt the sting from the back of his hand lick across my already abused face.
"Be ready in 10 minutes… you overslept like the little whore you are. We need to be at the studio ASAP. After all… last night I went easy on you… you should be thanking me…" his words grew softer and softer in wave frequency as he spoke. When he was finished he stormed out of the room. I felt angry. Why me…
Oh stop kidding yourself… Logan you know he gets away with this because you're a spineless jellyfish…
Shut up conscious…
But seriously you bring this on yourself…
FLASHBACK
"Logan? Can I talk to you for a second in our room?" he asked calmly. I obliged and followed my best friend in the entire world to our communal bed room.
"Logan… I.. I." Kendall stammered at me.
"Spit it out." I said jokingly.
"I think im gay…" he said as he looked at his sock covered feet. He continued,
"And I like you." My face feel in shock. "I'm leaving Jo so we will be together."
At this point, my mind was speeding like the Hogwarts express in a rush to leave platform 9 and 3 quarters.
"but.. Kendall… im not gay…" I said softly. I never wanted to hurt my friend.
All the sudden I felt a stinging in my jaw, and I put my hand to it. He took my shoulders and pushed me to the ground.
"Well you are now."
END FLASHBACK
I sat with my head in my hands and let a single tear hit the floor. I couldn't cry now I would have to save the waterfall for later. Like every night.
"I thought you said he stopped." I heard the light haired brunette's voice trickle across the room like tinsel on a well decorated Christmas tree.
"He did…. For an hour…" she sighed, as I looked over at her. Into her deep chocolate eyes I felt hypnotized at the beauty.
Her Christian Loboutin-Jenny style pumps clicked across the oak wood floor. She sat on the bed next to me, her Vivian Westwood grey and pale green skirt touched the part of my thigh that was exposed from my sleep disheveled calvin clien boxer shorts. She put her hand on my right knee and handed me an ice pack with the other as she started to cover up the bruises for the days work as the "boyish cute smile" of Big Time Rush.
"Katie?" I asked in a choked voice. Afraid of what I was going to say next.
"What's up Logan?" she said refusing to look into my eyes as she had ever since a year ago when she first saw her brother hit me, trying to avoid the pain that lingered in my eyes.
"Do you think im gay?" I asked because I had nowhere else to turn. Her eyes teared, she knew everything about how Kendall forced jo to be his girlfriend and abused her. And the same with me.
He made me gay….
Does that mean I AM gay?
"Logan… I have a few gay and lesbian friends. So.. if you have to ask that question… your not." She whispered. An undecided emotion on her face that slowly but surely hinted at a smile.
She then slowly raised her head, hair falling to the sides. Framing her petite heart shaped face to perfection.
Under her feather like eye lashes, held the big brown eyes that I couldn't get enough of. And for the first time in almost a year.
She looked into my eyes…
There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say but theres something about her.
I then put my hands on the sides of her face.
And you don't know why, but your dying to try
I Leaned in,
Go on and kiss the girl.
but then remembered Kendall. He already hit her enough for knowing "our little secrete" but I couldn't let her get hurt more…. Not because of me.
I kissed her nose.
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my
Look at the boy too shy
He ain't gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Ain't that sad
Ain't it shame, too bad
You gonna miss the girl
"thank you… for everything." I said quietly
"im gonna go…" she said. I nodded and closed my eyes, remembering her skin touching my lips. In this thought I almost missed the beautiful sound of her heels clicking on the cold.. cold floor…. But this time for leaving. And if she was smart she would never come back.
TIME SKIP 6 HOURS.
"I'm telling you! Hes satin! Satin with bug eye sunglasses!" I said as we walked into apartment 2J, we all crashed on the couch in defeat from exhaustion.
"Katie!" we called, but before we could finish the beautiful girl 2 years my junior walked in with pink smoothies and dino chicken. She swayed her neck, making her head turn and her hair cascaded like a chestnut waterfall over her shoulder leaving a straight but volumes bunch of wonderful in its path that some would call a face.
Logan, you love her.
What are you talking about dude Kendall is my boyfriend. If I so much as touched her Kendall would kill us both.
