Rated T for implied suicide and character death.

It's really angsty and sad! I know there are lots of angst stories out there in the Victorious Fandom, but I just really love writing them. Also, I'm thinking about making this into a collection of random angsty oneshots. Probably will be mostly Bade, but maybe some other stuff, too.

So, sorry about this, I guess.

I walk over to the door of his RV. I can understand now why he wanted to do this in private. I'm glad. At least no one saw me like this.

He just looks at me, no trace of any emotion on his face.

"Why?" I ask him. "Wasn't I good enough?"

He doesn't respond. I get out of the door before the tears can begin to fall.

*End Flashback*

Now, she stands over his grave. Wishing that at least they could have been together, before he went.

Now, she pulls out her favorite pair of scissors. The ones he gave to her, moments before he left her that day, three years ago.

"I want you to have these," He had said. "To remember me by."

"What do you mean?" She had asked, obvlivious to what was about to happen.

"I'm leaving you, Jade."

They're black, which she supposes is fitting for the situation.

Now, they'll be together forever.

If only he could have told her some things.

Like that he only did it to protecther.

Like that he killed himself because he couldn't stand seeing the sadness and the pain etched onto her face every day.

Like that he had never stopped loving her, not once.

If only he could take it all back.

If only he could take her back.

If only she had read the letter he had left her! But she had burned it. She wanted nothing to do with the man who broke her heart.

They had both hurt because of the others' actions. Hell, they had both DIED because of the others' actions.

But at least now they're together forever.

So... yeah. It's sad. And, oh yeah, I don't own Victorious. I could have gone back and written that at the top, but I'm too lazy too move my mouse all the way up there... :P

Anywho, do you think I should continue writing oneshots like these and add them on? If you think I should, I will, and if you don't think I should, I will anyway. Hey, maybe you'll think I'm a little sadistic because of this, but I kinda enjoy writing them...

Oh, and this isn't about the song, Tracks of My Tears (Which I also do not own), I just like the name.