Hey!
This is my first story! I'm so happy! :)
Zero POV
What if this is a dream?
Me dreaming, imagining that you existed in my life. I could be in a deep sleep and not realize it till now. Any moment I should wake up from this nightmare. This nightmare that seems so real, that I have all my five senses with me.
The girl who left me for another man.
Maybe, she is real but I don't exist.
Maybe just maybe, I've already sunk into level E and its just haunting me to have a purpose to kill. If only she would just come back.
Yuki, do I deserve to have you? Maybe I didn't deserve you… maybe I wasn't good enough for you that you left me. Yeah, that's a possibility that sounds realistic. I'm rude to you and everyone else, I can't give you everything and treat you like a princess you are. The Kuran Pureblood Princess who gave me false hopes.
Kaname, I fucking hate you. You took everything from me… my purpose to live….Yuki.
Yuki POV
I wish I was never born as a pureblood.
If I was never a pureblood princess, maybe I would have stayed with Zero. He probably hates me. I given him so many false hopes' and he loved me. I am a pureblood, something that he hates in his life.
But I just can't leave. Kaname would find me in seconds. If I run from him, he would catch me. It's Impossible to leave him. I just wish my dear brother would just love me as a sister and nothing more. I know that sometimes Kaname wishes that he could put chains on me and keep me as prisoner. I see it in his eyes. He knows I love Zero and Zero loves me. Kaname suffocates me. I am his doll who he dresses me up, plays with me; toss me around when I'm in no use to him. I am just there for his image. Sometimes I wish Zero would come and rescue me, but then I don't want him to come. Kaname would just kill him, without me knowing.
Zero, do I deserve to have you? I cause you suffering. Every day, I wonder if you are ok… What have you been doing this past year since I left you?
Sorry it was short though :(
i will make my chapters long.
so how was it ? :)
I will try to update quick because i'm also a reader and i like to now what happens next :)
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