My, oh, my
Look at the boy too shy
"Logan?" Katie said, still refusing to look into my eyes…
He ain't gonna kiss the girl
"yeah Katie?" I said as she handed me a smoothie.
Ain't that sad
Ain't it shame, too bad
You gonna miss the girl
"thanks." I said I went to grab my smoothie. And in my head I told my conscious to shut up and stop singing songs from the little mermaid.
"yeah ill tell them. Okay. Bye" I heard from the other side of the room. I turned my head to see who Kendall was talking even though I already knew….
his stupid manager.
"who was that?" James asked.
"my manager, he wants me to fly to new york for my first solo interview with jimmy falon. Are you guys ok with that?" he asked not caring honestly about the answer. We all gave him "go aheads" and "youll do greats". Then he turned to me put his hands on my shoulders. And asked.
"are you okay with this Logan?" he asked this in a tone only Katie and I would recognize as condescending. And as he asked, the grip on my shoulders tightened and tightened until I thought he was going to break my collar bone.
"stop it Kendall, you know he wants you to go." She said at a slow pace with fake sarcasm dripping off of her voice. He gave her a look. And said.
" im gonna go pack." I looked over to her and mouthed
Thank you
Time skip to after dinner. (Kendall is leaving and Logan is cleaning the kitchen.)
"Bye! Said mama knight and Katie. then he came over to me and planted a forceful kiss that caused pain deep into the rooting of my teeth.
"be good while im gone dog." He said in a tone that made me feel like he was a giant and I was two inches tall. He walked out of the room and everyone said how he was so sweet… except for me and Katie. He blushed at the attention that he lived for.
If only they knew the truth. I heard the door click shut so I went back to cleaning with the sound guarantee that I wouldn't be abused physically, mentally or sexually for the next 48 hours. Being happy I was letting my mind wander off to when Katie was little.
FLASHBACK
"Logie lets watch a movie." A six year old Katie Knight told me. She was visiting my house for the weekend… I was only 8 at the time, but mama Knight let my family babysit while her and Kendall went out of town for his birthday. I always pretended I was babysitting.
I remember it was freezing outside. A big thank you to
Minnesota.
"sure Katie Baby what do you want to watch." I asked as if I didn't already know.
"lil Mer-" and before she could finish the title I had already had the tape in the VHS player, playing the opening credits. She squealed out of glee and I flipped my shaggy hair out of my face. (I thought it looked good at the time) and she sat on my lap and cuddled into my chest. She yelled and hooted and hollered at the screen with her opinions so many times, that it was a good thing that I have memorized the movie.
Then it came to the part where her favorite song came on. The little crab;Sebastian poked his head up and started singing his song "Kiss the girl" to Prince Eric.
"I love you Logan. Your never gonna leave me right?" she asked. Her chocolate brown eyes boring into my matching ones.
"never in a million years would I think about doing that. Baby girl" I said as I kissed her nose.
Someday, youll Kiss the girl…
Is the last thought I thought before we both fell asleep.
END FLASHBACK
I kept doing dishes and dancing badly as I sang
"sha lalalala my oh my looks like that girls too shy she should Kiss that dudeeee!" I said emphasizing Kiss that and dude, while pointing a newly cleaned serving spoon around the kitchen. All the sudden I heard laughter emanating through the room and I turn to see Katie practically crying she was laughing so hard.
"what!" I asked a strong blush growing on my cheeks. She got up and slowly recovered, I threw suds at her. She gave me a look I could only describe as "its on". So then she took a handful of the sudsy mixture and wiped them on my nose and mouth.
"ITS GO TIME!" I said as we started flinging suds at each other. Once she was completely covered and I was victorious. She took both her hands and went to shove me, but I grabbed them, pulled them around my waist
And I
Kissed that girl
And I am genuinely happy to say that SHE kissed ME back.
"I love you" I said to her.
"I love you too Logan" I heard through soap covered lips.
Kendall POV: sorry but there has to be trouble in paradise.
"ah shit!" I yelled over Jason derulo blaring through my speeding car. As I pulled a u turn.
I left my phone at the house. i pulled into the palm woods to see bitters sleeping, and kids rehearsing. All was normal. Until I opened the door to apartment 2J I looked the corner and saw Logan kissing some suds covered tramp. I grabbed my phone on the counter, and left, I was going to be late for my flight.
When I got on my plane and settled in I sent a text.
"I know you've been cheating on me with a soapy whore. You better hope to god I don't find out who she is you faggot. Oh and im going to kill you both."
Satisfied that I would fulfill my promises I shut my phone and went to bed.
Logan POV
You and Katie are in a gondola, in a lake in Minnesota. Her hair is down and she has a big blue bow holding a small amount of her hair, her matching blue dress flowing in the breeze that was unavoidable for you are on a lake. You take a moment to take her in. you stop rowing the gondola and let yourselves float. You run your hands through your hair. But as you do this your hair is seemingly growing longer. And your getting shorter.
Next thing you know your sitting there with a six year old Katie; and your but an eight year old once more. You lean forward, as she does and say,
"I will never hurt you." And you kiss her. What sounds like a marimba picks up the melody of the song that would play at this part if we were in the movie "the little mermaid" and the world falls out from under us. At the first chorus a whole string orchestra seems to flow through the music. Everything is peaceful.
All the sudden Katie starts slipping away as you realize that you went back to your real ages slowly but surely. Like you had loved each other since that moment in time until now. All the sudden you feel a stinging sensation lick across your face leaving the bruise of what you felt to be a hand. You turn around and see Kendall.
He had black make up on and looked genuinely evil. And he opened his mouth and said the same thing over and over again
"wake up! Wake up!"
I sat up in a flurry, and instantly noticed I had a throbbing pain in my head. The bright lights of morning seeping in through the windows didn't help either. I looked around to notice I was on the kitchen floor, and Katie was standing over me.
"thank god your awake!" she said wrapping her arms around me, it sounded like she had been crying.
"wha… what happened?" I asked as I put my hand on the back of my head to feel a bump the size of a goose egg.
"you got a text from Kendall… he saw us kissing some how. He said he was going to kill you." Then it all flooded back to me.
I pulled away from Katie to answer my buzzing phone, whispering something sexy into her ear in the process. I opened my phone to see a text from Kendall I rolled my eyes feeling as I was on top of the world. Because I finally told Katie I loved her.
"I know you've been cheating on me with a soapy whore. You better hope to god I don't find out who she is you faggot. Oh and im going to kill you both."
And here we are now.
I looked toward Katie in fear… he would kill me….
"hes gonna kill me… Katie… hes gonna kill me." I said staring into her beautifully chocolate brown eyes. A tear rolled down my face.
Now I realize that this isn't the most manly thing to do around my girlfriend…
But…
Im going to die…
"Now Logan, you don't know that. He could be all talk." She said in an attempt of re-assurance. I gave her a look that let both of us know she was full of shit. We sat in silence…. On the ground… in the kitchen… at 5 in the morning…
"run." She said calmly.
"You know I cant do that Katie! What if he figures out that it was you! I cant leave you un protected." I said getting quieter as I spoke. She put her left hand on my right cheek and held it there.
"then we both run." She said.
"no-" I began " im not having you Give up everything for me."
"but im following what I care about most. and you promised you would never leave me logan." She said. A tear falling down on her cheek I raised my left hand mimicking hers and placing it in her cheek. I leaned in and closed the ever so small distance between us. Our lips connected and the world melted around us. I picked her up by the back of her thighs and stood up, all while still in her lips embrace. I walked back and out of the kitchen, and opened the door to her room with my elbow. My arms to busy with her small and delicate sides, and hers twined in my hair beyond return.
I entered the dark purple and aqua room which was filled with mostly her soft, canopied bed. I walked forward. The only thing between the queen size bed and myself was the love of my life.
Katie Knight.
I laid her down on the bed, and took off my shirt revealing yellowing bruises and muscle.
I then bent over at the hips and put my hands on either side of her beautiful little head and followed with my knees on each side of her fully developed hips.
She then put her arms up as I took off her shirt.
"God it feels good to be on top" I said as she giggled.
And the rest is history. ;)